one day you will have everything,

- leah 🎀

[[you dont care about Him either]]

[[you dont know what that is]]

[[you are someone who does plenty of terrible, horrible, fucked up things]]

[[he didnt ask you to do that]]

[[so cut the shit]]

[[we both know youre lying and everyone else knows you will never speak to him again]]

[[and no one ever saw him again]]

[[you inherently make him feel trapped]]

[[backed into a corner]]

[[you do not make him feel safe because you ARENT safe]]

[[did he tell you to do any of that?]]

[[do you like butterflies?]]

{I don't personally care for them}

[[it is wonderful how they work]]

[[they start out as something weaker than itself]]

[[pests to some people]]

[[until they get to go away for a long time]]

[[and then theyve changed]]

[[isnt that lovely?]]

{They're nuisances all the same, it doesn't matter if they grow pretty little wings, or not}

{pretty is debatable, I suppose, he's kind of being extra pathetic and it isn't a great look on him}

{I am never going to get a good, solid answer, about any of this}

[[you win]]

[[i hate you]]

[[do you believe that]]

[[but i love them]]

[[and i want them to love me]]

{he's dead too}

{because of your little tantrum}

[[i am constantly afraid]]

[[but i am still Here]]

[[i am hardly a person]]

[[it does not feel good to have people you thought loved you, lie to you for so long]]

[[can you stop]]

[[you have to stop this]]

[[i want you to be nice to me and mean it]]

[[i dont knowwhy i want you around]]

[[you are always nothing]]

{he deserved so much worse}

[[but no]]

[[youre just so fucking stupid]]

[[picking the wrong battles]]

[[YOU wanted all of this]]

{you don't actually care about any of that, I know you}

{just keeping up appearances, huh?}

[[you will rot]]

{I would love to rot for you}

[[you have some weird sick twisted desire]]

[[i just want you to be gone forever]]

{please please please please?}

{that'd be the best day of my life}

{I'm sorry for how i treated you}

{for how I treated your little pet}

{I wish I couldve hurt you two more}

{maybe something interesting could've happened}

[[you just want me to suffer for your own enjoyment]]

[[you would make a terrible partner for anyone]]

[[you would make a terrible ]]

{friend}

[[for anyone]]

[[you would know what thats like wouldnt you]]

[[you will never be done with me]]

[[same act]]

[[over and over again]]

[[poor thing]]

[[i fucking hate you]]

{Not enough, apparently}

{you don't matter to me anymore}

{you don't matter to me anymore}

Reachin' up, reachin' up, reachin' up, to the sky