Supernatural Fic Rec's

when all is said and done, dean is alive and well, and he drives off into the sunlit horizon, and at the end of that road after however much time he needs to recover—

he starts a halfway house.

a halfway house for hunters, yes, but mostly for kids.

kids like claire and krissy and josephine, and alex and patience. kids that fell out of their normal lives and into hunting, with no feasible way back out. kids like dean.

it’s a place to crash and recuperate, where there’s a roof over their heads and a bed to call their own and a food-stocked pantry (it never runs low. dean never lets it run low.) but also: a waypoint.

dean’s still got sonny’s number, and if there’s one person who can help a kid find a future or a family or a purpose, it’s sonny. (it’s also dean—but he’s not used to advertising himself; it’ll always feel like overselling.) he sits up late at night working through college applications, scholarship applications, to help these kids through the nightmare that is lying convincingly on paperwork. he teaches these kids all the things he had to learn by his lonesome: how to cook, how to clean and mend clothes and treat wounds and hustle pool without getting decked in the face. and if they’re set on hunting—and he gets it, he does, because retiring was never an option for him when there’s lives to be saved, and he knows how—then he rolls up his sleeves and he teaches them.

hunters are a special kind of people, too rebellious for their own good, but he knows not to push. anyone can leave, but anyone can also stay. and when they do, he’s got things to tell them: the fastest way to decapitate a vamp and torch a wendigo, where to park their getaway car, which weapons to always have on hand and which to leave in the motel room, never to leave a case too early to miss something or late enough for the cops to get you. who to call when they do. basic skills, survival skills, but there’s nothing basic about them anymore when they’ve amounted to his entire life and he’s perfected them, had to perfect them to stay alive through it all.

he’s seen things, butted heads with things that go unmentioned in even the thickest of lore books, and he makes sure they know how to take all of them down, or else how to sweet-talk it back where it came from. he makes sure every kid knows the vampire antidote by heart. he also tells them about purgatory, and to think hard before mercy-killing anything into an existence of blood-slash-blood-no-rest-no-peace. some things can save themselves: if they want to, let them, but make sure they follow through. it’s about the saving, not the killing, and if the two of them become muddied you have to save yourself first.

dean has a bed for you, in that case. a bed and a mean burger and an ear tilted in your direction.

sometimes, sam calls: dean lets it go to voicemail, and that’s a gift to them both. dean will leave a voicemail of his own, in time. he’ll talk for however long he wants to, about whatever he wants to, answers the questions he likes and doesn’t answer those he doesn’t. talks about the kids, all the time, about how much he wishes he could’ve done this for kevin. there’s no interrupting in voicemail, no pointed glares, and the new routine is maybe the healthiest they’ve ever had.

he still goes out on hunts, as a teaching outing with the kids or to let off steam or because it’s an all hands on deck sort of thing. he can’t let himself get rusty, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t indulge: memory foam on his bed, a monthly road trip in the Impala planned and followed through with, a nice, slim pair of new boots perhaps more often than he needs. it’ll take a while, but someday in the future, he even goes to the beach. leaves the united states to do it, and comes back toasty and bug-bitten and about fifty tons lighter by way of his soul.

it evolves, as kids leave and new ones come in, because no one can leave dean’s house without his number. it becomes a hub. dean makes sure there’s a weapons arsenal in the garage, stakes of various obscure woods and silver bullets by the thousand and machetes besides. they’re all for borrowing—he’ll get new ones if some don’t return. the rest of the garage is divided: the impala and all that’s needed for her upkeep, and a workbench, a visor, a torch. he works on side-projects. lets his inner inventor out to play. EMFs that can detect hex bags, glasses that fracture the light just weirdly enough that no ghost can slip past the wearer unnoticed.

that’s how, in ten years, he’ll reinvent the Colt. he makes as many bullets as he can, and it’s expensive, slow work, but it’s the largest ace any of them have ever had up their sleeves and he wants it to be available to anyone who needs it.

knowledge isn’t something to hoard, not when it can save lives. and fuck if holding the world together with his bare hands more than once, more than twice, didn’t leave him with some unconventional wisdoms, some hard-earned truths and bits of trivia that could never end up being useful but also very well could. he’s prepared for that. makes sure his kids are prepared, too.

it’s not just the kids anymore, though, not when the hunters among them have branched out and met other hunters and the world knows his name, anyway, for all kinds of reasons, good and bad. his is not a name that slips someone’s mind when it’s mentioned in passing. hasn’t been for a long, long while, and that was never a good thing until this: until it just grows around him, not murder-plots or resentment or a heathy dose of fear of being associated with him, not like a snare drawing tight but a garden. (he keeps one, out back. hasn’t really got that much of a knack for it, but some of the kids like ripping roots out of dirt, and hell, so does he.)

it’s not replacing bobby. he doesn’t pretend to be the FBI superintendent or social services or someone’s lawyer, not when he’s not out there in a suit. when a phone rings, the person on the other end always knows his name. 

it starts out messy, and it’ll always be messy, but it becomes more structured as they go. a demon case comes in: they’ve got people specializing in that, send them out. a rugaru: the same. and if it’s something that’s truly Out There, they send dean, and he’ll handle that. when he comes home, he’ll make sure that next time, it won’t be just him who knows what to do.

some kids start penning down comprehensive lore books, his dad’s journal with the volume turned up, with only the stuff that’s true and none of the fluff, the muddied waters. dean contributes to that more than he expects, at first, and suddenly they’re crowding and crawling around him, eager for his input. turns out he has a lot to say.

not enough for the kids, though, it seems, because they keep sneaking carver edlund’s books into the house when he has banned them, has made it a bold point on his penned-down list of house rules. he finds them stuffed under mattresses and as pdfs on phones. he burns what he can. but he also says, okay, all right, i’ll write a fucking memoir if that’s what it takes to get you people to stop smuggling this trash in. and he lays down the basics: azazel’s plot and meddling angels, an apocalypse or two, what’s there besides the earth and how to make sure you never go there. nothing warranting gaudy pulp covers with half-naked men on them. if anyone wants to know which brother did what, they’ll have to be damn good at reading between the lines, because dean’s too over it to point fingers, especially not when his words might stick around for other generations to read and judge and point their own. he doesn’t put his name on it. leaves it anonymous.

what he doesn’t count on are the notes in the margins, the whispered conversations after dinner or the glances he’ll get: that he’s the hero of that story, he’s just too humble to write it down.

he only yells about that once.

in the end, it’s like this: there’s no american men of letters, but there’s people of action, and they all cluster around the heart of the country where the drive is about the same to each coast, and at the heart of that is dean.

in the very, very end, it’s like this: his memoir goes into print, and there’s a preface telling his name in bold letters, and clarifying the details he had made sure to leave extra vague. if you’re in a roadhouse bar somewhere—and there’s more of them now, run by those who wouldn’t stay but wouldn’t leave, either—there’s a solid chance you’ll run into a dean or deanna or ten, and they can tell you exactly who they were named after and why.

I am creating a Master List of all the fanfics I have liked and reblogged.  I am trying to put them in some kind of order, but stories tend to span categories. As a heads up, most of these fics are going to be NC-17 and longer than 50k words (Last updated: 8/20/16)

High School/College/Teacher:

Blackboard (76k words):  Castiel Novak is a college English teacher, in a rather inappropriate relationship with Dean Winchester, who happens to be one of his students. But although their arrangement is one that works perfectly for the both of them, Castiel is starting to worry that maybe keeping it impersonal will be harder than he thought.

Hear You Me (82k words):  Castiel is a college graduate stuck in two dead-end, part-time jobs. Oh, and he’s Deaf. Enter Dean Winchester. A chance encounter with the man may have the power to change Castiel’s life.

A Little Patience (288k words): Dean starts up a friends with benefits situation with his best friend Cas. What he finds is Cas is a lot kinkier then he ever expected…and feelings creep up on you when you least expect it.

Timelord Technology (18k words): Dean decides to be a little rebellious and skip school when he gets a tummy ache. Also, punk!cas may see this as the perfect opportunity to come along for the ride.

Smoke in the Mirror (52k words):  It begins with the flier hung in the library: art model needed for thesis project, will pay. Castiel figures it’s an easy way to make some extra money, but modeling for Dean Winchester ends up complicating his life far beyond anything he could have imagined.

The Spirit of Lawrence High (70k words):  Dean Winchester is funny, gorgeous, brave, loyal, and a breath of fresh air in Castiel Shurley’s life. Dean Winchester is also a ghost haunting Castiel’s school, but nobody’s perfect, right?

Strippers/Prostitution/Porn Related Industry:

Cas Erotica, the Dean of Iniquity (55k words): Dean Winchester owns his own business, works on cars, lives in a mansion… and is also a highly successful pornography mogul looking for his next project. Cas Novak is a bookworm that got into porn while trying to pay off student loans, and never left.

Chasing Cars (45k words):  After an awkward accidental encounter at a local strip club, Castiel discovers his college roommate, Dean, has a secret career as a stripper, and their relationship begins to change and a bond begins to form.

Have Love, Will Travel (94k words): Castiel Novak is a reclusive writer with a childhood so tragic it’s left him terrified to leave his home—until his overbearing brother, Gabriel, drags him out for a night on the town full of booze and strip clubs, and he encounters Dean Winchester, a mesmerizing and mysterious stripper with secrets of his own.

Heaven & Hell Escort Service (123k words):  Castiel Novak is a high class escort. Dean Winchester may have accidentally told his father he has a long-term boyfriend to bring along to Sam’s wedding. Desperate times call for desperate measures… an escort service might not be what he wants, but it could be exactly what he needs.

The Prank that Filled the Spank Bank (41k words): Castiel records audio pornography. Not professionally, or anything - he writes it and then reads it out, and uploads it free to the world. It’s not Dean’s usual type of porn - at all - but there’s something about Castiel’s gravelly, yet somehow smooth and beautiful voice that keeps him hooked

Santorum will Pry my Porn from my Cold Dead Hands (41k words):  President Santorum bans all pornography, and Dean decides to start his very own prohibition racket. Unfortunately, the only person he can find to ‘perform’ is Castiel.

Smooth Operator!Verse (18k words): Cas is a phone sex operator and Dean is a first time caller.

Unsolicited (56k words): In which Dean Winchester gets an unsolicited dick pic from an unknown sender which is both totally not disappointing in that it’s a really nice dick pic, and incredibly disappointing in that it’s clearly a downloaded picture of his favorite porn star.  There’s absolutely no way it’s actually this porn star sending it to him, right?  Right?

Dom/Sub/BDSM:

All for One, One for All Verse (116k words): Dean Winchester and the identical twins Castiel and Jimmy Novak have a…rather unique…relationship. Stories in this series trace the development of that relationship at different points in time.

Carry On (148k words): When Sam gets into Stanford, Dean needs a bigger paycheck than Bobby’s garage can give him. Luckily, he knows a guy (It’s no longer online, but message me for a copy if you like) 

A Change in Scene (7k words): When Dean goes over to see his Dom on Christmas Eve, he isn’t expecting Cas to play naughty Santa, and neither of them is expecting how it turns out for them.

I Wanna Get Outside (of Me) (142k words):  Dean is a novice in the dom/sub world and is asked by his employer, as a desperate last resort, to be a sub for his recluse of a brother, Castiel. Castiel is a mess who hasn’t stepped out of his home in literally seven years.  Enter Dean, who’s not a very traditional submissive, to try his hand at subbing for the hermit.

ABO Dynamics:

Arranged (18k words): Dean Winchester is the omega chosen to marry Castiel’s son. The arranged marriage is as awkward and lackluster has Castiel expected it would be.  What he didn’t expect was what would develop between himself and his new son-in-law.

Eden of the Hunterlands Verse (21k words):  Dean Winchester, crown omega prince of the Hunterlands, finds out that his father has arranged for him to mate a stranger. Prince Castiel, Angel of Eden, is everything that Dean hates, until he isn’t at all.

For Science! (21k words):  Selected transcripts and supporting materials from Dr. Castiel Williams and Dean Winchester’s seminal study on physiological and psychological sexual response by gender designation.

Get Knocked Down, Get Back Up (36k words): With an over-sensitive sense of smell, omega Dean Winchester finds the scent of most potential mates to be, frankly, nauseating. Enter alpha Castiel, who smells fracken *perfect* but has problems of his own.

A Hole in the World (293k words): Dean is dealing with the death of his father, the social stigma and objectification of being an out Omega, and the lingering aftermath of a long-ago crime. LOTS OF ANGST IN THIS. BE WARNED.

Limerence (47k words): The Emergency Department is the last place Dean expected to find his mate, but over the stink of blood he picks up something else, something sweet, and it hooks into him. Pulls. Something stirs at the base of his skull as the most primitive part of Dean - the part that’s alpha - wakes up and takes note.

Rainbow Fences (21k words):  Dean identifies as Alpha. With regular therapy sessions and hormone treatments he’s well on his way to being comfortable in his skin now. Castiel, his Alpha mate, has never allowed himself to think there was any alternative than the nuclear family he’d been raised on. Together they meet somewhere in the middle of traditional and perfect.

Real Slick Dean (28k words): There’s a new alpha enhancer drug “Rutter” on the streets that gets used at “exclusive parties” for the worst purposes. Detective Castiel is making a big bust on the drug, when he gets shot up with an overdose of the drug. 

A Story for Every Corner (22k words):  Dean’s a late bloomer. When he presents as an omega, everyone is surprised, and everything changes. Only a few months into omegahood, Dean decides to book it. A couple of truck rides and a state later, Dean’s in Apple Springs, Colorado at a bed & breakfast called The Snoozing Squirrel.

Typecast (75k words): Up-and-coming movie actor Castiel Novak knows he’ll never be taken seriously if all he ever plays is betas, and as an alpha he certainly doesn’t think it’s a wise career choice to play an omega. However, when he’s offered the omega role in a gay romance and learns that the much more famous (and his crush) Dean Winchester is playing the alpha, Cas decides maybe it’s time to take a risk. But when they meet on day one, Cas isn’t sure what to make of Dean’s scent.

Unwritten (76k words): A spontaneous scent bond is the stuff of romance novels: an alpha and an omega meet by chance, and they happen to be so compatible that their pheromones are perfectly aligned, drawing them irresistibly together to mate and bond for life. But when Castiel comes to Dean’s store for a signing, they feel an inexplicable pull toward each other. A bond that shouldn’t even be possible for two alphas.

Royalty/Regency/Historical:

An Assembly Such as This (151k words): Dean and Charlie have a happy marriage under a shared lie, they are best friends who desire another. Dean is lonely for a companion…until he secures an invitation to a monthly mens-only soiree.

The Dreamer and the Mystic (110k words):  When Dean Winchester’s eighteenth birthday arrived, he was expected to choose his Queen-To-Be; instead he found himself falling for a mysterious stranger with eyes like stars. Eleven years later, Dean journeys into ancient lands that have long since faded into legend and lore, to once again find the eyes that had bewitched him.

The Highest Bidder (10k words): Traveling alone was always a danger, but Castiel never dreamed he’d be set upon by bandits, his belongings stolen, his very person in danger of being sold into slavery. A chance rescuer offers Castiel the chance at freedom…but things don’t go anything like Castiel might have hoped as his knight in shining armor proves to be rather on the tarnished side.

Witches/Angels/Creatures:

An Accidental Incubus (40k words):  On a hunt gone wrong, Dean finds himself cursed to be an incubus. While Sam and Charlie rush to find a cure before the change is permanent, Castiel decides to become Dean’s “offering” when the hunter begins to deteriorate under the effects of the change.

Addicted to You (120k words): Dean is a Warlock. A very, very drunk Warlock. Oh, and a horny Warlock. Hey, he knows how to summon a succubus! He should totally do that. Hell yeah! Guaranteed hot sex! Except that spellcasting while drunk is a VERY BAD IDEA. He’s just too drunk to remember that.

Again (14k words): Cas travels back in time and meets a much younger Dean Winchester that doesn’t suffer from as many sexual hang ups as present day!dean.

Amnesia (77k words): In a world where angels face oppression and discrimination from humans, Castiel wakes in a hospital bed with no recollection of the past decade of his life, or why it is he chose to fall in love with, much less marry a human.

Carnival Oasis Verse (36k words…so far): Castiel is a being that feeds on sin. Lucky for him, Dean has plenty of sin to spare. AKA:  The adventures of Dean Winchester and his sin eating boyfriend.

Castiel’s Dragon (38k words):  Born without legs, Castiel was destined to be a dragon rider. He’d always dreamed of how it would be, and when the day for his pairing came, he knew he’d met the perfect dragon.

Clipped and Unbound (50k words):  Castiel is a slave widely regarded as unbreakable and unruly. Dean Winchester is a billionaire ending a five year long search to rescue him. They’ll both learn that peace can be the hardest thing in the world to find.

Come Again? (17k words): The unintended application of an ancient nuptial blessing leaves Cas and Dean at each others’ mercy, having bestowed upon them the ability to both experience and influence the other’s sexual sensations for the space of ten days.

Cursed or Not (115k words):  While experimenting with magic when he was a kid, Sam accidentally cursed Dean into a familiar.  Now he wears an amulet constantly to stop the transformation….until Witch!Cas offers him a deal.

The Grace Archer (31k words): The Grace Archer lives in the stories and myths told to small children or by bards in the village taverns, but Dean knows the truth. He knows that Castiel is a reclusive, disgraced cupid and a freaking badass with a bow….and he must find him, again.

Hardcorewings.com (17k words): When Castiel loses his job, he resorts to making wing fetish videos to make cash. Dean really likes them.

Hunting for Daylight (60k words): Dean is what you would call a late bloomer. Late in his shift, and late in figuring out his sexuality. His body is showing signs of resolving the former and the new boy at school that comes crashing into his life head on is intent on fixing the latter. Also, everyone can turn into animals. 

I Dream of Deanie (71k words): Castiel takes a dose of djinn toxin and gets to experience first hand what he’s desperately wanted. After that, he won’t stop til he gets to have the same experience with the real Dean Winchester.

The Mirror (24k words): When Dean touches a strange mirror, he’s whisked away to one alternate reality after another and it doesn’t take him long to realize the universe is trying to tell him something.

Order 243 (21k words): Dean is a guardian angel. Every generation, he’s assigned a mortal to protect; he does so from the day they are born until the day they die. His latest charge is a baby named Castiel Novak. From the first, Dean knows there is something different about Castiel, but he tries not to think about it too much. After all, he has a duty to perform: protect Castiel when he needs to be protected and otherwise to do nothing to interfere with the course of Castiel’s life.

Our Solid State (17k words): This is the story of Dean Winchester and Castiel’s married life together both before and after the android, Castiel, acquires an upgrade to make him look human.

Out of the Deep (488k words): Stay away from the light-beds. Stay in the deep. It is the first thing hatchlings are taught the moment their fans unfurl and they can swim without their parents to buoy them along. It is the first rule, the first law. Castiel should have listened better.

The Path of Fireflies (63k words):  After his humanity is restored, Dean wakes up in bed with Castiel, a wedding ring, and no memory of the past twelve years.

The Request (36k words): When Sam Winchester prays for his brother, Castiel is finally sent on his very first assignment. But what should be a simple love match turns into much more and Castiel finds himself risking everything to ensure the happiness of his extremely frustrating charge.

Revealed (10k words): When a ritual backfires and Dean ends up with wings, they reveal things that he’d much rather keep hidden.

The Siren and the Sea Monster (15k words):  When Cain moves to Washington State, Dean decides to follow him so that he can keep his job as Cain’s apprentice. The small town near the sea is Cain’s home town, and he has a small beach house that he rents to Dean for dirt cheap, with only a warning to beware of strange neighbors.

The Story of You and Me (54k words):  Dean wakes up in bed next to a very human Castiel, and a journal in his own handwriting that tells him it’s two years in the future. The house looks a lot like Bobby’s, and Sam lives there too… He just can’t remember how they got from angels falling in the sky – to comfortable domesticity.

Unfamiliar (29k words): 19 year old witch Castiel who has spent last 10 years unsuccessfully looking for his familiar and is finally giving up. Without a grounding bond to a familiar, Castiel’s magic will fade away and he’s mentally preparing himself for his fate. Enter the owl shifter familiar Dean.

The World Crashing All Around Us (36k words):  During a storm in September of 1987, Dean and Sam hear something hit their roof. When they brave the backyard to investigate, they find a fledgling angel.

Miscellaneous: 

Aesthetics in Autoerotica (15k words): Dean is a nude photography model and Cas wants to use him for his latest erotica photography display.

Alterations (23k words): Business is tanking, and Cas is facing the very real possibility that he may lose his livelihood as a tailor. Can one client, no matter how attractive, really make a difference?

The Breath of All Things (65k words):  Dean Winchester is in a wheelchair and lives in a care home in Kansas, where he spends his days waiting to die. It’s only when Castiel Novak starts volunteering at the care home that Dean starts to wonder if a changed life always equals a ruined one.

Cooking with Gas (89k words):  Cas’ producer throws a contest to spend a day with Chef Novak, cooking and learning techniques. Castiel wants no part of it, but what he wasn’t expecting was to fall head over heels for the winner.

Forget me not Blues (68k words):  Sam and Jess are getting married and Dean couldn’t be any happier for them.  Except Dean must have done something to epically piss off the universe because Jess’s best man just happens to be Castiel friggin’ Novak. He’s got even hotter since High School, but apparently no friendlier and if Cas wants to spend the week pretending like they’ve never met before? Fine. Two can play at that game

Kiss the Baker (112k words): The donuts are delicious but what has Dean driving to the new bakery is the handsome shop owner.

The Last Great Race (82k words): When writer Castiel Milton is forced to spend two and a half months in Alaska at Winchester Kennels to cover the Iditarod race preparations and the race itself, the only person more dismayed than he is Dean Winchester.

Let Me Please You (18k words): Dean liked to read the casual encounter ads on Craigslist. He really did. Not that he ever intended on answering any of them…until one caught his attention.

Life in Pink (25k words):  At just 33 years old, Dean Winchester is one of the most sought-after wedding planners in the city. He’s on the brink of making partner at his firm and the wedding that’ll make or break his promotion is for his best friend Dr. Castiel Novak. The only problem…he’s hopelessly in love with Cas.

Like the Summer Sunshine (22k words): When Dean jets off to Europe with Cas, he gets a much-needed vacation from hunting – and his insecurities.

Meringue (23k words): Dean and Cas have been dating for six months and couldn’t be happier…except something is missing from their sex life.  Cue a spur of the moment date between Dean and Cas’ identical twin Jimmy.

Muscle Memory (18k words): A 50 First Dates Dean/Cas AU where Castiel wakes up on a day just like any other, except that three years have passed without his knowing, and Dean Winchester is in the kitchen wanting to marry him.

Paint and Ink Verse (22k words):  Castiel needs a model for his new sculpture project, and Dean Winchester sounds perfect for the job.

Painted Angels (105k words):  Author Castiel Novak has finally hit the big time, with a book based on his failed college relationship with a brilliant painter. He’s put all his pain behind him, but at a book signing, he comes face to face with Dean Winchester for the first time in twelve years, and the reunion doesn’t go like Cas hoped.

Past Present (83k words): When a handsome stranger wanders into his bar one warm fall night, Dean Winchester is charmed by the archaeology professor. As their friendship deepens, Dean will discover that there are a few simple truths about love: it can sneak up on you when you least expect it, and it will level you without warning.

Pitchers and Catchers (122k words): Dean/Jimmy/Cas Fic -  In his entire career, from Little League to the pros, Castiel Novak has only ever pitched to his twin brother Jimmy Novak. When circumstances force him to need to find a new catcher, Castiel knows there’s no replacement for his brother…

PWP: Pie without Plot (82k words): What initially looks like a haunting leaves the team in possession of a bakery. Let the fluff begin.

Rock ‘n’ Roll Queer Bar (126k words): The story on how a bar brought together a couple of misfits and their adventures over the years.

Shut Up (Put your Money where your Mouth is) (23k words): Dean’s done some pretty stupid things, but getting drunk-hitched in Vegas to a colleague he barely knows might just take the cake.

Small Town Charmer (81k words):By ten a.m. Dean had seen his dream of expanding the hardware store dashed.By one, his baby had been impounded off the street. And by midnight, Dean’s personal space had been invaded by an angry, wet bookseller with hot blue eyes and an armful of natty first editions.

Chris Martin with Alice, one of Teen Heroes, at the BBC Radio 1 Teen Awards, after she received a personal message from Benedict Cumberbatch:

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Angst, Drug Use, Drug Addict Sam, Drug-Induced Sex, Mildly Dubious Consent, Alternate Universe - Prostitution, Alternate Universe - Police, Top Dean Winchester/Bottom Sam Winchester, Dean tops but Sam’s the one in control btw, Blow Jobs, Riding, Handcuffs, Unsafe Sex Summary: