you’re there. you’ve always been there.

i love this blog, i love having the horny outlet, and i love love love getting to talk with you guys :')

this blog seriously took on so much more of a life than i ever thought when i made it back with alice way back when :D

i wrote far more than i ever expected (so much time on the clock lmao), learned a lot, got better writing shorter pieces, caring less about polishing them up, and i received such such lovely interaction with you all in return!! far more than i ever expected!!! seriously this blog got like 150k original notes over the last couple years which is a bananas number!!!!

but :( unfortunately, obligation has overtaken passion :(

i don't think i want to keep letting my anxiety build when i don't post - nor do i want to struggle to grind out only a handful of fics a year. the energy is elsewhere i'm afraid and i would like to release myself from feeling obliged to do something that is, ultimately, supposed to be for fun :)

i will not be deleting or anything ! i intend to keep the blog up as a nice archive :') i may even come back, horny post a bit, and maybe drop a fic if i have the inkling! (no promises tho :D) i'm sorry if you sent me something and i hoarded it in my askbox, never to see the light of day again. i truly did mean to answer all most of them tehe <3

if you ever sent me an ask, ever responded to a question i asked, ever liked, reblogged, replied, or engaged with me through this blog -- THANK YOU!! you are my heart and soul & genuinely what made this blog so good :")))

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