I need something I just don’t know what it is yet

this has been going on for like 20 years by the way.. I will let you all know when I figure it out

And like who the fuck is this guy [gestures to reflection in mirror alone in bathroom

Direct byproduct of being neurodivergent and growing up isolated from your peergroup is having no idea when it's appropriate to define someone as your friend

Is this person I met yesterday my friend? What about this person I've been talking to every day for three months? What about this person I've known since middle school? Is friend a title I have to earn? What are the limits of friendship? Is it a static state, make-or-break, or is it some endless dance-dance-revolution style cavalcade of prompts and challenges and social cues I have to hit perfectly to keep it up? Does it bend? Does it break? I don't fucking know man I just work here.

i still remember when the dude doing my autism assessment asked me how many friends I had, and I was like "okay but how are we defining friendship?" and he just like, stared at me for a second and then wrote down some notes

I went to twink island and you wouldn't guess who was there

can you give me the coordinates

blowjob? more like nojob! #unemployed

blowjob? more like job blows! #employed

you're just mad because you're hungry and tired and your legs hurt and you head hurts and you're too hot and you have depression

gonna be honest i don’t know how many more ‘enter the 6 digit code we sent to your phone’s i got left in me

friend who thinks about family annihilators too much: you know if that guy also had kids he would be a family annihilator

friend who thinks about family annihilators too much: you don't get it, this is important because of how we as a society react to the crime. a guy who kills his wife is not seen as on the level of evil as a family annihilator even with the exact same pathology and potential. a lot of mass shooters had records of domestic violence but they were not considered such a threat until they escalated. why is hurting women never a warning sign? there is more concern over the future of a man who hurts an animal than one who hurts a woman. if he hurts an animal, he's acting like a serial killer. if he hurts a woman, it's one mistake that shouldn't ruin his life. do you ever think about that