yapatron3000

And I hate to say that it gets better once you’re self aware but that’s not even half the battle because to this day i just fester in my frustration and laziness aint nothin cute about it like let me add my little “jupiterian” tag all I want but this is like a PSA to all of us — the astrology doesn’t excuse the behavior and you are still 100% responsible for your own actions and being aware of it does little to nothing

that’s like me saying this whole school year that I was gonna go to the gym. I went to ONE fitness class in JANUARY💀 and then wondered why I was a lethargic and self pitying mess. How am I supposed to convince myself that I’m going to go the gym when classes start back up in August if I’ve only “worked out” TWICE in the 30 days that I’ve been home holy shit

better not catch myself writing some eureka bullshit again because maybe the time I finally leave this app is the time when I know I’m actually doing something in real life instead of just complaining online. I do support journaling and whatnot but once I feel the need for an audience to hold me accountable that’s when I know it’s disingenuous