Missing Person

taz has reeeally good lonely girls if im honest

Sometimes I feel like where I should've started trusting my mother more like the point where our relationship shifted from being almost exclusively antagonistic instead she just started trusting me far too much and now she's treating me as a replacement for her actual kids (bc they all turned out awful) and her husband (who turned out awful) and now she wants me to be her coworker (bc her coworkers are awful) like. Idk it weirds me out rlly badly. And then she talks shit about the person who raised me for 11 years like dude clearly she did a better job than you dipshit

I have literally the worst roach infestation in my house ever I CAN HEAR THEIR FOOTSTEPS THEYRE SO BIG

Smth else I've been thinking of is Taako pointing the umbrastaff at Lucretia smth smth Lucretia and Lup...

Lucretia and Lup make me feel like tearing out my hair too like the two of them both being so heartbroken over what they did to the planes. Lup disappearing and Lucretia wiping their minds but both of them were still always there with their family even when you don't realize it yet. I think a lot about how both of their plans were, ideally, fitting with the morals Lup made them promise to her. Lucretia didn't WANT to destroy the plane. Lup didn't WANT to cause destruction and war (I have been thinking so much about how Lups perfect day was setting an abandoned building on fire and then she died watching someone use her fire gauntlet that killed thousands of people but whatever) and it's so so upsetting they're both so upsetting they're filled with so much love for the worlds they find and for their family and it hurts them so bad. It's why it makes a lot of sense to me that Lup forgave her in the end