My Demons And I

Some people never change. Doing the same shit they did 10 years ago. Just different location.

Aye I’m not judging. Just think it’s funny people talk about new and improved yet go down the same path theyve been for years. Like the outcome is any different.

I’ve taking a good leave from social medias and socializing in general. Nice sometimes to know you’re thoughts are your own.

Because people these days couldn’t come up with an original idea if their life depended on it. And then copy someone else and claim it as their own.

Sheesh.

Blood to rich for me.

Just pay to be like someone else.

Copy cat ninjas.

No I don’t miss a thing from the past. More so glad I wasn’t the one to stay caught up in cycles and circles.

Made good changes. Not trying to go back. Quit smoking cigs. Go for walks regularly. Getting work done. Still living and holding shit down on my own. Use to think I needed someone, now I think someone gon need me. Am I gonna let the walk all over me or not? Most definitely not. Because I can hold my own. Glad to say I’ve held this place for years. But definitely time to advance on.

Hate the thought of moving back to the big city.

But hate driving a brick to work.

One of these projects will take off though and it will seem like such a waste to worry,

-SubtleDismal

2/4/22

-SubtleDismal

11/17/21

Because ya boy is finessing lately. Scraping by about to be blasting through.

Every night while i sit there dormant.

You come in and tell tails of torment.

But I see people selling garbage everyday...

One man’s trash is another man’s treasure.

But I thought a little harder, with the right skills you can make something from nothing.

I’ll give you an example.

It’s fourth quarter and shawty I’m finna ball out.

Show out till the end.

Act like stunting on em is a sin.

Shit it’s a habit.

Wouldn’t know even if you had it.

So you can throw me in the flames,

Bury me in gold chains.

-SubtleDismal

10-8-21

-SubtleMisery

10-3-21

We out here making bread homie. Not tryin show off anything. If I give you knowledge don’t be so disrespectful and then come back expecting me to be excited for you? Tf. Get over yourself. Lemme feed they ego tho, make em feel good for nothing in return.. bc I’m just a good guy like that. Don’t think I don’t see the obvious though.

Lot of two faced folks out there. Act like they there for ya until shit gets real and we really trying to do stuff out here. Not just talk about it. Then people start thinning out. That’s alright though we make shit happen in this house. No time for people to be slowing us up.

Shit congrats, damn good for you. Hope you have a good one now!

Cus you know they don’t really gaf about what you have to say. Only looking for affirmations.

-SubtleDismal

9-20-21

Such lust with such envy.

-SubtleDismal

9-16-21

You can not say and do disrespectful shit and expect the other side to conform to your logic.

You can’t hurt them and expect not to get hurt back.

Fall in love with their actions, not words.

-SubtleDismal

9-15-21

-SubtleDismal

10:27:26

Not gonna stunt it if it don’t fit

Top shotta, so you know it’s gon hit.

Put that shit on the map like a blip.

-SubtleDismal

00:58:26

Mafucka if you ask me for sumn again ima beat yo ass. Foh man. Always ask for shit never wanna provide nun. Fuck you mean can you?

Ima steal one of these” well I know you ain’t gon pay for it ya broke bitch.

Hoes man..

-SubtleDismal

9/3/21