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welcome to my blog! future translator in her twenties. passionate about A LOT of things. i'll probably complain and talk about many things here so the box is always open!

okey that's all bye!! :)

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first of all, i hope everyone knows and agrees that all of this wouldn't have happened if the agency and the label had done things properly, like giving them a break, managing their schedules without over working them and not relaying on the guys to protect and speak for themselves in certain situations (like the whole jungwon and winter situation or jay's "dating rumour" thing). if belift had done their job NONE of this would have happened, but they decided to be lazy and keep overworking them without a break nor a chance to at least "recharge". like, they had to leave BTS's concert early bc they had practice or a schedule???????

also, i've seen some people blaming heeseung for "leaving" and calling him selfish, when in reality we don't know what happened, yes, maybe he decided to leave or maybe he was kicked out. regardless of what happened calling him selfish or self-centred couldn't be further from the truth, if you've seen iland or just watched any of their content you'd know that heeseung is ANYTHING but selfish, using iland as an example, he was the centre for MOST if not ALL performances he was in, they relied on him and belived that if hs was in their team they would win (which was true) and when they decided who was going to be EN- leader, he CHOSE to NOT be the leader bc he wanted jungwon to have someone to rely on and the members to have someone else to help them other than the leader, if he was really selfish he wouldn't have done ANY of this.

another thing, the whole boycotting-not-boycotting thing, this is not a black or white dilemma, there's no correct answear here why? you may ask, we've seen before that a boycot can be productive and have good results (Mark was a good example), but can also lead the company to just disband the groups (loona or g-friend). i respect everyone's decision on this matter BUT forcing people to do the same thing you do and calling them names for deciding to not participate on the matter is NOT OKEY. lately some people have been acting like haters and solo stans posting and commenting on EVERY POST and giving the sensation of "enhypen is nobody without heeseung" when that couldn't be further from reality. at the beginning the boycot made sense, it was to ask the agency for more clarity, for them to be open with us, then it was to fight for their rights, for the boys to have better treatment and to stop overworking them, but now it feels like it's just to "bring hee back" at any cost when WE DON'T KNOW IF HE WANTS TO, and to me that's more selfish than the idea of him leaving on his own accord.

i respect everyones way of coping and grieving time, i understand as much as the next person how difficult it's been because it's difficult for me too but, as someone who was partially boycotting (not watching new content, trying to stream as least as possible bc they are in ALL of my playlists and signed the petition at the star) is very hard to feel part of this fandom when you feel insulted and pushed out of a community you've been in for so long.

im ot7, ill always be, ill support enhypen AND heeseung or evan or whoever he wants to be because as everyone says "you can't erase HEEstory" so we shouldn't do that nor the agency NOR the fandom.

as jay said: "enhypen is enhypen" i decided to keep supporting the guys, all of them and hoping for what's best for them without causing any harm.