bicht

i have a crush wot do i do besides listen to slow burn by kacey musgraves 

i’m naughty by nurture ;)

ali g*bocki: a very special cognac

keane and coldplay songs rarely use gender pronouns or name specific relationship dynamics lol

laying down some sapphic vocals before my mom picks me up from school

what if........i’m okay

idk....like....how i feel about gender is that it’s a process of choosing your influences....and that “being” isn’t necessarily essentialist, but it’s a sense of curation, a sense of striving....so when you’re assigned a binary gender at birth, you’re not only being told how to be, but you’re being told which influences to choose for yourself.....you’re being told what to curate and what to strive for.....and it makes the process of curation and striving a process soaked in perceived morality.....it assigns morality to choices that have no real attachment to morality.....in that sense label and language very clearly creates person....gender is a lens being placed over another lens, a filter being placed over another filter....if those two lenses, those two filters don’t perfectly align, then you’re being muted.....there is dissonance.....and the false morality-assigned filter of gender leads you to believe that this dissonance isn’t between self and assigned self, but between bad self and good self.....

my kink is britney spears wearing comfortable outfits

i am imagining a new dream for myself that my younger self only saw as a feeling

whenever the impostor syndrome starts sneaking in, i recite that one verse from vampire weekend’s “oxford comma” but replace “coal” with other words

this sudden influx of ~data~ is bad for my health

I am skipping class and am very itchy/nervous and reading the novel that my grandpa gave me that he didn't realize was historical erotica

I want to roll rose petals in my palms. I want the convex lens we create.

a bustling nightclub minus the people