Drunken confessions~Stuilly
Pairing: !soft dom! Stu Macher/ !Bottom! Billy Loomis (Stuilly)
Synopsis: Stu drags Billy to a house party to get over their stresses when Billy gets extremely intoxicated. When Stu brings Billy back to his house to take care of him, Billy does something that shocks Stu
Note: a few days previous to this event happening, Billy had came to Stu about the idea of killing Maureen and Sidney. Also Billy has been in love with Stu since like early middle school but has a lot of internalized homophobia, so he’s been with Sidney for awhile but never had any real feelings for her and so when Billy’s mom left he felt like he could finally have an opportunity to get her out of the picture. But uhhh ya this is a little thing of drunk Billy confessing his love to Stu 😼😼enjoy!! (Sorry if there’s any typos btw and the end is lowk rushed cuz I wrote it while really tired and it’s a rewrite becausee the first time the ending deleted 💔)
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Stu had been invited to Billy to a party that one of Stu’s friends from his biology class was throwing. Billy thought it was a stupid idea and simply didn’t feel like dealing with everyone at that party—but Stu insisted. Stu told Billy it would be good for him to get out and have fun considering the circumstances, and plus, Casey had just dumped Stu for Steve and he wanted to get out and have some fun with his best friend.
It was a Friday afternoon and after Billy’s last class, Stu met him outside the school in the parking lot. Stu greeted Billy cheerfully as Billy was exhausted from the 8 hours they were forced to spend at school. Billy got in the passenger seat of Stus car as Stu hopped in the drivers side.
“I don’t know why I let you drag me to shit like this.” Billy complained, looking out the window as Stu kept his eyes on the road.
“It wont be that bad, trust me—there will be plenty of people there who will be stoked to see you!”
“Yeah but do I like them?”
“Alright good point, but you’ll have fun I promise.”
Stu reassured Billy, leaning over slightly and rubbing Billy’s shoulder as Billy nodded slowly, still staring out the window while his cheeks flushed slightly at Stu’s touch but tried to shake off any of his “odd” thoughts—as Stu moved his hand away, turning up the radio.
Before arriving to the party they stopped at a nearby gas station and grabbed a few snacks for the night. Billy grabbed a blue raspberry big gulp, which Stu insisted on paying for. Billy felt odd when Stu was so sweet— but a part of him felt guilty for being so bitter in return, but he knew he couldn’t be too nice to Stu in fear of Stu catching on.
When they got back in the car, it felt as if they arrived to the party in seconds. Billy hesitated before getting out of the car reluctantly. When they walked in, the house was already crowded despite it only being 5pm. The house reeked of weed and a bunch of douchey guys who desperately wanted to be his friend (mainly for popularity considering Billy is decently well known around the school). Billy sighed, turning to Stu who was completely oblivious and immediately recognized one of his friends and went over to talk to them.
Billy followed, trying to look like he was enjoying himself. Billy was quiet as Stu and the other dude talked about things that Billy had zero interest in. After about 10 minutes, Billy got bored and slowly slid away from the awkward conversation. Billy decided to look around and see if he could find anything to do. In the kitchen, he saw a group of boys in the corner playing some kind of drinking game. He recognized the boys, having a few classes with them. Billy thought they were obnoxious and noticed that they were surrounded by girls, obviously trying to impress them. Billy tried to avoid the crowd but he heard one of them call him over.
“Hey Loomis! Wanna play?”
Shit.
Billy sighed before walking over as a few of the boys tried to convince him to play the game. One of them handed Billy a bottle of beer. Billy looked at the bottle and back at the group, raising an eyebrow.
“How do you play..?”
“You chug as much as possible, whoever taps out last wins.”
“Great, an excuse to get blackout drunk, sounds like a fucking blast.” Billy thought to himself—but then again, he knew he wouldn’t be able to have fun at this party sober, so he agreed.
The group cheered Billy on as Billy easily chugged down a beer and another and then another and another and another. Hours passed by like minutes and Billy and the group of boys were laughing drunkenly while stumbling around in the backyard.
Stu had been on another side of the house and was clueless of what Billy was doing until he heard bottles smashing outside. Stu glanced out the window and saw Billy, who had climbed a tree and was throwing down bottles with a few other of the guys. Stu’s eyes widened when he watched Billy jump down from the tree. Stu noticed how Billy stumbled when he got up and walked and put two and two together and realized he was drunk. Billy stumbled towards one of the girls, who pulled Billy in and kissed him. When Billy pulled away, all the drunken boys cheered as Billy drunkenly smirked. Stu stepped outside, hearing the song state of love and trust by Pearl Jam, blasting on the radio outside. Stu walked over to Billy, who was being given another bottle and was starting to drink it.
Stu took the bottle from Billy, looking slightly concerned. Billy looked up at him, dazed and confused as he tried to get it back, standing up as he stumbled, trying to get the beer from Stu.
“Give me that you fuck rag…” Billy groaned, slurring his words as Stu held the bottle above Billy’s head, chuckling slightly but still being very worried for the shorter boy but tried to play it off.
“Fucking hell..how much did you have?”
“Dunno…” Billy mumbled.
Stu turned to the group of people, one of the girls (who seemed somewhat sober) giving Stu an answer.
“We had a whole box of beers but he drank like half of them.”
Stu’s jaw dropped slightly as he looked back at Billy and handed the beer to the girl in the hopes Billy wouldn’t keep drinking.
“I need to get him home..” Stu said, trying to hold Billy upright.
The group groaned and whined, wanting Billy to stay, Billy protesting slightly but Stu overpowered him due to Billy being so wasted.
Stu waved the everyone goodbye and got Billy in the car, sitting in the drivers seat and glancing over at Billy, who was surprisingly not tired and still awake somehow, despite his drunken state. Stu chuckled and decided to drive him back to his house and have him sober up and get some rest before he gets a hangover.
When they got to Stu’s house, his parents weren’t home (as per usual), leaving a sticky note on the fridge and some money on the table. Stu helped Billy up the stairs and let Billy sit on his bed.
“I’m gonna go get you some food and some water..alright?” Stu said with nothing but care in his voice.
Billy’s mind was fogged as he stared at Stu, nodding as he admired him quietly. “Mhm…” Billy mumbled, sitting up and smiling slightly.
Stu chuckled and went downstairs to get Billy something to eat. He didn’t want Billy to be hung over in the morning so he got him a glass of water and warmed him up some pizza that Stu and his family had gotten a few days prior. He carefully walked upstairs with the food and water in his hands and opened his bedroom door once he got up the stairs. Billy’s head perked up, still extremely drunk and barely able to process anything.
“Drink some water—I don’t want you being hungover and sick tomorrow,” Stu said, sitting down the glass of water next to the night stand by Stu’s bed before placing the slice of pizza by Billy. “-and try to eat that so you can sober up a bit.” Stu smiled at Billy as Billy drank a bit of the water before biting into the warmed up pizza. “Tastes like cardboard” Billy muttered, still slurring his words.
Stu chuckled as he turned on his cd player in his room, turning on some Stone Temple Pilots before sitting in his desk and flipping through a magazine as he waited for Billy to finish his food. After about 10 minutes of Billy slowly eating the pizza and drinking the water, he felt a bit better, less wobbly. He was still buzzed but he could talk more clearly and make sense of it.
Stu read a Rolling Stones magazine, not paying attention to Billy. Billy stared at him, mind wandering as he admired Stu. He had loved him for so long and now that Casey was out of the picture he might have a chance. He would just have to get that bitch Tatum out of the way because it’s obvious she has a thing for Stu. Billy couldn’t care less about annoying girls who threw themselves at him and Stu, he just wanted that tall boy in front of him. He bit his lip slightly, taking in all his features— his dirty blonde hair, slightly tan skin, baggy t shirt that hid his toned body, toned arms, big hands, and his beautiful big blue eyes.
It was so out of character for Billy to be so forward and openly admire Stu like this, but on the other hand, Billy wasn’t really himself.
“You done with your food?” Stu asked, still reading the magazine
“Mhm..”
Billy slowly got up, walking toward Stu like a tiger about to pounce on a gazel.
“So do you wanna watch a movie or—“ Stu looked up, surprised to see Billy standing in front of him, staring him up and down. Before Stu could react, Billy sat on his lap. Stu’s was slightly surprised at the sudden move, staring at Billy for a moment, slowly setting the magazine aside. Stu knew that Billy was a bit giggly when he was drunk—but this?
“Uh…Billy..? You good, man?” Stu asked hesitantly.
Billy smirked smugly. “Mhm..” the brunette mumbled, staring into Stu’s eyes as he cupped his cheeks, his thumb rubbing his cheekbone. Stu was very confused on what Billy was doing and a bit concerned. Billy exhaled softly, leaning forward and wrapping his arms around the boy, his nose in the crook of his neck and shoulder, inhaling his scent.
Stu was baffled, he quickly realized what Billy was implying and tried to deny it until he felt something hard against his thigh. He looked down and realized that Billy was very obviously hard, his erection making a tent in his jeans. Stu pulled Billy away slightly but not pulling him off his lap. The two stared at each other. Stu broke the silence.
“Billy, you’re hard as fuck..” Stu chuckled softly, internally panicking. Billy smirked, his hands trailing up Stu’s chest.
“And who’s fault is that…?” He chuckled. “I know you can help with that..” Billy whispered into Stu’s ear, his voice low and seductive. Stu shook his head, sighing.
“Dude..you’re hammered. I’m not doing that while you’re drunk—and what about Sidney? We just…we really shouldn’t ” Stu said, trying to ignore Billy’s touches.
Billy pouted. “Cmon…” he whined softly, pressing his body against Stu’s, grinding his hips slightly. Stu exhaled softly. “Billy..we really shouldn’t do this..” Stu muttered, trying to ignore everything his body was telling him. Billy was drunk of course but he knew what he was saying and the alcohol boosted his confidence and gave him that final push to tell Stu.
Billy pressed his body against Stu’s, rolling his hips slightly. Stu tilted his head back, holding onto Billy’s waist, shifting himself slightly as he tried to ignore his growing erection. Billy bit his lip, watching Stu try to hold back his moans, trying to keep himself together. “Billy..” Stu breathes heavily, pulling Billy closer. Stu pulled back for a moment, staring at Billy. “We can’t, Billy..”
“You know you want me..I’ve loved you since we were in middle school, Stuart. I love every little part about you..I’m always looking at you..that’s why I always hated your girlfriends, because I want you..I need you.” He pulled back a little, tracing Stu’s jaw. “And Sidney will be gone soon..and you’re the one I want, you’re the one I love..not just sexually..I fucking adore you, Stu. I love your blonde hair and blue eyes, how tall you are, how funny you are, your cheekbones, your dimples, your laugh, your big dorky smile, your hands, your lips…everything is just fucking perfect. Sidney doesn’t make me feel the way you do .” Billy admitted, his voice dripping with desire as he stared at Stu’s lips. “So just..” He muttered, leaning in slightly before kissing Stu softly.
At first, Stu didn’t kiss him back. Stu stared at him, absolutely dumbfounded.
“Did you just..—fuck.” They stared at each other for a moment but then Billy kissed him again—and Stu didn’t hold back this time. The kiss was hungrier this time. Billy’s lips crashed against his as Stu’s tongue slipped into Billy’s mouth, his hand gripping Billy’s hair while his other hand rested on Billy’s hip. Billy moaned into Stu’s mouth, rolling his hips against Stu’s. Billy gripped to the back of Stu’s shirt desperately as all the desire and tension Billy felt over the years for Stu and the unexplainable feelings Stu has had that he didn’t quite understand were all pouring out in that moment.
Stu got up from the chair, holding Billy as he picked him up. Their lips hovered over each others as Billy’s legs wrapped around Stu’s waist instinctively. Stu got on his bed, Billy sitting on his lap as the two panted from the heated kiss. Stu’s hands trailed up Billy shirt, staring up at him with admiration.
Stu slowly pulled off Billy’s shirt, his eyes darkening with desire. He laid Billy down on the bed, kissing his neck and collar bone and kissing down his stomach and torso.
Billy breathed heavily, trembling slightly as he bit his lip. Stu’s hands trailed up Billy’s body as he kissed down. Stu unbuckled Billy’s belt before slowly pulled down Billy’s jeans, Billy kicking them off as Stu rubbed Billy’s boner through his pants, causing Billy to moan softly. Stu kissed Billy’s inner thighs, Billy breathing heavily at the sensation. He had been with a few girls but never did he think another man could make him feel this good. Stu definitely knew what he was doing.
As Stu was teasing Billy’s body, Billy gripped to his shoulder. “I want this off..” Billy mumbled. Stu looked up at him, smirking softly. Billy tugged on Stu’s shirt and Stu realized what he met. Stu chuckled, sitting up and taking off his shirt, revealing a relatively toned body. Billy admired him as Stu tossed his shirt onto the floor. Stu leaned down, kissing and biting Billy’s neck, drawing a bit of blood. Billy groaned softly, hands tangling in Stu’s hair.
Stu palmed Billy through his boxers, causing Billy to moan desperately. “F-fuck..right there..” Billy stammered as his hand gripped to the bed sheets while his other hand pulled at Stu’s hair almost painfully. The painful feeling of Stu kissing and biting his neck and rubbing his throbbing erection through his pants, it was sending a wave of pleasure through his entire body. He felt pins and needles through his entire body, his face feeling flushed and warm.
Stu pulled away as he peeled off Billy’s black boxers that had a slight outline of his cock. Stu tossed the boxers on the floor, staring down and admiring Billy’s naked body. Stu’s hands ran up and down Billy’s waist. “You’re so fucking gorgeous..” Stu said, his voice barely above a whisper as he leaned down and held Billy’s throbbing cock that was already leaking precum. Stu kissed up Billy’s dick, causing Billy to moan and grip Stu’s hair. “Fuuuck…” Billy mumbled as he moaned, tilting his head back at Stu teasing his body. Without warning, Stu took Billy’s cock into his mouth, causing Billy to shoot up, gripping Stu’s hair.
“S..Stu..!” Billy moaned, panting desperately. Stu got a kick out of Billy’s reactions—so he continued to tease his body. Stu bobbed his head, his hands going to l rub Billy’s balls. Billy whined as he tilted his head back. “Fu-Fuck!” Billy cried out. Stu moved his mouth of Billy’s cock, licking the precum off in the process. He smirked up at Billy, who was a whimpering mess before kissing him, muffling his soft moans.Stu began unbuckling his belt, not breaking the kiss. He pulled down his own jeans and boxers, lifting Billy’s legs up.
He pulled away from the kiss for a moment. Billy panted, staring up at Stu as he watched Stu spit on his hand. Billy clung to Stu’s shoulders when he felt two of Stu’s fingers go inside his entrance. Billy shivered, moaning softly at the feeling. He had never been touched there before and he quickly adjusted to the feeling—but then Stu’s fingers went deeper, scissoring deep inside Billy. Billy tilted his head back, groaning and breathing heavily as Stu looked for his prostate. Billy suddenly flinched, gripping to the bed sheets—considering he had never felt someone rub his prostate.
He felt Stu add a third finger, which caused Billy to gasp softly and cry out. Billy trembled as Stu hit all the right spots. “You’re pretty tight..aren’t you?” Stu said in a low seductive tone. Billy nodded frantically, overtaken by pleasure. Stu pulled out his fingers as Billy stared at him, panting desperately, strands of his brown hair laying in his eyes. Billy whimpered softly, becoming impatient.
Stu tossed Billy’s legs over his shoulders as Billy stared up at Stu, his eyes wandering down to Stu’s dick, which was hard and already pressing against Billy’s entrance. Billy exhaled softly, laying his head down. Stu caressed Billy’s hair. “I’ll go slow if you need me to..” Stu said softly. Billy breathed heavily. “You don’t have to..I want you to go hard..I wanna know what it feels like to have you pounding in and out of me..” Billy said, smirking slightly. Stu chuckled before slowly pushing in the tip of his cock, causing Billy to bite his lip, holding back a moan.
Stu slowly started pushing in deeper until he was fully balls deep inside of Billy. Billy panted desperately, gripping to Stu’s arms. Stu began thrusting in and out of Billy, his cock big enough to hit Billy’s prostate over and over. Billy practically screamed as Stu pounded in and out of him. Billy could barely speak, Stu’s cock throbbing deep inside him as it went in and out. Billy’s eyes rolled back as Stu breathed heavily. “Oh my fucking god…” Stu groaned, feeling Billy’s warmth wrapped around his cock tightly. Stu began going faster, turning Billy into a moaning mess.
Billy whined, rubbing his cock as Stu relentlessly slammed in and out of him. Stu smirked at the sight, and pinned Billy’s hands down. “Not so fast…I want you to feel every part of this, pretty boy..” Stu said in a husky tone. Billy whimpered, trembling underneath Stu as he felt as if he could feel every single nerve in his body during that moment. Stu smirked, biting his lip as he watched Billy. Any concerns Stu had previously, washed away completely—all he wanted was to make Billy cum. “That feel good?” Stu said, slowing his pace for a moment so Billy could really feel it, rubbing up and down his thighs before speeding back up before Billy was about to answer.
When Billy responded, he tripped over his words, mumbling nonsense before he just nodded quickly, whining softly. “M-mhm..” Billy moaned, no girl had ever made him feel like this and sober or not, he knew that this is the best anyone had ever made him feel. Stu’s fingers intertwined with Billys, Billy trembling as Stu rhythmically thrusted into him.
Stu leaned in close, breathing heavily, listening to Billy’s short breathes and whimpers, causing Stu to feel a wave of desire at the sight of Billy beneath him. Billy squeezed Stu’s hand as he let out a shaky exhale. “I-I’m..cl-“ Billy couldn’t even finish his sentence as his cock twitched. Stu chuckled. “I know baby..just hold on a little longer for me.” Stu cooed into Billy ear.
Stu sped up a bit, trying to get himself closer for Billy. Billy moaned, stumbling over his words as he held onto Stu. Stu felt his balls tighten as he moves in and out of Billy’s tight entrance, hitting his prostate over and over again. “C…c-come…come in me…” Billy stammered, whimpering as he begged Stu.
Stu groaned and with one final thrust, he came inside Billy, filling him up as Billy’s body trembled. Stu rode out the orgasm, Billy following not to long after, coming on his stomach and cock. Once the two both finished, they stared at each other, panting as they stared into each other eyes.
Stu slowly and gently pulled out, causing Billy to whimper softly. Stu leaned down, licking the cum clean off Billy’s stomach and dick, Billy’s dick twitching in response. Billy moaned softly at the sensation of Stu licking him clean.
Once Stu was done, he pulled up Billy’s boxers, putting his own back on too. He held Billy’s face, admiring him before sharing another tender kiss. Stu pulled away, laying down next to a Billy as the two got under the covers.
“You have no clue how long I’ve waited for that..” Billy said, still catching his breath.
“Well…did it live up to your expectations?” Stu teased. Billy rolled his eyes, chuckling in response.
“Even if I’m still buzzed..I know that this is what I wanted..that I got what I wanted and now I have you closer to me than ever and it’s just…nice” Billy said, staring at Stu. Stu didn’t know how to respond, staring at Billy. Billy continued. “I really do love you, Stu. I mean that, and I always have..I don’t just love you for this either..I just love…you.” Stu smiled softly, moving a piece of hair out of Billy’s face. “I love you too, William.” Stu smirked as Billy chuckled. “Just because I’m drunk doesn’t mean you can call me the names I hate..” Stu smirked, planting a kiss on Billy’s forehead.
“Get some sleep, I don’t want you being hung over tomorrow..” Stu said as he laid Billy’s head on his chest. Billy didn’t hesitate, listening to the sound of Stu’s heart beat, the sound soothing to him. Billy closed his eyes as Stu ran a hang through his hair, kissing him on the head before leaning his own head on Billy’s, the two boys drifting to sleep.
They would have quite a lot to further talk about the next day.
