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starfish, also known as aster. any pronouns, alternative, british & irish, journalism student, enfp, december baby, himejoshi/himedanshi, sskk fanatic, body horror enthusiast, maximalist, luv media analysis & intellectualism, completely obsessive abt all my fandoms I cannot like anything normally. ask me abt newspaper hawkers they’re my special interest
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horror sideblog: @wndertwins
all in no particular order…
main fandoms (but I’m in MANY) :
bungo stray dogs, project sekai, utdr, the raven cycle
characters to ask me abt (pink are my oshis) :
adam parrish, akutagawa ryuunosuke, saki tenma, scaramouche, aya oosawa, adachi rei, chiaki nanami, sandrone, nana komatsu, mizi alnst, jade harley, tim drake, michael afton, jane hopper, asa mitaka, claudia de lioncourt, literally any yellowjackets character
ships to ask me abt :
shin soukoku, akikoha, sandbina, pynch, butcherqueen, agent 24, mizurui, mizisua, togachako, amoriyo, jackienat, claudeleine, davekat, gelphie, faelight, mitsukou, kriselle, caitjinx, cheriecrush, polymmj, literally any the secret history ship
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There is a young American man in France. His mother has passed away. He has few friends, and works the thankless job of a bus boy in a prestigious restaurant, but dreams of becoming a chef despite having very little skill.
He returns one night to his humble apartment, which is known to have vermin, and comes across a rat, which he could easily kill or set loose on the street.
But the rat- it is special. It seems to speak to him. Promises him every little thing he desires- talent, fame, and fortune. Recognition and esteem like he has only ever seen from afar; fine company like the wealthy men and women whose scraps he picks at over the sink.
Put me on your head, the rat says. Put me on your head and think of nothing.
It is strange at first, yes. Strange to feel another take control of his life and live it better than he ever could. To see miraculous things created with his own two hands, to feel his feet move in graceful and fantastic ways with a confidence he has never had.
But the rat delivers as he had promised: he receives promotions, notoriety, admiration. He is noticed. Envied. Every day is a waking dream, rubbing elbows with beautiful women and handsome men and influential personalities who lavish him with praise. It is addictive, this lifestyle- never mind that he is only ever truly conscious of it as a passenger of in own brain.
It is when he has reached heights few can ever conceive, with all that the rat had ever promised- a beautiful wife in a beautiful house with all the world in his palm, in possession of all the wealth and success a man could ever want, that the rat says that it is leaving.
Leaving? The rat cannot leave. Everything he is, the rat has provided.
"I have delivered on our bargain", the rat says. "I have brought to you all that you have ever dreamed. What more could you desire? I must live my own life, now."
The man is furious. He is terrified. He destroys the rat, in all of the ways that a rat can be destroyed, until nothing is left of it but a fine smear of marinara sauce.
He returns to the restaurant the next day moving like the shell of something hollowed-out and brittle. He cooks well- his fingers remember the movements, his eyes recognize the patterns, his mouth knows without his asking what orders to speak and what platitudes make patrons smile pleasantly with their straight white teeth.
He retains the talents of the rat. The charm of the rat. All the worldly pleasures the rat had provided him.
Still, it seems, he is little more than a vessel for the talents of the rat.
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"how are you going to complain that other people don't like fictional women when you literally like fictional men" is one of those extremely revealing bad rebuttals, because it shows that people genuinely can't even consider liking women enough to bring it into proportion with the amount they like men. they have to imagine disengaging with male characters almost entirely as a prerequisite for actually caring about female characters' interiority. i think that doesn't do a whole lot to help you dodge the misogyny allegations you're trying so hard to dodge personally.
Natalie is rarely, if ever, needlessly cruel, but if you look at all of her relationships (Travis, Kevyn, the other Yellowjackets) she gets most verbally aggressive and mean when she starts to really care about them. she does this with Misty too, but Misty is the only one relentless enough to not be driven away by this defence mechanism. yeah Mistynat is dysfunctional, but I don’t interpret it as unrequited, (not that there’s anything wrong with canonically one sided ships) it’s dysfunctional from both sides. they’re janky ass puzzle pieces that fit together, two sides of the same fucked up coin, the immovable object (Nat’s emotional repression) colliding with the unstoppable force (Misty’s desire to be needed).
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