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When I was 13 I fell I love with rock music from screamo to glam metal,when I was getting into that obsessive stage my life changed,I was a normal teenage girl then i started smoking and self harming bands like bring me the horizon and black veil brides were kinda just pulling me in.when I thought there was no light at the end of the tunnel,I found this band that was my music type but wasn't dragging me down to be honest there were a few but the main one is what this story is about. It all started when I was wearing black continuously and I heard this amazing song by some band I heard of a few times the song was called a love like war it was amazing. It gave me amazing thoughts happiness I hadn't been happy in a long time.this band was called all time low,I fell in love with this band the lead singers voice was amazing. When I got into the band like researching them and listening to more songs there was this one guy in the band that was like me before I changed into this monster,head down music up wanted lip piercings..but this guy was a nut job I had changed so much and he was what I wanted to be a guitarist in a band and his name was jack barakat. When I turned 14 me and my mates snuck into all time lows concert,we hid In there dressing rooms. it was going well till my mate though it would be a good idea to eat a packet of cheese and onion crisps. "Hey guys can any of u smell cheese and onion crisps"said the bands bassist Zack Merrick I looked at my mate in shock "dude were gonna get caught" I whispered and then I needed to sneeze "ACHOOOOOOO"sniffle My mate Abby slapped me and then Alex gaskarth and jack looked over us at where we were hiding. "Erm supr..ise" I said awkwardly "We will just go saves us getting thrown out"Abby said with a upset tone The guys looked at us and Alex just was stunned "how did u get past security" "We just was like ninjaaaaaaaaaaaaahs" I went red at how much of a twat I was then "Omg I want her...hey I'm jack barakat u may know me" jack was so amazingly fantastic at how he just came onto me I was there gawping at jack. Abby looked at me and said"ellie I swear u we're crying on the way here because u wasn't gonna meet jack-1..2...3.." I burst into tears and jack hugged me and said "it's ok only I'm the retard" Alex started laughing "dude stop trying she won't fuck you" Abby blurted out "fuck yeah she would" and Abby and Alex looked at each other there was such a connection and started laughing. "Dude there's someone coming hide" warned rian he's there drummer The door opened "guys hurry up u have to go onstage in ooh 5 minuets and I swear I heard girls laughs" said there tour manager "nah it's just jack laughing"said zack "seems about right"there tour manager said and with that he shut the door. "Well we better go u have tonnes of girls waiting for u" said Abby as she opened the door to leave Alex grabbed her wrist "hey don't go stay u can watch from the side" I looked at Abby "what me as well" I said stunned ,jack etched over to me and looked at Alex and begged as a joke " dude what kind of a person would I be if I didn't let your sister come" Abby just looked at him with a scrunched up face "she ain't my sister she's my best mate...yeah she is my sister then a sister till forever" I was so happy I wanted to pinch myself am I dreaming or not...? When we was watching the show that song that came on the one that started this off came on and vic was there and I was playing air guitar because I play guitar when jack saw me he continued to play guitar walking over to me and gave me his guitar and whispered to me "play" this was my dream to play on a stage.I walked out playing this guitar,I played one song and that was back seat serenade. After the show jack and me was talking just me and him "so who taught you to jam out like that" I obviously answered as I was proud " I taught myself,to get my mind off stuff" I pulled my sleeve down as my self harm was the reason, jack looked at me with pitty and hugged me he smelt so good, he looked at me and whispered In My ear"what people said about you being ugly and worthless it isn't true" I looked at him so confused "how did you know that." He looked so awkward now "your ellie Kyle right u follow me on twitter I went on your profile and a link to your blog came up,this was only last night" I looked so dazed and I started to fall back Abby ran and caught me,after half an hour I came around with Abby talking to Alex I sat up wiped my eyes and tried to get up jack tried to help me up I was sitting on the white sofa in there dressing room "why did you pass out" jack asked in a curious tone "well when I get excited I pass out I was thinking destiny last night I was only planning to sneek into here" i was so confused why me. as I looked over at Abby she was propper getting of with Alex I stood up and jack spun me around,so I was facing him and he kissed me.I felt Abby looking at us "ellie ok we have to go" jack stopped kissing me and hugged me and said bye so we didn't get caught by security Alex walked us out Abby kissed him bye and he grabbed her arse. On the train back home I went on Twitter and put #altconcertbrixton and over 20,000 tweets came up and half of them were about me playing jacks guitar and one said "@altsbitch:that moment when jack brings a girl on stage and she's playing his guitar and he's pretending to hump her from behind" There was another as well "@alexg_ily:@alexalltimelow who did you keep looking at that was at the side of the stage." Alex kept looking at Abby that was so cute.when we got home I went strait to bed no one was at home mums at work,lil bros at his mates so I went asleep. The next morning my mum woke me up with throwing a news paper at my face she said with a weird tone "page 12" there was a double page with me and Abby and one full page was me playing guitar on stage "girl approximately 17, played jacks guitar to backseat serenade on stage with the band with jack humping her from behind but she was pictured kissing jack and leaving with Alex and another girl...if anyone knows who these people are call this number they want to give her a record deal...." Omg I'm famous I went on Twitter to find "@jackalltimelow:@X_BandWhore_X you owe me your famous now,what you get for agreeing to take my guitar" and with that I had over 3000 followers including Alex following me and jack following me.by the end of the night 18000 people were following me. As I was laying in bed my mate climbed onto my roof and knocked on my window "omg ellie u are now famous that was reckless and brave,hahah see what I did there" I looked at Harry with such confusion "ohhhhhh,Harry I can't do it I don't wanna be famous I wanna be that girl that's always the outcast not loved because people wanna get close to me-" Harry interrupted me " dude who's that car it don't sound like the usualls .he back gate creaked as someone opened it I grabbed the baseball bat that was under my pillow and a stone that was ment to hit my window hit Harry "oww what the fuck you doing"he shouted "hey your Harry init,long hair best mates with ellie and Abby" jack asked "erm yeah..." Harry replied I stuck my head out the window "jack what are you doing here your ment to be at Glasgow" Harry helped jack up onto my roof "dude have you found her yet"shouted Alex well I think it's Alex,thinking of Alex I kicked Abby she was asleep on my floor "...Alex stop kicking me this is my covers..." Abby mumbled half asleep jack threw a crisp at Abby and she opened one eye "ellie fuck off man" jack helped Alex up on my roof" dude one of you get down it's gonna collapse" Harry got off and went home. I helped jack and Alex into my room. Alex took his jacket off and laid next to Abby he whispered in her ear and she rolled over she was asleep facing him "Abby open your eyes,you ain't dreaming" I said calmly she woke up and she saw Alex "omg please don't let me be dreaming,I have been thinking about you everyday ... I love you"she kissed him and he said so sweetly I love you too I forgot about jack and my blinds rattled jack was about to jump of my roof "where are you going" I'm going up to Glasgow, I'm glad Alex got his happy ending see ya ellie" and he jumped off my roof "wait where's your happy ending, I mean you deserve one" I stepped onto my roof and I slipped and fell jack caught me "well my happy ending is right here" jack kissed me and hugged me when he stopped kissing me he helped me back up onto my roof and I pulled him up I got my quilt from my bed and placed it out on the roof me and jack laid on it looking up at the stars above us.and I fell asleep on him. A few years on I have my own band managed by my husband my record label is with gaskarth records and my husband is jack and Abby has a baby on the way with Alex and you know what we did get our happily ever after.