How does my heart and mind hurt so much at once.. I just want it to stop. The battle between what my mind n heart wants is too much.
Why couldn't he be the one.. I really wish he was. But no matter how much I do and how much I love him, it won't ever be enough.. I don't get it dude. Why isn't me? I wish he was better. I wish I was all he needed. But I don't think it's gonna get better. And as much as I wanna hold on, it just hurts so much giving him my all when he won't ever be satisfied with what I give.












