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am lowkey already writing this as part of a fic but i think vamp!Edega would be particularly sensitive to people questioning why he wanted to specifically be a doctor... it'd be one of the few things to make him like noticeably visibly angry. ties into insecurities he has about himself about why he went into the medical field, about whether there's a sinister "real reason" he joined it. so he ends up being super strict about never laying a hand on the blood bank/storage/whatever it's called lmao for feeding purposes no matter how hungry he gets so he can "prove" he's a doctor for the right reasons. not even mentioning the whole specifically being a surgeon and the willpower needed to ignore all the blood that entails (tho having assistants around helps with that a lot can't exactly take a quick snack without getting noticed there lol). having someone question him despite the genuine hard work he's put into his career would really set Edega off in a way not much else could... thinking about this AU too much lmao