Setting up a new goal via ko-fi, cause all of our new bills are in place and our rent increase hits June 1st, so all of my paychecks are essentially for bills and not much else lol
I'm hoping to get ahead of my laptop reaching the end of its life and put some savings together
As always, any help is greatly appreciated as well as simply sharing the post around!
Wish me luck!
Also...I will be utilizing my free time from work to work on some new patterns and adjusting some existing ones...so keep an eye out for that
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"Now I've shot so many Nazis, Daddy will have to buy me a sable coat." (From his Wikipedia article).
Neil Munro "Bunny" Roger
June 9, 1911-April 27, 1997.
Bunny Roger killed a bunch of Nazis and then invented Capri pants.
He was expelled from Oxford for his indiscrete gayness (discrete gayness being perfectly fine at Oxford and part of the curriculum until...today probably, at least like 1992?). Then, having been sent down to London, he started his own fashion business, and his first client was Vivien Leigh.
Bunny served in WWII, killing fascists in North Africa and Italy, and often wearing a mauve scarf in the field. Roger claimed that he had gone into a battle brandishing a rolled-up copy of VOGUE and commanding: "When in doubt, powder heavily!"
Roger was known in high society for his themed soirĂŠes; Diamond, Amethyst, and Flame Balls were held to celebrate his 60th, 70th, and 80th birthdays. He wore a curious plum colored catsuit with a feathered headdress at his 70th birthday ball in 1981. At his 80th, he made his entrance in a catsuit of scarlet sequins with a cape of orange organza, greeting his guests from behind a wall of fire. His parties were covered by the newspapers, including a New Year's Eve Fetish Ball where the proper upper class mixed with young guests in rubber S/M gear.
From an obituary: "Beneath his mauve mannerisms, Bunny was stalwart, frank, dependable and undeceived; to onlookers a passing peacock, to intimates, a life enhancer and exemplary friend."
wohaohowhao. gears are impossibly difficult to fabricate. way, way beyond what people might expect looking at them. âoh, it is just a shape, it is simpleâ - imbeciles. morons
this will be VERY LONG and i am doing most of you idiots a favor by putting this here:
iâm not going to go over what a gear is or what it does, but i will be making some assumptions:
pinions are not gears
gears are made out of metal (steel)
hobs donât exist (theyâre cheating and rob you of a nuanced understanding of what goes into a proper gear)
if you tried to machine some gears âfreehandâ you would never actually end up creating something that can truthfully called a gear -- the best you could do is a spoked wheel with maybe 5-7% efficiency
gears are complicated to machine for 3 primary reasons
geometrical limits -- gears are circles (squat cylinders if weâre being precise) with a finite number of equally-spaced teeth at their peripheries. in order for two gears to mate (mesh, âcome togetherâ, etc) they must have exactly the same tooth geometry (e.g. exactly the same size) and exactly the same spacing between the teeth
itâs not apparent at first, but this is a pretty limiting set of requirements. remember, two identical meshed gears are not very useful; a 1:1 gear ratio just sort of transfers power from over here to over there. you usually want a big gear driving a small gear, or vice versa. since your gear tooth size and spacing is fixed, you have a greatly reduced set of gear diameters you can work with, since in order to fit one extra tooth on a gear, you have to jump up a corresponding diameter increment, and canât use any diameters in-between. you are also restricted by a tooth/diameter minimum, i.e., you canât have a 1 or 2 tooth gear, which is something that a computer scientists might not realize at first glance
so, this isnât too bad altogether, you just have to do your homework before cutting some gears. donât worry, it gets worse
tooth geometry - you might think that there are all sorts of different tooth shapes you can employ to get all sorts of results, but youâd be wrong (idiot), there is only one tooth shape:
the involute of a circle, two pictured above. donât worry about what that means. yes i know what this shape resembles.
if you donât cut your teeth to exactly this shape (which, btw, changes according to the diameter of the gear theyâre cut into) you will not evenly transmit power between gears, which is to say your gears wonât spin at a steady RPM. this is because your fucked up wrongteeth will be slamming into each other & knocking each other into free space that should be filled by goodteeth. look:
the blue dot and red dot (respectively) in the above images represent the point of contact (thus the point of power transmission) between the two gears at any given point in time. remember, gears are metal, metal is hard, the total area of surface contact between two pieces of metal is usually hilarious small (because metal does not âgiveâ or âsoftenâ to normalize a traveling path of contact, and due to all of this, the point of contact between two meshed gear teeth has to travel evenly and without interruption -- just as the blue and red dots above. why? i need to digress for a second.
gear teeth canât just whack into each other. this isnât carpentry. gears are used to transmit power up to the order thousands of tons per revolution. theyâre made out of extremely hard martensitic steel that doesnât handle large impluse shocks very well. if you slam martensite around hard enough, it will shatter (not âbendâ, or more precisely deform elastically/plastically) and if slammed around under load, it will fucking explode. again, consider the colossal amount of power being transmitted, divided by the minimal area of surface contact between two gear teeth, and you get pressures sometimes several times what exists in the core of the earth. when the tooth that is holding this pressure suddenly shatters, all that energy is released into bits of broken gear tooth thatâll cut through you like a knife through butter, that will cut through a cast iron chassis like a knife through butter, not even noticing it
but not only that -- even with indestructible handwavium gears your teeth canât slam into each other because that scenario requires there to be uneven empty space between gear teeth, allowing unmitigated travel in, possibly, the wrong fricken direction. this kills your efficiency incredibly quickly: sudden changes in a gearâs rotational speed oppose that gearâs nominal momentum, i.e., gears that donât spin at a constant RPM require energy to slow down/speed up as they deviate. that energy comes from your input power, which should be transferred to the driven gear, but instead is powering zero-sum deviations in spin rate. additionally, incidences of tooth contact following a period of no contact between two gears (e.g. tooth contact beginning at any point in time other than the last moment the previous two gear teeth were in contact) (e.g. two teeth slamming into each other) see a massive reduction in power transfer as most of that energy goes into friction between the teeth instead of transmitting power mechanically -- instead of the two teeth coming together steadily, you have the driving gear tooth speed up during the period of no contact only to slam into the driven gear tooth, spalling off metal from the tooth surface and heating it from the friction (sparks). these two things will drop your efficiency to less than 10%, usually on the lower side of that, but that doesnât matter, because if your gear teeth are slamming together theyâre about to explode anyway
but ok, first we solved the issue of âhow do i even design working gears considering the geometrical limitsâ, and now weâve solved the issue of âwhat extremely weird and specific shape do i make the gear teeth so my gear train does anything other than explode spectacularly/immediatelyâ and now we can move on to
rotational compounding error, machining precision, offset -- this is the real killer, what makes machining gears truly difficult.Â
letâs digress again
gears are made out of metal, and people who make things out of metal are machinists, and do so using machines. when youâre machining metal, and youâre in america, you operate using two units: the mil (1/1000th of an inch which is about the smallest discrete movement a professional [piano player, diemaker, anything that requires precise small hand movements] can make with their hands consciously. the tip of a needle is around 100 mils) and the tenth (one tenth of one mil, or 1/10,000th of an inch). these are inconceivably & imperceptibly small units.
the first step to machining a gear involves cutting a perfect circle. you start with barstock, that is, a rod of metal whose diameter is a bit above what the final gear diameter should be. stock that comes out of the steel mill may look round, but itâs not, remember, weâre working in thousands of an inch here, just appearing round wonât cut it.
we stick the stock in the lathe and turn it concentric (into a perfect circle) and cut off a âsliceâ with a thickness as close to the design as possible without going under. we now have a squat cylinder whose edges are perfectly circular but whose faces arenât flat enough nor square enough with the round edges. easy -- we stick it face down onto the surface grinder, grind a side flat, flip it over, grind the other side flat and then until its the right thickness. now, we have a perfectly circular, perfectly square cylinder of the right dimensions. now to cut the teeth!
here is where things get tricky and you need special hardware. you cut involute teeth using a special mill tool which you move the workpiece through axially at itâs periphery as to machine the void between two teeth -- on your second pass, you will have machined two voids leaving a perfect tooth between them. but, once youâve made your first pass, you have to rotate the workpiece, and holy shit. you cannot be off by even 1/100th of a degree. these are perhaps the most sensitive and crucial cuts youâll be doing, because your error adds up and if itâs too high, youâll go to cut that last tooth and realize you still have extra surface space, or go to cut the last tooth and realize you donât have enough space. either of these will result in a totally useless gear that wonât complete a single rotation before exploding. the solution is to mount the gear in a dividing head which allows for extremely precise, but more importantly, extremely repeatable rotations in the workpiece
machining gears requires precision on the level of mils & tenths described above, and this is due to how error compounds in a unidirectionally rotating system -- gears. normal gears rotate in one direction, clockwise or counterclockwise, continuously, without reversing. during one rotation, any error, any deviation from the design model incurred during machining translates to some positive or negative âextraâ rotation. that is to say, as the first rotation of the gear occurs there is some âextraâ force that causes the gear to âwantâ to rotate a little more or a little less than one full rotation. but hereâs the kicker:
upon the beginning of the second rotation, that erroneous âextraâ force remains. upon the completion of the second rotation, that âextraâ force has now doubled. the error forces accrue, constructively because the gear is always spinning in the same direction, never reversing, and the error (geometric deviations from design model) is unchanging. gear trains that explode after maybe a dozen or so rotations arenât very useful,
so what do we do ? hell, why does it even matter that we fabricate the gears to such tight tolerances if any deviation/error whatsoever leads to a functionally useless, doomed gear ?
the answer is simply to machine perfectly with no error wait no that is impossible. we need some slip space to allow accrued error force vectors to dissipate, but this is extremely precarious, as slip space both causes gear teeth to slam into each other as the point of contact between teeth doesnât move evenly and also reduces the total tooth-contact travel distance meaning that all the force that is transferred now occurs over a shorter distance, multiplying the pressure between the teeth accordingly
âbut wait ian you said that the teeth canât slam into each other everâ -- yes, youâre right. how do we provide empty slip space between teeth without disrupting a continuous & even power transmission surface? the answer is fricken extremely calculated error analysis & gear offset
imagine you have two compatible gears and you mesh them together as hard as possible such that the teeth engage with each other as deeply as possible -- no empty space whatsoever -- this is zero gear offset. now lets say you pull them apart, to some arbitrarily large degree, but not so much that the teeth no longer engage with each other -- this is too much gear offset -- the teeth slam together and explode. but what if we very arduously and scientifically analyze and test our machining equipment as to accurately quantify the error they will impart to gears they machine and use that figure to calculate a gear offset that perfectly opposes erroneous forces ?
something beautiful happens
your slip space is perfectly large enough to dissipate all the error-borne forces, not a hair too big and not a hair too small. the gear teeth stay in contact evenly, they donât slam into each other, and no error forces compound and cause the gears to explode. finally, a working gear: a monumental achievement that can only be properly appreciated when looked at through an engineerâs lens. proper gear trains can achieve up to like 99% efficiency (!!!) which is unheard of -- wings on a 747 commercial passenger jet are like 10% efficient, your carâs internal combustion engine is about 37% efficient.Â
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Now that im so far into my transition one of my favourite things to do is to roleplay being the protagonist of a genderbend manga. like I'll pretend I didn't do all that and it's all coming as a big shock to me and i'll act out the awkward dialogue and even throw in an "I have to find a way to swap back!" or two
The bases on this post are all JPEGs for some reason. That makes them hard to use properly. I will link to the originals and provide some additional ones, along with a tutorial on how to actually make them into a GIF.
I couldn't find the caramelldansen base in this post, but here is a version that should work just as well.
Here is the original lick icon base.
To save these and have them be usable, you have to click the "free download" button underneath the image.
Some other good bases:
Dance Icon
Caipirinha
Run Run Run
You can find many other bases like these through DeviantArt.
How to make them into a GIF:
Step 1. Edit the base however you like (I used MSPaint)
Step 2: Crop and save each frame individually as PNGs (Note for the lick base: It's best to crop them to include the black boarder. This makes the GIF 50x50, which is the standard DeviantArt icon size and can easily scale larger if need be.)
Step 3: Go to ezgif.com/maker and upload all your frames
Step 4: Set "delay time" to 10, then click "Make a GIF!"
Step 5: Right-click the result and save it. Congrats! You used a GIF base!
ID: 1. A collection of early 2000s animation meme gifs and their still images.
2. screenshots of instructions to edit animation meme templates in ms paint and ezgif.com to result in a licking gif.
End ID.
These pescatarian birds are directly exposed to PFAS contamination due to the island's position near the St. Lawrence Seaway.
Over fifty years of data show a peak in PFAS (also known as "forever chemicals") content in seabird eggs in the 90s, followed by a decrease as regulations went into effect. The most recent findings show a 70% decrease of most common PFAS.
While continued vigilance a regulation is needed, this data indicates that regulations are working to reduce PFAS concentrations in marine ecosystems.
Yes!!!! I did a review of literature on PFASs in human drinking water about half a year ago, and there is a lot of really good progress! Please celebrate this, please don't let this solution be forgotten (at least so quickly) as the ozone layer or acid rain.
We are making genuine progress! Producers are dramatically altering how much they use PFAS and how much gets released in effluent, but also there's a lot better understanding of how to remove PFAS from the environment!
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But when I say the âwholesome and funnyâ YouTube short I have been handed of students surprise showing their teachers 10+ year old photos of themselves and most them were emo/goth in some way and every single one now has medium brown beach waves and is wearing head to toe beige and immediately screams and hides the photo like itâs the most embarrassing thing in the world is a hallmark of a deeply insidious tendency to associate socially acceptable WASPy aesthetics with maturity and responsibility and perpetuates the idea that everyone grows up, âgets rightâ and becomes the most digestible unobtrusive heterosexual Iâm âtaking it too seriouslyâ
âItâs not that seriousâ oh but it issssss because every day we perpetuate the idea that non-conformity of any kind to the white straight middle class standard is inherently immature and gets âleft behindâ when someone becomes a socially acceptable adult
Pre-menstrual depression is always depicted as like "He He! I had a box of icecream bars and cried while watching the Titanic!" But in reality, it's more like, "I'm standing the edge of an abyss. There is nothing good inside of me, I'm filled with rage and desperation."
It's crazy that being told how to deal with that is never a part of anyone's menstrual sex education.
This has already been said in the notes, but if PMS causes extreme depression and even suicidal ideation, that is in fact something that most people do not experience and it can be treated
Like for the majority it really is "oh i'm hungrier and moodier than usual"
^this should be a part of sex education so the point still stands
I went to my doctor after I was walking to work one morning and saw a bus coming and actually took a step to throw myself in front of it before I pulled myself together. Later that day I started bleeding and was literally like someone flipped a switch and I didn't feel suicidal anymore. Which made me feel like I was loosing my mind because who goes from 'I want to throw myself in front of a bus' to 'I'm perfectly fine' just like that? I did some research, I went to the doctor and described my feelings, he looked me in the eye and gently asked what I thought it was, I said I'd read about PMDD and I thought it might be that, he said 'I think so too' and wrote a prescription.
If, before you get your period, you feel furiously angry, suicidal, irritated by every tiny thing to the point you want to murder someone, stuck in a black hole you'll never escape from. If you are experiencing extreme emotions for what seems like no good reason, especially if you get your period and those extreme emotions just go away. You're probably not just PMSing , you may have PMS's feral big sister PMDD and it's treatable.
Also this is something that can develop as you get older. So if you used to get normal PMS but what I wrote above sounds more like your norm now then don't just write it off as regular PMS.
ALSO! If you start having those feelings and suspect youâre heading towards perimenopause, talk to your doctor.
Basically, if you have a uterus and you start having extreme mood swings every month, thatâs not actually normal, go talk to a medical professional. Donât grit your teeth and suffer through it.
I had literally never heard of perimenopause until my partner's started (and I have my own uterus!)
In case you also didn't know, menopause doesn't happen all at once. For a few years before your period stops, your menstrual symptoms may change a lot.
Even if you didn't have PMDD (or various other menstrual symptoms) before perimenopause, after it starts you can develop (or experience worsened) PMDD, joint pain, and other cyclical issues.
People who already experience depression are more likely to develop PMDD during perimenopause.
(Side note bc not enough people get told this either: Once your periods stop fully, like once you're officially in menopause, if you experience bleeding again after that point? You need to see a dr asap because that's pretty rare unless you have a serious problem that needs to be addressed asap.)