Random Mews-ings

Random Mews-ings turned 11 today!

with all my being i love this man! i hate when we are apart. 

SO FUCKING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so glad i have him in my life, he has no clue just how much he is loved. like NONE, <3 

this is something i have needed to hear for a very long time... i need to stop loving you. but i cant. i will be here if you need me. but not as i once was.

Her heart pounds Like the crashing of waves,  Her eyes as blue as the sea,  Her head lifts high  A red moon she sees  The shift begins. Blood moon,  Flying through the night, Lead the beast Forth by your light. Blood moon  Ever calling,  Let wolves run,  Blood moon shining  Let her howl  Her wolf song.  Trapped in this world, Of ridicule,  Forced to hide,  To abide by rules, Caged and Chained  Her face tear stained, So long in this prison She breaks,  Makes her decision Blood moon  Flying through the night, Lead the beast Forth by your light. Blood moon  Ever calling,  Let wolves run,  Blood moon shining  Let her howl  Her wolf song.  Shifting form,  Shee feels the sand in her paws Howling again,  She runs down the shore Racing waves, in gowing light This natural gift She's finally free to be. Blood moon Flying through the night, Lead the beast Forth by your light. Blood moon  Ever calling,  Let wolves run,  Blood moon shining  Let her howl  Her wolf song.

Bodies line the streets Eyes hazed in blood Hands shaking Knees go weak,  The screams deafen  The bullets rain Its easier to bleed than live. We are, We are, the living dead,  We are, We are, the living dead  We are, We are, the living dead. Those we've loved  Those we've lost, Empty shells Hearts pay the cost,  Souls dwell  Flesh prison's hell  Now lay down and die.  We are, We are, the living dead We are, We are, the living dead We are, We are, the living dead The dead return they say  But have they left, or gone away   I feel their presence all around,  We can never leave this place,  We're reborn from hallowed ground  We are, We are, the living dead,  We are, We are, the living dead, We are, We are, the living dead.

Here we lay in a darkened tomb. No longer as one, But empty bodies as two. Your demise Was my revise, I caught you in a web of lies, A widow of myself I made, My heart torn out and bleeding. You fucked your whore in shadows. While my pieces shattered. And now they've laid us both to sleep. Singing this lullaby. Good night My darkened angels Good bye our loves protectors Good night may you fly on broken wings. Till we meet again my sorrow sings. Good night. My angels. Good night. (lyrics in progress) Inspired again by @farewell_mylove @daveysuicide and @officialbotdf Photo credit: unknown google search. #YearOfCreation #day13 #Lyrics #inprogress #inspiration #music #poetry #goth #emo #writting #loss #love #cemetery #tomb #photography #HeDoesntLoveMeAnymore #FarewellMyLove #DaveySuicide #BloodOnTheDanceFloor #song #SGTC #original #StormiLynx

"What good is it not to cut When im bleeding on the inside?” http://stormilynx.tumblr.com/post/56880375825/sew-me-up-lyrics #Lyrics #selfharm #depression #dying #deadinside #bloodflow #blood #wrister #cutting #SewMeUp #writting #music #Imeannothingtohim #IMissHim #love #loss #misery   #Ainaak

#FuckStarFriday This face isnt of the man I simply want to sleep with, or fuck. It is however one I would love to wake up to...after a night of indepth conversation, and gratuitous cuddles. You may be the very first #FuckStar, but you're not simply a #fucktoy. <+3 love.

My pussy is so pretty!

my friends, my family, my pack, my lifemate. <3

I close my eyes and reach for your hand. To take me away to a far off land. To a place where there is only you and me,  To do the things they can not see.  To hold you close and kiss your lips.  To chase away the demons,  To fight away the fears.  Side by side we slay as one,  Nowhere now.  The battle is won.  Looking back at the blood shed and pain.  But you threw down your sword and walked away.  So all of it was in vain.  You left me here crying  Like so many before.  You told me you loved me.  You told me you cared.  I was foolish to believe you when you said youd be there.  You said that there was nothing more between us,  My heart you fucked like a whore.  For so many others have hurt you,  Have lied,  Walked away from you,  Now I pay the price.  When all iI needed was you. Forever a part of my life.  But it was too much to ask,  Though you were never mine.  All I asked for was honesty  And that you never left.  Again it was too much to ask  Because I was not enough.  As I too often am.

NOW DIE! 

  Old song by my buddies in Social Burn i miss these guys SO much,.