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I need me a man who will put his hands around my upper arm to see if they're finally small enough

idc how much y'all romanticize this, this disorder is genuinely so debilitating. the longer I have it the more I'm convinced it's going to inevitably destroy me. tbh, its probably going to kill me one day! And there's not a single thing I can do about it !! <3

I need someone to enable me

aha I can feel my ed starting to get worse again. any tips on how I can lose weight without fucking up? I need it to work this time

yk you're unstable when you wanna kys but can't bc you're not at your ugw yet

yk the ed is eding when you start having dreams about eating and counting calories-

ngl I love this community so much. this feels like my only safe space

lets gooo, I'm finally back on my bullshit

I need something borderline traumatic to happen again so I can restrict better

being trans and having an eating disorder is hell. like babe, pick a struggle-

I'm never going to be worthy of anything if I'm not skinny

having a sibling is literally the best meanspo. bro will call me fat and comment on what I eat whenever possible

what are some good exercises to do? I really wanna start exercising more, but I never know what to do-