Live Up The Night

I don’t know why I’m writing you Except that I’ve been writing a lot And using Instagram less And I remembered all the times you made me feel bad Because I was always using my phone To the point I felt guilty Even having it out in front of you Even having it with me at all And I just realized how silly that was Because if something in this cold dark world Managed to lighten up my face Why is that a bad thing? Why should I feel bad about it? I never should have. I don’t anymore. And I don’t know why I’m writing you Except that you made sorry a reflex for me Through most interactions I say it at least twice So I guess I’m writing to tell you That I’m not sorry anymore And I take back all my sorry’s from before.