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but idk…maybe it’s cuz i yumeship with shadow milk but i always got a comforting presence from fount n thought that fount could maybe be the type of person 2 be patient with his neurodivergent students and or just neurodivergent cookies in general.

that he’d comfort them if they had a meltdown of some sort and would comfort them about their flaws and tell them that there was nothing broken about them and that they were perfect just the way they r.

and 2 see it turn out that canon fount didn’t care much for cookie kind from the very start(tho honestly i wouldn’t be happy if i was suddenly forced into a role that i had no say in without warning either)and that he wasn’t the gentle comforting being who cared about others like i thought he was it may or may not have shattered a little piece of my heart ya know?

especially as like an autistic girl(and an autistic black girl at that). and it doesn’t help that shadow milk antis r gonna see this and be like

“HAHAHAHA SEE HE WAS ALWAYS EVIL FROM THE VERY BEGINNING HE DESRVED TO BE TREATED TERRIBLY MY COOKIEKIND AND DESERVES NO SYMPATHY AND UR EVEN MORE OF AN ABUSE APOLOGIST IF U DEFEND HIM”

even tho being pessimistic about being suddenly forced into a role in which u had absolutely no say in without anyone to truly understand u and the type of existential dread u constantly feel as an immortal being is not the same thing as being outright evil…

and back 2 my previous dilemma..i guess first headmaster could fit the whole nurturing, caring, kind, ect. teacher who cares 4 his students and especially his neurodivergent students thing(tho im also confused as to how and why as the first headmaster he’s like that in the first place despite how he was as fount)

there’s also possibly sage too tho he’s also kind of a morally grey figure sooo im honestly not 100% with sage..tho as sage he definitely is more happier while still being a sassy lil freak.

ok now we definitely need a do over 4 the slender man movie

i hope they adapt the 2011 version of the story.

fandom should be a safe place where everyone can find community n have fun, not a place where u feel mentally drained..

u can dislike Charlastor without trying to say that it’s canonically incest over Alastor doing something that Viv confirmed was just to mess with lucifer and that Alastor doesn’t actually see Charlie as a daughter.

Erika at a panel said that she does like Alastor and Charlie as a ship at a con, Amir reposted a Charlastor edit to his story of the valentines merch, and while Viv doesn’t like Charlastor, she has liked posts on bluesky that acknowledge that not all Charlastor shippers r bad and even said so during the after math of the whole incident with Charlastor day thing being on her birthday,

has complimented fans irl on their Charlastor themed merch/outfits and other artists have seen Viv like a few( KEYWORD FEW) Charlastor fanart pieces most likley cuz she thought the art was good.

it’s also odd how ppl will label all Charlastor fans as misogynistic but then use certain romantasy/romance tropes and especially use “booktok” as insult when referring to the ship when the tropes within these books is question are written BY women FOR women.

like u can’t claim to be inherently pro feminist for disliking a certain ship but then proceed to make fun of women for enjoying certain types of romance/smut books.-

that much anymore. i dont necessarily dislike it but ive distanced myself from it somewhat due to the amount of vile ppl that have polluted the ship’s rep/community and harassed viv and also cuz of the amount of ppl who will assume the absolute worst of u if u like the ship.

ive distanced myself from Charlastor for a very long time way before the show came out as well. my magnum opus is now radiojoy.

ppl r just so nasty towards each other for no reason at all. like i understand being weary of certain shippers due to bad experiences and all but that doesn’t give u the right to be nasty towards the ppl who haven’t done anything wrong just cuz they so happen to be a fan of a ship u don’t like.

im weary of a adamsapple and guitarspear shippers due to seeing seeing so many of them(especially the ones who’re super fans of adam and or lute)being racist towards Alastor, racist and misogynistic/lesphobic towards vaggi, misogynistic towards charlie and niffty and or any other female character especially if they’re a sinner, spouting repackaged genocide apologia, the list goes on.

and it’s the same with how i feel about being weary about heaven centric hellaverse fans. but u don’t see me constantly tweeting about how much i hate every single fan of these characters known nor man nor do i constantly post about hating their ships,

spreading misinformation about their ships nor do i try and make up reasons as to why im morally superior for not liking their faves and even when i do rant about them i always clarify that im not talking about every single fan of these characters/ships cuz i know not all of them r like that.

and im especially not making up weird reasons as to why im morally superior than them and especially not using repackaged misogyny/slut shaming in an effort to seem more woke. and i don’t even dislike adamsapple or guitarspear.

Viv literally said the ppl should be allowed to ship whatever they want and to have fun.

just cuz she’s weary/cautious of a certain group of ppl due to the harassment, homophobia, misogyny, ect. she’s received from a toxic subsection , doesn’t mean that she hates every single Charlastor shipper known to man nor wants them to be harassed/get sent hate constantly.

if viv who was hit by toxic Charlastor shippers the absolute hardest can not like Charlastor without thinking that every single person who ships it deserve to be punished for the actions of the Charlastor shippers who don’t know how to behave then why can’t u guys do it too??

(it’s also hella weird how so many certain Charlastor shippers will claim that they’re not misogynistic but then shit on viv and turn to the group that loves to harass and threaten us to no end(the hellaverse hatedom)just cuz she doesn’t like ur ship)