Autumn Aesthetica

Messy curls, soft curves, tattoos that tell stories.

Come closer, I don’t bite…unless you ask nicely

I met you in the bloom of youth,

Twenty-two to your forty-two.

An age between us, yet no divide—

We fell, season after season, into love’s tide.

We cheered for victories on the field,

Shared half-watched shows we’d never seal.

In our living room, we spoke our vows,

But our souls had bound long before that now.

You were my Anam Cara, my truest fate,

The keeper of my heart’s estate.

To you, my mind, my soul, belonged,

A harmony of love’s eternal song.

Then one day, fate struck unkind—

You fell before me, life untwined.

In my arms, you took your final breath,

And left me shattered, alone with death.

The saddest day I’ve ever known,

A grief that turned my heart to stone.

I cried and cried, but you stayed away,

Gone from this world, yet in my heart, you stay.

Every moment, I feel your trace,

Your presence lingers, a phantom embrace.

I miss your touch, your laugh, your sigh,

And long to hold you and simply cry.

You were my everything, my guiding star,

Now I am lost, where you are far.

My days are broken, my heart undone,

Each breath a whisper of the love we spun.

I need you, I want you, your nearness I crave,

Yet between us lies the silent grave.

But someday, my love, I’ll find you again,

I wake in a house where silence hums,

Each corner echoes what we once were.

The walls remember your laughter still,

But the rooms grow colder, quieter, unsure.

Too young to be this old inside,

A widow wrapped in memories’ veil.

The world moves on, the seasons change,

Yet I remain caught in this frail tale.

Your side of the bed holds no warmth,

The imprint faded, but never gone.

I reach for dreams where you still live,

But wake alone, to face the dawn.

They tell me time will mend the breaks,

That scars will fade, and life will grow.

But how can time replace a soul

That taught my own all it could know?

The grief is a shadow that stretches long,

A tether to love, now lost to sight.

Too heavy to bear, too sacred to let go,

A cruel balance of wrong and right.

Yet still, I rise on trembling legs,

For though you’re gone, your light remains.

In every breath, in every tear,

A testament to love’s sweet pain.

The world calls me forward, hesitant, slow,

But you are the compass within my chest.

I’ll carry your memory, a quiet flame,

I exhaled happily satisfied that I made you cum in your sleep. Now I had a hard cock to deal with. I unzipped my pants and used one hand to jerk my cock over your sleeping form and the other to grope your ass. You continued to moan but didn’t wake. Your perfect, marked up little body was so hot knowing it was all mine to do whatever I pleased to. That thought brought me closer and I walked over to the side of the bed and put a finger in your mouth which you sucked on like a pacifier. I used my thumb to pull your jaw down so your mouth was open. The look of your sleeping form that belonged completely to me was my undoing and I jerked my throbbing cock right over your sweet innocent little face. I gasped as wave after wave of orgasm pulsed through my hard cock. I aimed for your open mouth but you still ended up with cum drops all over your face. The look of your innocent self covered in my cum was too much for me. I pulled my pants back up and retrieved my phone from my back pocket and took pictures of your sleeping cum-covered face. I am pleased and go back to my office to finish up work for the day before climbing back into bed with you.

When Daddy wakes up I’m really aroused. I must’ve been having a good dream. Then I open my eyes and you’re mounted over my knees with my cock in your small mouth. Wow what a way to wake up. I was close already. “Good Morning” you mumbled with my cock still in your mouth and then you grinned that perfect innocent smile.

“Good morning.” I murmured.

You continued bobbing up and down on my cock, swirling your tongue around the head of my cock. Then you started kneading my balls while you pushed the head of my cock down your tight wet throat. I don’t know how long you had been sucking my dick but I was close and trying to hold back. But you kept bobbing and then you got on your stomach with your ass raised and mouthed low deep strokes across my cock all the while your perfect little ass swayed in the air. I swatted at your ass and it made a satisfying smack sound. My cock was pulsating and then I wrapped my fingers in your hair and shoved your face down my cock where you massaged my cock with your tongue. That was it. I couldn’t take it anymore.

“Fuck yes. Take every last drop of that my cute personal cum slut. Ahhhhhhh.”

My body twitched and I pulled my oversensitive cock out of your mouth.

“You’re such a good little girl waking daddy up by sucking his cock and then swallowing every last drop. Did you enjoy your breakfast?”

Princess nodded her head and licked her lips which made my cock twitch once more.

“Come on, get up and get dressed before Daddy decides to bend you over the bed so I can take you into the doctor and then continue to cum in your sweet pussy.”

“Yes Daddy.” She did as I said and got up, got dressed, then went to the bathroom and quickly did her hair and make-up looking presentable for Daddy. I had picked her outfit out for her-it was loose white dress that was slightly see through, and a white lace bra and panties.I took her hand and led her to my car. I helped her get in and soon we were at a women’s clinic.

I led her inside and she walked closely behind me obviously shy. I spoke for her when we approached the sign-in desk. “We need the next available appointment please.”

“What for?”

“Birth control.”

“The next available doctor is Doctor Greene would you rather wait for a female? There will be an exam.”

“No that’s alright. We’d prefer not to wait.”

“Ok take a seat and the doctor will be with you guys shortly.”

I took Princess’s hand and led her to one of the seats, and we hadn’t even sat down a minute before a tall, good-looking guy came out and called her name. We both stood up and followed the doctor down the hallways into an exam room.

“Good morning guys, it looks like we’re here for some birth control, is that right?”

“Yes please.” Princess said eagerly.

“Do you know what kind of birth control you want?” The doctor asked

“An IUD.” I answered for her.

“Ok, if that’s your choice I will have to do a vaginal exam first? Is that ok?”

Princess looked at me clearly unsure of whether or not I would let another man look at her Princess parts. Normally the answer would be no, but for this purpose it was necessary so I gave her a quick nod.

“Yes, that’s ok.” She answered after getting my approval first.

“Alright, change into this gown and then get on the exam table with your feet in the stirrups. I’ll step out and be back in a minute.” And with that the doctor slipped out of the room.

Babygirl was already blushing from embarrassment. I knew she got uncomfortable with anyone but me looking at her. But she did as she was told and began stripping. I watched her undress and got a hard-on looking at all the marks over her naked body. The gown was way too big for her and hung down clearly exposing all my love bites over the top of her cleavage and up her neck. She tried adjusting the gown but it just kept slipping back down. Her face looked as red as her ass now. She slowly clambered up into the exam table with her feet in the stirrups. Her bottom scooted all the way to the bottom of the chair exposing her entire pussy underneath the blanket she pulled over the lower half of her body. I stood up from the chair I had been sitting in and peered under her blanket and gown to get a glance at what the doctor would be seeing. Wow I had a perfect view of my baby girl’s pussy and my cock throbbed noticing that the table was exactly at my waist level and I could easily slip into her pussy if I pulled my hard cock out. I thought about it and also saw that her pussy was glistening. And the redness of her ass cheeks were immediately obvious.

“Princess, you’re wet.” And then I swiped two fingers across her slit and showed her the fluid on my fingers. I stuck my fingers in my mouth and sucked. Delicious. “Are you turned on by a stranger looking around your pussy? Don’t lie to me or Daddy will punish you.”

“I’m turned on at the thought of you being able to cum inside me.”

I nodded satisfied with her answer and just as I replaced the blanket over her lap there was a knock on the door and the doctor walked in a few seconds later.

“Ok everyone ready?” The doctor asked.

Princess nodded her head as I took my original seat.

“Ok first up is a manual exam to feel for any abnormalities and get an idea of your underlying structure. This might be a bit uncomfortable I have to get to your cervix to be able to place the IUD. Here we go.” The doctor took a seat on a spinny stool right in front of my angel’s opening.

“I’m going to remove the blanket now.” The doctor warned. “And then you’re going to feel my hand. Stop me if it gets to be too uncomfortable.”

“Ok.” She whispered obviously nervous, her baby blue eyes fixed on the ceiling.

My chair was on the same side of the room as the doctor’s stool so I had an almost perfect view of what the doctor was seeing. I looked at her perfectly bald pussy and my cock twitched in my jeans. I watched as the doctor washed his hands and returned to the chair he rubbed them together to warm them up and then warned her one more time. “Here we go.”

The doctor stuck his middle finger straight inside my Princess’s wet opening and made a circular motion feeling all the way around and the he tried to stick another finger in and got stuck at his middle knuckle. I watched Princess’s face turn to an ‘o’ and then back to normal.

“You’re going to have to relax for me to do this exam. Spread you legs wider and unclench your muscles.” The doctor said. He tried sticking two fingers in and got a little further than the first time.

“Let me try lubing my fingers up.” I expected the doctor to get up and grab some gel from out of a closet but instead he pulled his fingers out of her tight cunt and then stuck the fingers that had just been in my Princess in his mouth. Princess didn’t see what just happened with her nervous eyes still trained on the ceiling but I watched as he swallowed my babygirl’s juices. I was stunned in place even as my cock twitched against my jeans.

Then he tried sticking his newly lubed up fingers inside her. It worked. His two fingers were inside her probing around, palpating, making my little princess squirm from the sensation. He thrust his fingers in and out and a little gasp escaped from her mouth. I had never been in a women’s health examination so I didn’t know if this was normal or not. Then I watched the doctor curl his fingers and probe. I could tell exactly when he found her gspot because her whole body practically jumped in the chair. The doctor noticed too and he kept probing the same spot.

Princess’s eyes were still fixed on the ceiling and her mouth was set in a hard line and I could tell she was trying so hard for this not to feel good. I’d seen her make this face right after I denied her orgasm. I recognized this face. Just then the doctor abruptly pulled his fingers out and announced “Your vaginal canal is healthy, no abnormalities.”

Princess let out an audible gasp and whimper that both me and the doctor must’ve heard.

“I’m going to have to reach your cervix now so I’m going to place this speculum to hold your vagina open. I’m going to need more lube for this.” This time he stood up grabbed a metal object and a bottle of jelly. He spread the lube on his two fingers and he swiped the whole glob across her slit from clit to asshole. I watched as he slowly circled his two fingers around her hardening clit. I looked at her face and it was cherry red. I could tell she was so embarrassed to be enjoying this. I decided to join in the humiliation and make this just a little bit harder for babygirl. So I decided to ask the doctor a question.

“Doctor is there a reason why her clit gets hard when I spank her?” Princess blanched her face going bright red humiliated that I was talking about our sex life to someone much less while she was busy getting violated.

“Is that right? We actually have a device that measures the hardness of a female’s clit as a part of ongoing study, would you like to grab it and we can measure the hardness of her clit. Getting her aroused will help me in my examination. It will naturally expand her walls and make it easier for me to access her cervix.”

The doctor was addressing me while Princess was being completely ignored for her opinion.

“I think you should grab it and we can measure it.” I replied automatically.

Princess’s eyes were burning a hole in the back of my head clearly objecting.

“Ok, we have one in the closet actually.”

I could tell Princess wanted the doctor to leave the room so we could talk privately. But no such luck. He stood up and grabbed the tool from the closet which looked like a really small clip or bobby pin. He showed it to me and explained. We’ll slide this over her clit and then this monitor here measures show much blood is flowing to her clit and measures how big it gets when turned on. The doctor finally addressed Princess and said “I’m going to take the stirrups down and lay the exam bed flat and then you’re going to get on your elbows and knees.”

“Da-daddy?”

“Do what the doctor says Princess.” I told her sternly.

Fear lit up her eyes but after the doctor made the adjustments she hesitantly did as she was told. I stood up and looked at her perfect exposed form which was extra wet from all the lube the doctor applied.

Her ass and pussy were facing us and her face was facing away so she couldn’t see a thing that was going on.

“I’m going to put this measurement device over your clit now.” The doctor felt around but found nothing. Her clit isn’t hard I’m going to have to warm her up to apply the device.” The doctor quickly rubbed two fingers over her extremely wet clit. Soon I could see from my perfect vantage point her clit perk up and then he quickly clipped the device with the monitor over her slightly hard clit.

“Go ahead and spank her so we can get the measurements from her clit.”

I didn’t need anymore go-ahead than that. The doctor stepped aside and I lovingly grabbed your already pink cheeks and said “Here we go sweetheart. Count for Daddy.”

I spanked her once and she whispered “One.”

“Louder Princess the doctor can’t hear you.”

I spanked her harder to get the message across.

“Two.” She exclaimed loudly.

I kept going, we got to ten before the monitor displayed a reaction. It was hard for her to get off when she was so embarrassed but I was getting off on showing her who her Daddy was in front of this doctor. Her ass was good and pink. After that she seemed to forget about the doctor in the room and I could hear the desire in her voice as she counted. When we got to twenty five her voice started to break and I could hear the tears in her voice. But that’s when the monitor really started to go wild. The more she was crying and in pain from me showing her who her daddy is the more her clit got hard. My cock was getting as hard as her clit was from watching her enjoy and break from my spankings.

“Daddy I NEED you inside me right now.” She whispered and the doctor and I both checked the monitor on her clit and it was at the max it could go. She just needed something to set her over the edge.

“Not until you get your birth control sweetheart.”

I looked over at the doctor who had a clear hard-on from watching me spank my Princess. He adjusted the hardness in his pants till it was less obvious and tucked in his waistline.

“No actually this is perfect. If she’s this aroused I should be able to get the IUD in without any issue. Let me raise the exam bed and put the stirrups back up.”

Princess got into position without question. She was in full sub mode now. He took the clip off her rock hard clit and said “We got some great measurements, I’ve never seen a girl max out the monitor before.”

“Mmmhmm that’s my Princess for ya.”

The doctor nodded and readjusted his hard on.

“I’m going to place the IUD now.” The doctor quickly placed the speculum in her dripping wet cunt. And muttered “I don’t even need lube this time.” He showed me the tiny device he was going to insert in her and I nodded in approval.

The doctor placed the device between his two fingers and stuck them up my Princess’s pussy. She squirmed after all the attention on her ass and her clit. But the doctor paused and said “I still can’t reach her cervix. We’re going to have to try some more stimulation. There’s actually a special method that works really well. I’ll show it to you.” He kept two fingers in her pussy but then slowly slipped his pinky finger in her asshole. She gasped and squirmed even more. The more he fingered her ass the deeper his two fingers went in her pussy until finally he got the IUD in place. “Ah ha got it in position. Sorry for all the trouble I’ve never dealt with a girl quite so tight.”

“Thanks doctor. But could you do me a favor?”

“Sure.”

“I need you to stay in the room while I punish my Princess. I need to show her who she belongs to.”

“I completely understand sir, go ahead.”

I did what the doctor did earlier and removed the stirrups and lowered the exam bed. “Get on all fours Princess.” She did as she was told like a good little girl. Her ass was already red and I knew she could only handle so many more spankings so I went slow.

“One.” She counted her voice full of desire.

“Two.” I wished I had that clit monitor on her.

We got to five before she whined “I need you Daddy.”

My cock was already rock hard from all the spankings I gave her so I decided to indulge her and humiliate her at the same time. I unzipped my pants, uncaring that the doctor was watching and walked to the other side of the bed and stuck my throbbing cock in her face. “Suck it.” I commanded. And she did as she was told. At this point the doctor actually had his cock out and was jerking it at the sight of me facefucking my Princess. She swirled on it and sucked on it like she was hoping to suck all the cum out of my dick. I let her deepthroat me until I was on the edge and then I hastily pulled out of her mouth and walked to the back side of the table.

I slowly fingered her ass and circled her clit like I know she secretly loved until she begged me again to fuck her. “Who do you belong to?”

“You Daddy.” She gasped

“That’s a good girl. And what do you want?”

“Your dick pounding inside my pussy.”

“Ok babygirl.”

I plowed into her not caring to be slow about it. The doctor kept jerking his cock at the scene. Princess took my whole cock like a good little girl and gasped. After only a few strokes she was whimpering and I knew she was close but she hadn’t asked permission yet. I was in the mood to punish her so I went for her weak spots before she could ask for permission. I licked her ear and bit her neck while I plowed into her and rubbed her clit just as she said “Daddy” her pussy was contracting and squeezing my dick and screaming like I hadn’t heard her scream and her undoing was my undoing and I emptied load after load into her all the while smiling knowing I would get to punish her for not asking permission fully. The doctor shot his load into his coat pocket and I shot every drop of my cum into my Princess as I continued to circle her clit and have her keep humping my still hard dick, milking it for everything it had in it.

After her orgasm and I pulled out of she went back to being embarrassed and I smiled. I liked fucking her in public I would do this again and soon I thought.