They say killing yourself is selfish… because then all you’re doing is putting your problems at onto someone else, but I almost feel it’s selfish to hurt just because I don’t want anyone else to hurt.. why is it that I have to have sleepless night full of crying just because I don’t want anyone else to have sleepless nights wondering what they could’ve done to save me when it wasn’t their fault in the first place.. I think about killing myself all the time, I won’t do it.. but fuck I dream of it sometimes, we live in a world where we wake up to the same mundane routine just to hope to have enough to pass something off to our next generation if we even decide to have the next generation of us.. I’ve told people I’m not happy and that I don’t wanna be here and it’s always “but Cameron you’re so funny and all you do is bring joy to everyone’s heart” and yeah of course I do why would I want anyone to feel as low as I do all of the time… it’s always “but what are you depressed about you have a job and a girlfriend and a place to live?” I just, I guess I expected more out of life… the worlds an ugly place people die every day people get kidnapped sold into human trafficking and you expect me to find joy in the little things when there’s so many big problems with the world.

“We mature with the damage, not with the years.”

“I understand that nobody understands me, but I can’t be someone I’m not.”

“I felt utterly alone, like I was the last person alive on Earth. I can’t describe that feeling of total loneliness. I just wanted to disappear into thin air and not think about anything.”

“Perhaps – I want the old days back again and they’ll never come back, and I am haunted by the memory of them…”

“And if I show you my dark side, will you still hold me tonight?”

“Reblog if you utterly and without hesitation support gay rights.”

“Sometimes, you do things and you do them not because you’re thinking but because you’re feeling. Because you’re feeling too much. And you can’t always control the things you do when you’re feeling too much.”

“Do you think it’s possible that some people are born to give more love than they will ever get back in return?”

“One of the most amazing things that can happen is finding someone who sees everything you are and won’t let you be anything less. They see the potential in you. They see endless possibilities. And through their eyes, you start to see yourself the same way. As someone who matters. As someone who can make a difference in this world.”

“Sometimes home isn’t 4 walls. It’s 2 eyes and a heartbeat.”