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Taking your phone out you dial Jimin, begging him if you can stay at his tonight. Thankfully Jimin is a gracious host and has a guest room in his shared apartment with his boyfriend, pillows nearly as soft as yours. 

“It’s like the fifth time in the span of two weeks. The man has a libido the size of his ego,” you complain as you put three plates out on the dining table. 

“I mean, I wouldn’t say that’s much, but that’s coming from someone in a relationship. How does he get all those girls?” Jimin quips, putting the stew in the middle of the table, making sure nothing spills. 

“He goes out with his boys all the time right?” Namjoon points out. “The last time I saw Yoongi he was complaining about how he has no alone time because Taehyung and Seokjin drag him out almost every night.”

“Yeah, it’s impressive how often they see each other. Not like that’s a bad thing, just not great when Jeongguk happens to get laid every time they do,” you huff, thanking Jimin and Namjoon for the stew and serving them both a bowl first.

Jimin looks at you, a little pity in his eyes, “Not very fun when you’re in love with him, huh?”

You just look down playing with the meat floating in the stew. Every once in a while you feel that hurt rushing back in seeing that sock on the doorknob, but you’ve become so numb to it the past few months it barely stings. But thinking of what he’s doing in there, with someone that’s not you, it makes your throat get stuffy. 

“Like he’d even care.” Because it’s true. If he wanted to he could have you in an instant. It’s just that he doesn’t want you.

“You should start bringing your hookups home,” Jimin proposes pointing a spoon at you, Namjoon serving him a bowl of rice.

Namjoon huffs out a laugh, “What hookups? The poor girl hasn’t seen any action since she got here.”

“That’s not true!” you say indignantly, cheeks heating up from the call-out. “I’ve gotten plenty of action, I’ve just been busy with the end of year project I haven’t had time to find someone.”

“For that long? Haven’t you been doing that for like 8 months?”

You nod, watching both Jimin and Namjoon’s jaws hang slack. Okay, so maybe it’s been more than a bit of time since you’ve had any. It’s not sad. Not at all.

“That’s like- that’s like forever!” Jimin says, absolutely floored at the realisation.

“Yeah, for you guys! You’ve been dating for like 4 years, it’s not very long for singles like me,” you mumble the last part, not even convincing yourself.

“Yeah, no, that’s a straight-up lie,” Jimin chuckles. “Well, that just means you have to come out with us on Saturday. No take-backs.”

You groan, an excuse ready.

“You deserve a break, Yn, and some stress relief. You absolutely cannot say no,” Namjoon states with a sense of finality and you just can’t say no to the man.

Seeing the apartment door with no sock makes you so relieved. Finally, you can go home again.

Entering the apartment you drop all your stuff onto the counter then turn around to make a beeline to your room when you stop. Stopping in place by the visual of Jeongguk freshly showered, ruffling his hair with a towel. Tattoos on display, bare torso, grey sweatpants hanging low on his body. A literal wet dream.

“Oh hey, Yn,” Jeongguk looks at you, even has the decency to look apologetic. “Sorry about last night, I know it was your long day at uni. I honestly didn’t know I’d end up having someone over. Hopefully, you had somewhere to sleep?”

“Yeah, Jimin and Namjoon let me crash the night. Maybe text me if you’re kicking me out again,” you quip, still mildly distracted by his arms, his chest, his abs, and oh. Snap out of it Yn!

Jeongguk winces after, agreeing and apologising again. He goes to the kitchen and fills your mug with the freshly brewed coffee, you take it smelling the caffeine making you feel warm and cozy in this weather.

“Rather than camping out in your room, studying your life away,” Jeongguk steers you away from your door making you groan. “Come and have breakfast with me? We’ll be out for two hours max, I promise!” 

Jeongguk’s looking at you with hope, his hands clasped together in a begging motion. You would say yes to him in a heartbeat, but he doesn’t need to know that.

“What is with everyone forcing me to take a break? Am I that much of a study-holic?” 

“Huh? Who else is forcing you?” Jeongguk’s grabbing his hoodie, getting ready to leave even without your answer.

“Namjoon and Jimin, they’re taking me out on Saturday for, and I quote, ‘stress relief’.” 

“Oh, that’s cool. I’ll be out having a few drinks with the boys, so maybe we’ll run into each other?” Jeongguk’s all prepared, the door open and everything. You can’t say no now.

“Considering Jimin is in his clubbing phase once again, I’m not sure pubs are in the equation.” You lock the door and watch as Jeongguk holds his hand out to hold. You intertwine your fingers and force your face to not heat up at the affection.

“Can you not flirt in front of my food, it’s making me lose my appetite.” You scrunch your nose watching Jeongguk smirk at the waitress making her giggle into her hand. 

“What can I do? She gave me an extra plate of kimchi, I’ve gotta be nice.” 

“That’s literally her job. Your kimchi was finished, she topped it up - that’s like the whole point of this place,” you scoff, playing with the egg roll in front of you. Saying that your plate of pickled radish has been sitting empty for the last 20 minutes.

Jeongguk looks over at you fiddling with your food, noticing your radish dish, he swaps it with his own full plate. He watches as your eyes widen and a grin spreads and you dig in. Cute.

“You’re right. The only girl I should be flirting with is the girl I’m on a date with.” 

You almost choke on your food, “This isn’t a date.” 

Jeongguk raises his eyebrow, a smile taking over his face as he watches you blush, “It could be, Yn, you never know.”

You drop the topic before your face heats up too much. You watch in disdain as the waitress comes over and changes Jeongguk’s empty radish dish with a full one.

But rather than engaging with her, Jeongguk reaches over the table and takes ahold of your hand, playing with your fingers. He spins the rings around complimenting them like he wasn’t the one that bought them. 

You feel triumphant when the waitress glares at Jeongguk fondling your hands out in the open, heat creeping up her neck. Hah, he’s mine so back off, you think to yourself.

But that feeling falls when you watch Jeongguk place the napkin with her number into his pocket. You're leaving and he has his hand out in front of you. The feeling of his hand in yours doesn’t cover the ugly feeling in your tummy at the thought. 

You both decide to walk along the park next to the restaurant. Jeongguk then pulls you close to his chest by an arm around your shoulder. Looking up at him you get a whiff of his cologne. 

“You smell nice,” you point out.

“I’ll wear it more often if my favourite girl likes it.” 

You can’t stop the blush from creeping up this time.

“Oh yeah, before I forget.” 

You look up from the tea you’re making. You finally had some time to yourself and you’ve decided to work on assignments from your other classes. 

“I’ve invited Aeri over tonight, I’ll be picking her up and taking her here. You’re all good with finding a place for a few hours? She won’t stay the night,” Jeongguk has enough shame to look sheepish as he asks you. 

Considering it’s barely been a day since the last hook-up you find yourself almost objecting. But the hopeful look in his eyes shut that plan down. 

“That’s fine, I’ll study in the library until then. But you better message me the moment she leaves, I want to sleep on my bed tonight.”

Grabbing your things from your room, you fill your bag with your essentials. Grabbing a muesli bar you head out, not forgetting to flip off Jeongguk’s turned back. 

Walking to the library you let yourself sulk. You just spent a sweet morning with the guy, giving you hope, only to destroy it by inviting another girl to your apartment. It hurts. Thinking that even if you’re falling for Jeongugk his eyes will always be set on someone else. 

This is the second time he’s inviting Aeri over, a rarity. Maybe seeing them together will become a common occurrence, holding hands, kissing, dating. 

You can’t help the crushing feeling in your chest, falling in love with someone who will never be yours hurts beyond words. You can’t wait for the day you get over him.

You’d been working for approximately 20 minutes when you felt a tap on your shoulder. You look up taking your AirPods out, eyes meeting familiar brown orbs.

“Hey, Yn, is this seat taken?” the guy, Hoseok your brain supplies, asks.

“Oh hey Hoseok, yeah of course. It’s been a minute hey?”

Hoseok and you had been partners for a project last semester. You’d kept contact with him but since your year-long project began you both have gone a bit MIA. You felt bad, the guy was super sweet, and not to mention extremely attractive. You’re not going to lie, there was quite a bit of flirting between you two during the project. Of course, it never went anywhere considering you’d go back home to your insufferable roommate and remember why you haven’t had a relationship in more than 2 years. 

“Yeah, missed you.” Hoseok gives you a smile. It slipped out so easy, you could feel your cheeks heating up. “Are you doing Prof Hara’s class? Because if you are, I could really use some help.”

Hoseok and you sit next to one another going through the lecture slides and tutorial sheets from your shared class. At first, it was serious, getting down to business, but soon it turned to banter and giggles. Hoseok was a very expressive guy, the way he would re-tell a story from the other week in such a dramatic way had you holding the table to not laugh aloud in the library.

But eventually, the laugh comes out after Hoseok makes a quip about how he needs to get feeling back into his ass since he’s been sitting down for so long.

You clasp a hand over your mouth and Hoseok suggests getting out of there before you embarrass yourself further. Obviously, you agree and pack your things quickly leaving, giving an apologetic look at the librarians.

“You want to get some dinner?” Hoseok says looking down at his watch. 

You check the time on your phone and realise that it’s almost 8 pm. You also notice a notification from Jeongguk telling you it’s safe to come back home, and another asking where you were and what you wanted for dinner sent 5 minutes ago. You shoot him a message saying you’re getting takeout and if he wants some. Jeongguk replies immediately listing the food he wants.

“Sounds good. Would it be okay to head to mine after? We still got a bit of work to do and my roommate wants takeout too.”

Hoseok agrees, both of you heading towards the dinner place before going to your apartment.

You’re laughing at something Hoseok said when opening the door, you almost miss the confused look Jeongguk sends you. Who is this guy? That’s right, you almost forget you never introduced Hoseok before. 

“Oh hey! I brought you your dinner,” you say lifting the plastic bag over your head before placing it on the counter. “Also, this is Hoseok. We were project partners last semester. We bumped into each other in the library and I said it was okay for him to join us for dinner. It is okay, right?” You’re hesitant and you don't know why. Of course, Jeongguk would be okay with it. He’d brought many of his friends and friends over before he doesn’t really have room to disagree.

“Um, yeah sure. Nice to meet you Hoseok.” Jeongguk half bows sending a forced smile to the other man.

“You too.” Hoseok notices how he’s not welcome here, but since you didn’t say anything he thinks he might just stay. 

You all settle down to eat dinner, bringing out cutlery and plates. You were in between Jeongguk and Hoseok, feeling quite small between the two broad-shouldered men. 

It’s a little awkward at first, no one really talks just eating. Then Hoseok says something funny and you’re laughing into your hand. You don’t notice the look Jeongguk gives the both of you, his tongue poking his cheek. 

That’s how the night went, Hoseok re-telling funny stories of his friends, of you, and Jeongguk watching the two of you without so much as a smile on his face.

You start to recognise there’s a level of hostility coming from your roommate, so you decide this is where the night shall end.

“Hey, I’m actually getting quite tired. All good with you if we reschedule our study?” You look at Hoseok, and for a moment the man looks to your side eyes squinting at Jeongguk almost like he knows why he’s being kicked out early.

“Uh, yeah. It’s not super important anyways. But hey, thank you for having dinner with me. And you too Jeongguk.”

Jeongguk stays silent just glaring at the older male.

“You’re all good, I’ll message you about when we should meet up. Thanks again for dinner, have a good night!” You wave to Hosoek as he leaves, smiling at the man. Hoseok hesitates for a moment before he leans down and pecks you on the cheek. 

“No worries, I’ll see you around.”

And then he was gone, leaving you with burning cheeks and a seething roommate. 

“So you’re into him?”

“What?” You whirl around to face your now pissed off roommate.

“I asked if you were into him? You guys were practically flirting the entire time.”

You scoff, what a hypocrite, “Like you’ve never done that before?”

Jeongguk turns away his tongue poking his cheek. He was angry, why the hell was he angry?

“Just answer the question, Yn.”

You can’t believe the audacity of this man, “And what if I was? What’s it to you?”

Jeongguk realises you’re getting upset with him so he calms himself down. He doesn’t want to fight with you.

“Nothing. It doesn’t matter. I’m sorry for lashing out, that wasn’t cool. I’m not sure what took over me just then,” Jeongguk apologised, scratching the back of his head. 

You could tell he was being genuine so you decide to drop it. You don’t want to fight right now, “How about a movie? You can pick.”

Jeongguk nods, grabbing your hand and pulling you down to his side on the couch. He puts on some marvel flick and pulls you close, cuddling you into him. The fight moments ago was forgotten.

You could hear Jeongguk out in the living room putting his shoes on. You put a gloss over your lips hoping you can get to the club without having all your hair sticking to it. 

“Yn, you ready yet? Should I call the taxi?”Jeongguk yells out, he’d just finished getting ready.

At the sound of heels on the wood floor, he turns around and has to take a moment. Because holy shit, you look stunning. You’re in a tiny long-sleeved black dress with cuts on your chest, shoulders and waist showing so much skin yet not enough. You’ve got your hair down curled slighting looking so soft.

“Holy shit.”

“What? Is it too much? It’s too much, isn’t it? I haven’t gone out in ages but I bought this dress a while ago and-” 

Jeongguk cuts off your rambling immediately shaking his head, “No, you look gorgeous. Hot as hell. Who’re you going out with again?”

You blush and look down at your outfit, “Just Jimin and Namjoon.”

“No Hoseok?”

You tilt your head, of course, no Hoseok, what sort of question is that? “Um, no, didn’t even ask him. Why?”

Jeongguk just fiddles with the bottom of his flannel. The motion makes you aware of how sexy Jeongguk is looking tonight. He’s got ripped light blue jeans, a plain black top with a layer of flannel and a leather jacket, and to top it off he’s got a black bucket hat making him look downright god-like.

“No reason, just a random question.”

You nod suspiciously not buying it but also not knowing what else you were supposed to say to that.

“Well, I’ve called the taxi we should head down to catch it. I’ve let them know to drop you first then me.”

“But you’re so much closer?” You feel bad for Jeongguk having to wait longer to see his friends when he’s already a bit late as it is.

“I don’t care, just want to know you got to Jimin and Namjoon’s safely.”

You thank him for the sweet gesture and take his hand as he helps you down the stairs. The stupid elevator still isn’t fixed. 

After having a few drinks at Jimin and Namjoon’s place you immediately call another taxi to take you to a club. There’s a strip in Itaewon that you all agree is the best.

Entering the club, you all head towards the bar counter getting a few more drinks since you’d all sobered up a bit in the taxi.

“Okay now that I can’t feel my lips, it’s time to dance!” Jimin drags you both with him to the dance floor after sculling all two of his drinks he bought. 

You’re dancing, throwing your head back and enjoying the feeling of alcohol making you not care for the sweaty bodies bumping into you. You watch as Jimin and Namjoon are dancing, Jimin grinding back on his boyfriend who seems to be enjoying it - a bit too much, you think to yourself.

In the middle of ‘Be The One’, you feel hands at your hips. You turn around to face the guy only to realise it's Hoseok. You gasp and launch yourself at him. Yelling in his ear a very drunk, "Hi!"

You introduce Hoseok to the boyfriends and they all decide to dance together. Jimin then drags Namjoon to the bar for more drinks, leaving you and Hoseok to dance alone.

Jeongguk and his friends decide to sit at a booth of their go-to bar, grabbing a few drinks and settling in. They’re all talking about the night before, how Seokjin ditched them to flirt with the bartender and how Yoongi finally left with a guy.

He finds himself scrolling through his phone, for no particular reason. He then lands on Jimin’s story and clicks on it. 

The first video is of Jimin lining up 4 shots and waving over someone behind him. Then Yn enters the frame, he finds himself smiling down at you. It promptly drops when he sees Hoseok right next to you, his hand on your waist as you all take the shot. 

You said you weren’t going out with him… did you lie to me?

The next story is a video of Namjoon and Hoseok dancing, smiling and laughing at each other, captioned ‘Glad I bumped into the dance team captain!! He’s showing Joonie how to body roll hahaha’, Jeongguk feels sort of relieved knowing that you didn’t lie to him. It was just a coincidence that you bumped into the guy.

He clicks on, the story being of the two boyfriends dancing, but Jeongguk notices the two figures in the background leaving. You were taking Hoseok’s hand in yours and dragging him somewhere off frame.

He can feel how hard he’s clenching his jaw, and as he clicks the last picture on Jimin’s story which is captioned ‘Been ditched for dick, understandable’, he can’t help but get angry.

Jeongguk pockets his phone and stands up, he makes up an excuse for leaving. The boys argue with him for a bit before he just shakes his head and leaves. He’ll get a lot of shit for it later, but he doesn’t care.

Before he knows it, Jeongguk’s walking up the stair of his apartment building, trying to calm himself down. He shouldn’t be this upset, it’s not like you two are in a relationship - hell, it’d be hypocritical of him to get this angry when he’s kicked Yn out multiple times to do the same thing.

But the moment his eyes land on the all too familiar sock handing on the doorknob he says fuck it to keeping calm. Without even thinking he’s unlocking the door and letting himself in.

At first, it was quiet, he couldn’t hear any sound besides his heavy breathing. But then he hears it, a moan tearing through the silence. And then another, and another. He was so mad but he didn’t want to hear any more, so he turns to leave when, “Fuck, Jeongguk, please…”

Did he just hear that right? Did you just call out his name while having sex with Hoseok?!

Jeongguk then notices only your heels next to the front door, he gulps and makes his way to your room. He knows this is a massive breach of privacy, you can be mad at him if you want but he needs to know what’s happening. 

The moans only get louder and his name more breathless.

He grabs the doorknob and turns it, peeking through the gap he made. His hand freezes and his stomach drops. Because there you are, dress pulled up and over your ass, which is in the air, pumping a purple dildo deeply into yourself.

Your face is buried into your elbow so you don’t notice the intrusion, you don’t see Jeongguk push the door open even more. You don’t see his hand palming his crotch as he takes you in.

“Fuck, Yn… what do you do to me?”

Hearing that, you turn around taking the dildo out and grabbing a pillow to cover yourself, “Jeongguk? What the fuck?! When did you even get home? How long have you been there?”

Jeongguk smirks, you can’t help the feeling it brings between your legs, “Long enough to hear you moaning my name. If you wanted me so badly you should’ve just said so. You know I’d do anything for you.”

You can’t believe this is happening. Jeongguk just saw you at your most vulnerable and now knows you think about him while doing it, “This is so embarrassing.”

“On the contrary, this is insanely hot. If you want me to I’d like to finish you off myself, can I?” 

Jeongguk looks down at you, smirking. You could never say no to those eyes, they’re sincere and when you look down you notice him straining against his jeans. You nod your head putting the pillow away and letting Jeongguk drag you closer by the ankles.

“Good, now get on your knees and kiss me.”

You don’t have to be asked twice, clambering up and holding the lapels of Jeongguk’s leather jacket pulling the man into a dizzying kiss.

You begin to pull his jacket off him. Same for his flannel, then your hands go to his belt buckle pulling his pants down. You separate for a moment to help take his shirt off, leaving him in only his boxers, looking like an absolute wet dream. You cup him and begin palming at his crotch. You revel in seeing Jeongguk toss his head back groaning.

“Can I suck you off, please?” 

Jeongguk’s finger pulls down your bottom lip, tilting his head and taking in your desperation. “No, another time. If my dick is in your mouth right now I won’t last, and I want to cum in you so badly you have no idea.”

You notice the condom sitting on the side of the bed, Jeongguk having grabbed it before taking his pants off. You pout knowing that even if you’re on birth control, why he can’t fuck you raw. Your chest feels heavy thinking of all the other people he’s touched.

But the moment Jeongguk leans down to kiss you so gently, his hands cupping your face and pulling you close, the feeling leaves. It doesn’t matter about the rest because right now you have him.

You lay down as Jeongguk lowers himself down while kissing you. Your hands are grabbing at his hair, his shoulders and his back. He feels so strong on top of you like he could manhandle you any way he wants.

Jeongguk kisses down your neck, marking your collarbone. You moan when his tongue flicks your nipple. One hand massages your other breast as he sucks, licks, and bites your nipple before moving on to the other to do the exact same. His mouth is driving you crazy, you’re squirming under his solid hold. 

Jeongguk kisses down your tummy, reaching your navel. He looks up at you asking if he can go further, you can only nod and pull his face closer to your core.

His hands pull your legs up, he kisses your inner thighs making you shiver in anticipation. Your moan loudly when he licks a stripe from your hole to your clit, licking at the sensitive bundle of nerves.

Jeongguk’s sucking at your clit, his tongue lapping up at your cum. He spreads your folds and licks at you. Everything feels amazing, and you can’t help but force his face down further into you. 

His fingers reach up to your mouth and he watches, still lapping up your pussy, as the digits enter and your tongue slicks them up. He moans into your core as you make his fingers wet. Sliding them down your torso he gently slides them into your hole, hissing when he notices you’re still tight even after having a toy in you.

“Fuck you’re so wet. All for me, huh? Such a good girl, prepping yourself for me, can’t wait to fill you up.”

You moan unabashedly at Jeongguk’s words, begging for him to get in you. For once the man listens. Grabbing the condom and tearing it. His eyes don’t leave you only biting his lip as you play with your breasts watching him.

Jeongguk pushes his dick down using his thumb to place the tip at your entrance. He pushes it in, leaning down to capture your lips in a kiss while sliding the rest of him in. You moan into his mouth once he bottoms out. 

You feel so full. So full of Jeongguk. He kisses and nips at your neck while he slowly starts moving in and out of you. The pace driving you crazy, but you know he’s giving you time to adjust - or even back out.

You pull Jeongguk close, your legs holding him at the waist. You look into his eyes and whisper, “Faster please.”

Jeongguk obeys and starts going faster, his eyes never leave yours. This is far more intimate than he’s ever been. Usually having them in doggy with their face down so he can imagine his pretty roommate instead. His breaths coming out harsher as his thrusts get deeper and a bit rougher.

“Fuck Jeongguk! Fuck, fuck, fuck, feels so good.”

“Yeah? Fuck baby you’re so wet.”

He grabs your legs and pulls them to your chest, giving you one last kiss before pulling himself up sliding in at a better angle. He has one hand pushing your legs closer together and the other squeezing at your breasts.

Fuck, he thinks, why haven’t I done this sooner? 

Jeongguk then pulls your legs down and around him, pulling you up. You’re sitting in Jeongguk’s lap as you both adjust to the new position. 

This position allows Jeongguk to watch you ride him and kiss you. So, he does just that. You bounce on his dick moaning into his mouth. He can feel you getting closer, your thighs tensing, your grip on the back of his neck bruising. 

“You’re close huh? Huh, baby? You gonna cum for me?” Jeongguk smirks as he watches you nod biting your lip. You’re so fucking sexy.

He grabs your hips and begins bouncing you, watching your beautiful tits bounce and how loudly you moan at his actions. He watches you reach down between them to play at your clit. He groans unable to look away. 

You moan a hand grabbing onto Jeongguk’s shoulders for support. You can feel yourself getting close. 

Jeongguk speeds up and before you know it your cumming, your orgasm hitting so hard your legs shake around him. Your nails scratch at his shoulders, head falling forward to moan into Jeongguk’s neck as he continues to bounce you on his dick. 

“Jeongguk! Ah, yes fuck please keep going!”

“Fuck baby, you’re gonna make me cum…!”

You watch as Jeongguk cums, your wrecked voice and the feeling of you clenching around him being too much. His mouth is open and his eyes scrunched closed. 

He continues to move you as he rides out his high. Holding you securely down once he gets too sensitive.

You both just hold each other for a moment, peppering each other with soft kisses and gentle touches. It’s so intimate your heart squeezes. 

Jeongguk lies you down to grab a wet towel to clean you both up. He tosses it on the ground and lies down next to you pulling you close and kissing you deeply. 

“You have no idea how long I’ve wanted this.”

You giggle into Jeongguk’s chest kissing him there. You can’t believe this just happened. You just had sex. With Jeongguk. How did you get here?

Looking up at him, you smile softly bringing him closer, “You gonna be here in the morning?”

“Why would I leave when I finally got you?”

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