The Nameless

Empathy is the new messiah

While you lavishly party your life away, I sit here at night breaking down because you told me things and made me empty promises again. You told me to wait. How am I suppose to do that when I don't know what you are doing! You lead me on and I followed like a dog. You made get attached and now I can't let it go. I did it once and now I have to do it again. Don't make empty promises to me when you know you won't keep then. You can't earn my trust or my heart like that. Then you throw me away. Now I sit here crying trying to rebuild what you destroyed. What you tore apart, what shielded me from the world and from a broken heart. I don't have my protection now. You asked me to wait, but I won't because it will be a waste of my time. My life. If I do what happened then? My heart will get torn again. I hate you for what you make me feel. Then I love you for how you were with me. I'm an idiot

Time to work on rebuilding what you took down. My walls and to fix my heart

I don't want him to go. I truly don't want him to leave me behind. But I guess it's something I have to do for the both of us. The matter is an I willing to wait six years for him or am I willing to give up. I want to wait for him. I truly love him and it just feels right being with him. I don't know what to do

You have been gone a day and I already miss you... This feelings I buried are coming back

You lead me on and I'm and idiot for falling for you again in done with this shit

The guy I like is leaving for school in a few days... Him being my ex of course I like him a lot. My heart is just all broken and I'm all sentimental and crying.. I don't do relationships and him being my best friend and someone special just shatters me. I don't know what to do