I'm a hopeless romantic
It's like 11pm rn but I just can't get the thought that I'll never find a person who loves me out of my head. Like I just want someone (boy/girl/etc.) to spoon me and play with my hair while we watch some corny 2000's movie. While they kiss my neck every few minutes even though it tickles me just to hear me laugh. I want someone who can carry me and who isn't afraid to show they love me a lot. I just want someone who I can trust and who I can be my true self with. But I'm also afraid of getting attached to someone just for them to leave me broken and alone. And fyi I will remember that moment for the rest of my life. It really seems even more impossible when you live in a country that's way different than from where you were born. I'm afraid of falling in love with someone and that I'll have to leave them. I'm afraid of opening up to someone who might just leave me whenever they want and then laugh at my back. I just want someone to love me and never intend to harm me
