Speaking of bad luck and trouble

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I think its natural to feel uncomfortable about seeing someone in pain and not being able to do anything to help. We naturally want to help people and help reduce their pain. Except sometimes there is no cure or immediate solution for someone else's pain. And so this feeling of distress and hopelessness will begin to build within them. So you might become overwhelmed and desperate to eliminate these sympathetic feelings. And I've found people will do anything to alleviate their own distress about someone else's suffering, frequently to the detriment of the sufferer's well being. Instead of just fucking accepting the discomfort.

Jakey and wm moved some of the furniture out of my room to help and to be perfectly honest if your idea of helping involves doing something without asking the other person first then I can't help feeling that you are assuaging your own feelings instead of genuine interest in helping the other person alleviate theirs

I wish wm would make up her mind about if the drumkit can stay at her house cause like bandaid let's get the pain over with ill sell asap instead of this back and forth of whether it can stay i dont need hope in my life

I think I'm going to call in sick tomorrow

I want a big bonfire for all this bullshit in my room and I want this head ache to go away and I want a month off