this is fun I'm literally typing out all my thoughts with no restriction and feeling as if the other person is HAVING TO listen to me

life is such a bitch that i started therapy with my pocket money. goodbye, yummy extravagant snacks.

broke up with the love of my life recently and probably gonna spam shit here just to get some amount of mental sanity

how do i tell my father that i see his love but it's his rage i see more. that i cannot love him like he loves me because he raged at me the way i could never at him. how.

being the first born daughter and granddaughter means that I'm the first daughter in two generations with the trademark male rage of the family and yet I'm also oppressed because I'm a girl and yet I'm free because I'm their blood and yet the trajectory is new because there was no one in same roles before me

why does looking at videos of old besties being besties feel so good in the tummy

when i grow up, i want to be like joe pritchett from the modern family

random thought: instead of all these apps asking what shows/movies are you into, they should ask what you don't like watching so they can filter out content we won't watch 🤷🏻‍♀️

nothing just I'm currently in my "i wanna consume books like they're food, like they're oxygen, like I can't survive without words, like those stories are all that's keeping me alive, like they're physical shoulders for me to lean my head on, like i need to just travel and be somewhere else in my mind real bad" era