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already had like 100 calories today Ok whatever. In my defense it was like a frozen yogurt fruit thing and miso soup and both are pretty low in calories so

i had a dream last night i met frank iero and i got my dad to take a picture of us and i did some hard ass pose and then my dad completely fucked up the picture it was like weirdly zoomed in and like 5 pixels big and i was mad upset

ok so add some other buklshit to the calories from today because i had somr other bullshit

Theyre taking the hobbits to isengard

So fuckijg sick of this i just want to be skinny and move on with my life

Going to attempt to shit. Wish me luck. May i lose a pound

i feel like i want a girlfriend but at the same time i cant imagine who i would even want to be in a relationship with. obviously not right now because i dont want to be in a relationship while im struggling with something like this because thats kinda messed up cuz its like. i dont want to date someone and then have them feel like they have to Fix me or something. but i also obviously dont want to date somebody that makes it worse or encourages it. like i just dont want that burden on someone but like even imagining in the future its like Who bruh. i do kinda like one of my friends but like i just said i dont want her to deal with that and also like. i dunno its complicated. i dont know what kind of person would be attracted to me yk

my dad bought me coleslaw mix with like 25 cals per 1.5 cups Okayyyyyyyy period

Might eat some coleslaw for dinner actually. Or chicken but its gonna be one or the other

god bless freaky violent sadomasochism rpf sex

154.2 lbs i still see this as a win

going to weigh myself if its heavier than it was last time im going to blame it on my hair being wet and drinking water and having like 10 kettle chips today if its lighter than we all celebrate

just took laxative Lets see how this goes. Ahahaahah. Please god let me get to 152