Symphony of Happiness

DAY 1 🌻 - last night i didnt take meds except for metformin - i felt super useless and sad, and a lil bit suicidal - difficult to start sleeping but could sleep eventually - ideas: stop psychiatrist and psychology counsellings https://www.instagram.com/p/CnDh0TQSo_OGQlpfuXOO1nsQXPhuUsCIGiucK40/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

DAY 0 🔥 Here is a list of my 2023 resolutions 🕺🏻✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/CnDhZF6ynDppa7URpCL8u0E5Dri8X0OAcmU1TI0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Me

🌕 One night I felt so lonely and sad. I tearfully hoped in my last sujud to Allah that I wanted to get married, all I wanted was be accompanied by someone who truly loved me for who I am, cared for me and wouldn't hurt me. Someone who would help me to straighten my life, made myself to keep walking in a right way.. 🌘 . . Suddenly I found him and everything went TOO well and smooth. Allah is very kind to me while I often think I don't deserve to get those. He is my childhood friend. We just 'knew' we existed for each other, but didn't really know each other. All I know he was a bright kid and capable of drawing mosques very good. But well who knows about His plan? 😊 He is now my husband. He is the answer of my pray... 😀 It's gonna be a long way journey for us--which I don't do it alone, cause now I have a friend, a best friend, a soulmate, and a lover. 💏 I hope there will be another ones who will join our journey in the right place and in the right time. 😊💕 #temankeciltapimenikah 😃 (at Ace Hardware Indonesia)

And these were made by me 😋 makanan tidak berfaedah 😣 only chicken nuggets 🍗, boiled corns 🌽, which were done so freaking easy. 😑 But.. the eggs were special! 🍳 My eggs are always special! 🥚 They are made by love and sweat of mine lol 😚

Another tasty food! 🍗 Mashed potato 🥔 with green sprinkle thingy and beef thingy which were so tasty! 😍 I want to eat them all 😶 (at Husein Sastranegara International Airport)

🥐 Baked roti maryam I guess (?), with cheese 🧀 with green leaves thingy on top of it with a I don't know I forget 😆, creamy creamy soup thing I guess... 🍜 But they were so gooood... 😍 Like literally good. So tasty! Made by my Husband of kros. 💏 (at Husein Sastranegara International Airport)

Breakfast made by Hubi. Its Maryam breads with a combination of ham, egg, and corned beef. 🍳🌮😍 It's very solid yet I wasn't full at all. 😣

Jalan jalan 🍒 (at Tangkuban Perahu, Lembang)

Our trip to Tangkuban Parahu ⛰🌬💕 (at Tangkuban Perahu, Lembang)

Ceunah oraga! 😋 (at Warugo)

I am happy every time I go home. I always have a chat with Abah n Mm of kros. But on Sun, only Abah at home since Mm was still in Sby. We both will talk about everything. Abah will cook good food, while I wait patiently for eating them 😂 Then Abah will tell me about his work, his old stories, funny stories even sing. Yesterday Abah made bakakak chicken and made rujak 🍍while we were watching D'academy season 3 yang sangat bermakna. 😆 (at Lembang, Jawa Barat, Indonesia)

Ucing lucu at RS Al Islam Bandung 🐱 (at Rs Al Islam Kota Bandung)

Makaci misua 😄 teu kedah curak ceurik heula atuh 😂🤗💕 its very cheap but not the price I see but your effort pake é bukan ifort -- @afifthexplorer 🦆

Terkadang Sumayya berhalis ketika ada pensilnya. Minta satu bay @burokii 💄🙌

Pas mau menikah ceunah... 👰💟🤴 The map was drawn by me! 💄While the flowers were drawn by Mba Ghistna ☺ Edited by Mpeng 🦑 Sooo... hectic, always in a rush, deadlines everything. But it turned out to be a very cute wedding invitation 🌹