I TRIED TO MAKE IT GO AWAY

but also it makes me kind of nervous bcus lonnie’s actor was seen at a s4 table read and obviously he wasn’t in s4 but a lot of people think that (a) some scenes planned for s4 were moved to s5, or that (b) they shot some things for s5 along with s4. but i’m scared that if they DO bring lonnie up again at this point it’ll just be like. vecna appearing as lonnie to call will a slur or something lmao

thinking about a new url perhaps

at some point in your life, you've probably been told you're "the glue" keeping a certain group of people together. you look on the bright side of things. you are able to convince someone that everything will be alright. your (found) family walks away from you feeling strengthened by your faith and -- let's face it -- wisdom. hopefully, you aren't being taken for granted in this. keeping morale up comes naturally to you. you probably do plenty without even realizing it. you're a good listener, thoughtful, kind. even leaders come to you for guidance. you may or may not be keen on being in charge yourself, but you are trustworthy, and you do right by the people who depend on you. the only person you can't always see clearly is yourself. it's easy to tell someone their potential but incredibly difficult to realize your own. you need the support of others just as much as they need you -- but once you're put to the test, you'll realize you had the right stuff in you all along.

@screwthat   /   💛

“  mike,   i  —  ”     will didn’t know what to say.  but he felt pretty foolish,  all of a sudden,  because,  really,  how could he have thought mike would forgot his birthday?   “ you didn’t have to get me anything. ”   he tried to suppress the giddy sort of grin that lit up his face,  but quickly realized it was losing battle and just let it happen.   “ it’s not.  i mean  —  i’m sure it isn’t.  do you want me to  —  should i open it now? ” 

but after season four? oh MAAAAAN. can you imagine what it must be like to return to a town that already holds so many dark and painful memories, only to find that your literal worst nightmares are coming true? not only is will back in hawkins, but the town was practically split in half by a portal to the upside down. ash is falling from the sky just like it did there. the thing that kidnapped tortured traumatized and possessed him is all anyone can talk about, because they just unlocked his tragic backstory or whatever and he killed multiple people and left one of will’s best friends in a coma. he can literally feel vecna in his head again. will’s barely hanging on by a goddamn thread as it is this boy is literally going through HELL!!! again!!