For prompt âAny - A little while and then this body / will be stone; then / it will be water; then / it will be air.â
Original Danish ghost character. Contains: Disease, death, apocalypse, haunting.
Sheâd read about this in the yellowing Readerâs Digests her uncle had stacked along the shelves of this always-too-full house, with its smell of must and unwashed dishes. They called it an out-of-body experience. People had them when they were dying.
But sheâd had the vaccine. Theyâd been out of space in the makeshift hospital, but the nurse in the mask had beckoned her over and given her the jab anyway. âGood luck,â heâd said as heâd waved her and her mother away. The rash had been only an itch on her neck, then; half her motherâs face was gone.
The cold storage bag of food lay beside the sofa where her body curled in on itself. Electricity had gone out some time ago, and theyâd stacked some of the perishables in it, hoping sheâd get the chance to eat it. Hoping at least she would survive. She had the best chance of all of them, with that vaccine.
She could see a dark line connecting her to that breathing shell, still, silent. She tried to swim down, go back into her body, but all she could do was move left to right, right to left, scrabbling, too high, dangling helplessly in the air.
The voices had been growing more numerous as she waited for the experience to be over. Some were gibberish. Some said dark things. She wished she could feel the chill of fear. She could feel nothing.
The morning came. Then a day, and another night. And another. And another.
Her body, unblemished except for that smattering of rash, stopped breathing.
She looked up, looking for the white light the Readerâs Digest had talked about. She was tired and ready to go home. To go to the light.
But the light never came.
Another. Another. Another.
She couldnât smell the must or the rotting things, so she just watched them fall apart. The sight of rats scuttering through the house made her hungry beyond compare, but some some living thing with teeth got them instead. Nobody came. The line connecting her to her body began to shred. She spilled her incorporeal body upstairs, through more and more stacks of newspapers and photo albums and chests full of old winter clothes. But she shied away from the windows.
Night and day, day and night. Expanding and retracting, like a slow heartbeat.
This was its house now, not its uncleâs. Rain beat on the windows, on the roof tiles, and then later heavy snow shrouded the windows. The air murmured despair. There was nothing else. Wind pummeled the house. It threw a branch through one of the upstairs windows, letting in snow and rain and washing out the signed posters of bands whose names it could no longer recognize. Sunlight dried and bleached the Readerâs Digests.
There was nowhere to go. This was its house now. It was its house until it fell down, and then it would still be its place. The air would never be quiet again.