post war!mikasa ackerman headcanons โฑ angst with comfort, grieving ห.โฆ
post war!mikasa ackerman who spends the first months after the rumbling living alone before realizing that she can't. Her pain and grief is too unbearable to be alone, her mind goes fast to places it shouldn't go and it feels like her loneliness is killing her from inside out.
post war!mikasa ackerman who practically begs you to live with her, to share a nice cottage close to the river, with a big forest and good ground to harvest.
post war!mikasa ackerman who cries when you tell her that she didn't need to beg and that you'll move in with her that very night. You don't have much belongings so everything fits in a suitcase that Mikasa insists on carrying.
post war!mikasa ackerman whose house isn't dirty or unorganized, but you can see the grief and sadness in its walls. Paintings and shelves with dust, the garden unattended and barely any food in the kitchen. You don't mention anything, you leave your things in your room and wait until tomorrow when she leaves to run some errands.
post war!mikasa ackerman who arrives a few hours later, the house cleaner and smelling better than ever, everything feels cleaner and easier to breath. "How do I thank you?" she tells you, leaving the bags of food and drinks by the kitchen door. "Please tell me." You smile sweetly, grabbing one of her hands and pushing the kitchen door open. "Let's cook together."
post war!mikasa ackerman who helps you like she can, she's never been a good cook but you teach her how to cut carrots correctly and how to crack an egg without the shell falling into the mixture.
post war!mikasa ackerman who sees the little smile on your face and doesn't understand how you are the same woman you fought beside her on the rumbling, how you were there too and you didn't relive it every night.
post war!mikasa ackerman who's been trying to be quieter during nights, she doesn't want to scare you with her nightmares or crying. She wants you to be at peace so she can be too.
post war!mikasa ackerman who, the first time you slip into her room and sit on the edge of her bed without a word, she freezes. But you just stay there, humming an old melody from your childhood days until her breathing evens out. She doesn't thank you out loud.
post war!mikasa ackerman who starts leaving little things for you in return. A perfectly sharpened knife on the counter, fresh flowers from the forest placed in a jar by your window, her own blanket draped over your chair when the evenings get cold. She never makes a big deal of it. It's her quiet way of saying stay.
post war!mikasa ackerman who begins to smile more when you two work in the garden together. Her hands are still the strongest you've ever seen, but now they move gently through the soil, planting vegetables. You catch her watching you sometimes when she thinks you're not looking, a soft confusion in her face because she can't figure out why your presence makes the heavy ache in her chest feel a little lighter.
post war!mikasa ackerman who tells you about Eren one rainy afternoon while you're both drying dishes. Her voice cracks only once. she doesn't cry, but her fingers tremble around the plate. You listen without trying to fix it, nodding and saying "I know" when the silence stretches too long. After that day, she starts seeking you out more, sitting closer on the porch swing, her shoulder brushing yours as the sun sets over the river.
post war!mikasa ackerman who realizes one quiet evening that she has been waiting for your footsteps every time you leave the house. The cottage feels too empty without you now. She watches you laugh at something silly she said (a rare comment that she didn't even realized it was funny) and feels her heart do a painful flip. It's not the fierce love she once knew. This one is gentler, scarier in its own way.
post war!mikasa ackerman who still has bad days where the grief sits on her heavy, but now she lets you pull her into a hug instead of pulling away. Your arms around her feel safe. she buries her face in your shoulder and breathes you in, the scent of fresh bread and home. She doesn't say i love you yet. The words feel too big, too soon. But she holds you a little tighter each time, hoping you understand what she can't voice.
post war!mikasa ackerman who falls asleep on your lap one night after a particularly hard day, her hair spilling across your thighs as the fire crackles softly. You stroke her head carefully, heart aching with both sadness and warmth. She looks peaceful like this, the lines of constant pain smoothed out. There will be more nightmares, more heavy silences, more bittersweet memories of a boy she loved and lost. But in this small cottage by the river, with the forest whispering outside, she's starting to believe she can carry it all without breaking. Maybe she can even learn to love again.
a/n: mikasa ackerman you're so dear to me<3
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SUMMARY: You were born a non-bender, but Aang tries to make you feel included.
WARNING(S): fluff, angst
WORD COUNT: 5,197
PAIRING: Adult!Aang x reader
A/N: Hope you like it! Comments and feedback are always welcome.
MASTERLIST
The first time Aang got you out of the house to teach you, he was all smiles.
Bright and hopeful, excited to share something that mattered to him. You donโt think youโd ever seen him look that happy, especially by the fourth attempt.
Airbending.
The others thought you might pick something up eventually. Water, earth, maybe even fire, but nothing ever came of it. And deep down, you knew nothing ever would.
You werenโt a bender.
You werenโt going to wake up one day and move the ground beneath your feet, or shift water with your hands, or throw fire. It wasnโt something you could learn. It wasnโt something anyone could promise you. You weren't born to be able to bend.
But Aang didnโt let it go.
And you didnโt have the heart to take that from him, no matter how much it pained you.
So you let him pull you out of the tower youโd been calling home for years now and take you to the Southern Air Temple.
Youโd been there before, back when it was you, Katara, and Sokka, following him around while he showed you around. Youโd seen far greater things, but the temple in ruins always settled heavily in your heart. It felt different now. More overgrown. Quieter.
Still beautiful though.
And you knew how much it meant to him.
You ran your hand along one of the columns as you walked, the stone cool under your fingers. You wondered if he ever thought about what this place used to be. If being here made it harder or easier.
โOkay,โ Aang says, clapping his hands together as he turns to you. โAirbending. My area of expertise.โ
His grin widens. And just like that, he looks like himself again.
You cross your arms loosely, raising a brow at him. โConfident?โ
He moves past you, then circles back, positioning himself a few feet away. His posture shifts without him thinking about it. He looks lighter on his feet, shoulders relaxed, arms loose at his sides.
โI have to be,โ Aang says easily. โIโve only been doing this my whole life.โ He steps back a little, giving you space. โBesides, you've made it through three trials. You haven't given up.โ
โThree failures,โ you correct.
โThree attempts,โ he says, like it matters.
You sigh, finding your sandals more interesting, the dirt beneath them crunching with every press-down you make. You're pulled out of the hole you begin making up in your mind when Aang claps loudly again. The crack had made you flinch.
โOkay! Airbending isnโt about forcing anything,โ he starts. โThatโs why itโs hard to explain. You donโt grab it like the earth beneath your feet, or push it like fire. Youโฆ move with it.โ
You nod, even if you donโt fully get it.
He gestures for you to stand straighter. โFeet apart. Don't stand too stiffly. You donโt want to lock yourself in place.โ
You adjust, trying to copy him.
โGood,โ he says. โNow, donโt think about making something happen. Just focus on whatโs already there.โ
โThe air,โ you say.
โYeah.โ He gives a small nod. โItโs everywhere. You donโt need to have a source like water or earth. You justโฆ connect to it.โ
You take a breath, slower this time.
Behind him, the wind moves through the open temple, brushing past the columns, slipping through broken archways. You can feel it on your skin, faint but constant.
โOkay,โ he says. โFollow me.โ
He steps into motion, slow and controlled. His arms move in a wide circle, like heโs tracing something invisible.
You mirror him. At least, you try to. Your movements feel heavier. Less natural. Like youโre thinking about every step instead of letting it happen.
โLoosen up,โ he says gently. โYouโre resisting it.โ
โIโm not trying to,โ you mutter.
โI know...โ
You exhale, forcing yourself to relax your shoulders. Your arms follow his again, slower this time, less rigid. You shift, trying to follow what heโs doing again.
โBetter?โ
โYeah. Thatโs good,โ he says. โNow justโฆmove your arms. Slow at first.โ
You copy him, lifting your hands and pushing them forward in the same motion he just showed you.
Nothing happens.
You try again.
Still nothing.
Aang doesnโt say anything right away. He just watches on, further heightening the fact that you were aware he was observing your every move.
โTry not to think about it too much,โ he says after a second.
You let out a small breath. โThatโs kind of hard not to, especially when Iโm trying to make something happen.โ
โI know,โ he says. โBut if you focus on making it happen, it wonโt.โ
You glance at him. โThat doesnโt sound very helpful.โ
He laughs. โItโs true, though. Donโt think on it too much.โ
You shake your head a little, but you try again anyway. This time slower.
Less stiff, more loose.
Going with the flow.
For a second, it almost feels right.
Almost.
โNow shift your weight,โ he adds. โDonโt stay rooted. Airbenders donโt stand still if they can help it.โ
You step lightly to the side, copying the way he moves. Heโs already adjusted, already onto the next move before you've barely finished the previous action.
Youโre a step behind. Always a step behind. Never able to keep up with the rest of them.
โOkay,โ he says. โNow guide it.โ
Your arms move through the air, and for a second, you almost think you feel something pulse within your palms.
But itโs gone before you can figure out what it might be.
Probably nothing to be honest.
You drop your hands with a huff. โYeah. Still nothing.โ
Aang steps closer, not an ounce of discouragement on his face. โThatโs okay. It takes time. With more practice, you're bound to get something out of it. It gets easier. Trust me.โ
โFor you maybe,โ you say. โYouโve been doing this since you were a kid.โ
โYeah, but that doesnโt mean you canโt learn something from it.โ
You give him a look. โAang, I canโt move a leaf, I couldn't shift the water from the stream, I couldn't move the stupid pebble that Toph had me attempt to move. Zuko even tried having me light the fire for the camp we set up. We almost froze. I can't move anything!โ
โNot yet,โ he corrects. Oh, how you wonder where he gets his patience and his calm from? Something you were surely running out of.
You sigh, but thereโs no real frustration behind it. Yet, anyway.
He hesitates for a second, then moves behind you. โCan I?โ he asks.
You nod. His hands hover near yours before settling lightly over them. Gentle, warm to the touch.
โLet me guide you,โ he says.
You feel him push your arms through the same motions as before. Slower this time. More steady.
โBreathe,โ he adds quietly. The warmth of his words tickles your ear.
You try to match his pace, his breathing. Inhale. Exhale. Repeat.
The air moves around you, brushing past your arms, your face. You can feel the wind, how it responds to him. The subtle breeze he lets swim in and out through your hair.
โFeel that?โ he asks.
โYeah.โ
You almost laugh at the sensation, but you keep going. Letting your hands move with his instead of trying to lead on your own.
For a second, the motions feel easier. Like youโre not working as hard to exert them, act them out.
There's barely anything happening. Most of which is done by Aang. But the air in front of your hands stirs.
You pause.
โDid youโโ
โI saw it,โ Aang says quickly, a little quieter now. โKeep going.โ
Your focus breaks.
And just like that, itโs gone. You let your arms fall.
โOf course.โ You huff in defeat.
Aang doesnโt move away right away. โYou felt it, though, right?โ he asks.
โBarely.โ
โItโs still something.โ
You turn your head slightly, glancing back at him. โIt only worked because you were helping. Iโm not even sure that was me just now.โ
โMaybe,โ he says. โOr maybe you just needed to stop trying so hard.โ
You donโt answer that.
After a second, his hands drop away from yours. You miss the warmth of them in an instant. The lack of his touch makes you want to pull him close again.
โDo you want to try again?โ he asks. Chin dipping to try and get your eyes to meet his own. They don't. He looks down at the ground before waiting for your response.
You look at your hands, then back at him.
โMaybe later, if thatโs okay.โ
"It's okay. We can take a break."
-
The hill you found and settled on feels nice and cool underneath your touch as the sun dips.
Long shadows stretch across the mountains, swallowing the land around them, making it quieter. Emptier. At peace.
You and Aang sit side by side, and you disturb a patch of grass by pulling grass stems from the ground. You'd guess your anxiety was to blame for impulsively messing with perfectly good grass. Aang had lain back, eyes darting up at the sky. His thoughts wandering, you'd guess as much, seeing as his fingers stopped tapping against his stomach.
For a while, neither of you speaks.
The wind moves gently through the open air, brushing past softly, reminding you of the reason for being there in the first place. You figured Aang could've been reminded of home. Of everything he lost, but who were you to speak for him?
Aang exhales slowly.
โItโs weird,โ he says.
You glance at him. โWhat is?โ
He doesnโt look at you. Just out.
โThe sky. The temple, all the antiques we keep finding. Everything.โ
His fingers curl slightly against the grass as he sits up.
โI used to think the temples would always feel full,โ he admits. โLike, no matter what happenedโฆ I could come back, and itโd still feel like home. Stillโฆ alive.โ Thereโs a pause. โBut it only reminds me of how everyone I've ever known...is gone.โ
That lands heavier than anything heโs said all day.
You donโt interrupt. You just listen.
โTheyโre gone,โ he continues, voice quieter now. โThe monks. My friends. Gyatso. The stories they all used to tell, the way we used to celebrate, the food we would eatโฆ even the stupid games we played.โ A soft, broken laugh slips out of him. โIโm the only one left who remembers any of it.โ
Your chest tightens.
โI donโt even know if I remember it right anymore.โ He finally looks down at his hands. "I keep thinking that if I die, my culture dies with me. What if I forget something important?โ he whispers. โWhat if it all justโฆ disappears with me? No one but me can carry on my past. My whole life rests in my hands.โ
There it is. His fear. It hits you harder than you expected. Because for once, this isnโt about being the Avatar.
This is just a boy, a man now, sitting in the ruins of his home, terrified of being the last voice of his people.
You donโt think. You donโt weigh your next words. You justโฆ say it.
โThen Iโll carry it with you.โ
Aang freezes.
You donโt stop.
โIโll learn it,โ you add quickly, heart racing now. โAll of it. The stories, the traditions... Whatever you remember, Iโll remember too. I wonโt let it disappear.โ
Heโs staring at you now.
Completely still. Like heโs not sure he heard you right.
โAnd if youโre worried about it endingโฆโ You hesitate, then push through it anyway, the words tumbling out before you can stop them.
โIโll give you a legacy.โ
The silence falls heavily on you both. You look out into the valley, feeling the wind settle.
And the second it leaves your mouth, you second-guess your words.
Oh.
Oh no.
Your breath catches. โI-I didnโt meanโโ
Aangโs expression changes.
โYouโdโฆ What?โ he asks softly.
You shake your head quickly, heat rushing to your face. โI didnโt mean it like that, I just mean, I mean I did, but notโโ you let out a nervous breath, stumbling over yourself. โI just meant Iโd help. However you needed, Iโโ
โYouโd give me children?โ he interrupts.
That stops you. Your mouth opens agape, then shuts.
His voice is so quiet you almost miss it. You look at him properly now. Really take in the man before you. Give him children? You'd be stupid not to want a family with him.
Something in your chest settles warmly.
โYeah,โ you say, softer this time. โIf you wanted me to. The only thing I could really give back.โ You release a nervous laugh.
Aangโs eyes search yours, like heโs trying to find any sign of hesitation. Doubt. Anything that screamed that you were just trying to make up for what you lacked in, but you weren't
There isnโt any. Because you meant it. Even if you didnโt take into account how much you did until just now.
โYou donโt have to do that,โ he says, but thereโs no strength behind it. No real push. No malice. Just a hint of genuineness.
โI know,โ you reply. A beat. โI want to, though.โ
That hits him harder than anything else.
You see it in the way his breath stutters slightly, the way his shoulders drop just a fraction, like something inside him is loosening up for the first time all day.
โYouโd reallyโฆโ he starts, then stops, swallowing. โโฆyouโd learn everything?โ
You nod. โEverything youโre willing to teach me.โ
For a moment, he doesnโt say anything. Then his hand reaches for yours. Slowly, hesitant. Like heโs still asking permission to touch you, when he has every right to. When you donโt pull away, his fingers tighten slightly around yours.
โThat means a lot to me, Y/n,โ he admits, voice barely above a whisper. "I never even considered the idea of having children right now.
You smile, just a little. โI figured. It looked like your heart stopped for a second there.โ
A soft huff of breath leaves him. almost a laugh, but not quite.
The wind returns, gentle once more, curling around the two of you as if it felt the heaviness settle between you. Like it had listened in.
Aang glances down at your joined hands, then back up at you.
For once, he doesnโt try to turn it into a joke right away. He just looks at you.
Like heโs still catching up to what you said and what it means. Not just the words, but the fact that you meant them. That you said them so easily, like it wasnโt something huge you placed in his lap.
It was.
You can tell by the way he keeps holding your hand, squeezing every now and then, like letting go would break up the moment too fast.
โI donโt know what to say,โ he admits after a while.
You let out a small breath through your nose. โYou donโt have to say anything.โ
โI feel like I should.โ
โYou donโt have to.โ
His mouth twitches a little at that, but it fades just as quickly.
โI justโฆโ He looks away for a second, out at the valley below, at the fading light and shadows. โIโve spent so much time thinking about what I lost that I never really thought about what could still happen. What I could still have.โ
Your thumb brushes lightly over his knuckles before you can think better of it. Aang notices. His shoulders loosen again, but not enough.
โYou make it sound simple,โ he says.
โItโs not simple.โ
This turns his attention back on you.
โItโs just not impossible either,โ you say quietly. โThereโs a difference.โ
He studies your face for a second, and you can almost see the thoughts moving behind his eyes. Aang was never very good at hiding what he felt, but this is different. He's less open. More careful. Like heโs afraid of letting this conversation go in the wrong direction. Of making you angry.
โYou'd really give me children?โ he asks again.
Not because he didnโt hear you the first time. Because he needs to.
You nod once. โYeah.โ
โAnd learn all of it?โ
โYes.โ
โThe stories, the customs, the food, the prayers, the weird gamesโโ
You smile a little. โYouโre really trying to sell it now.โ
That earns a breath of a laugh. Then he goes quiet again.
โEven if you canโt bend?โ
There it is. You had a feeling it would come back to that.
You look down at your lap for a second before answering.
โEspecially then.โ
Aang frowns. You take a breath.
โI canโt give back from the lack of bending,โ you say. โI know that. I know Iโll never be part of your culture in the same way you were born into it.โ You pause, picking at a blade of grass near your knee. โBut that doesnโt mean I canโt love it because it matters to you. It doesnโt mean I canโt help keep it alive. This could be one of the only things I can give back.โ
His face changes at that. Softens. Something about those words gets through to him in a way the other words of the gang couldn't. Maybe it's because he knows youโre not saying it to make him feel better.
Youโre saying it because youโve already decided.
โI donโt want you to think this is all youโre good for,โ he says after a moment.
You look at him, caught a little off guard.
โWhat?โ
He turns toward you more fully now, his hand tightening around yours.
โThe only thing you could really give back?โ he repeats softly, using your own words. โDonโt say it like that.โ
Heat crawls up your neck in half embarrassment, and half of something else.
โI just meantโโ
โI know what you meant.โ His voice stays gentle, but thereโs something firmer in it now. โBut you make it sound like you have to make up for something.โ
You open your mouth, then close it. Because there isnโt a clean lie waiting to spill past your lips. Aang notices that too.
โYou donโt owe me a legacy,โ he says. โAnd you donโt owe me children just because you canโt bend.โ
Your throat tightens a little.
โI know,โ you say, but it comes out softer than you intended.
He watches you for another second, then shifts closer, close enough that your heads are leaning against each other.
โYou donโt have to try and even the score for what you think you're lacking in,โ he says. โNot for me.โ
His words land hard. Too hard.
Because some part of you had thought exactly that, even if you didnโt want to say it out loud. That if you could never stand beside the others in the way they did, through bending, through power, through something useful, then maybe you could still give him something that mattered.
Something lasting.
You stare down at your lap for a second, blinking against the sting behind your eyes.
โI didnโt mean for it to sound like that,โ you say quietly. โIโm not trying to make up with children for my lack of bending with you.โ
โI know.โ He says it immediately. Reassurance following his understanding. โI know youโre not.โ
It helps. His words. A little.
You breathe out slowly.
โI just hate that I canโt help out sometimes,โ you admit. "Heck, even Sokka is out there being a hero... But what can I do?"
Aang goes still. Because he finally understands whatโs underneath all of the hurt you've bottled up inside of yourself.
The discouragement after every attempt. The way you'd look away from everyone's eyes after every attempt. The way you'd say itโs fine, when it clearly wasn't.
He shifts again, this time dipping his head enough that he can see your face better.
โWhat can you do?โ he repeats quietly. And it's just him, sitting with the question instead of brushing it off.
You donโt answer right away because youโve already answered it a hundred times in your head. Nothing, was always your response. He frowns as though the crease in your forehead gave you away.
โYou think being a hero is just about bending?โ he asks.
You give a small shrug. โIt helps.โ
โThatโs not what I asked.โ
You glance at him, a little caught. He doesnโt look away.
โYou think Sokka is a hero, but he can't bend?โ Aang presses.
You hesitate. โYes, butโโ
โBut what?โ
You sigh, frustrated now. โBut he still does things, Aang. He fights. He plans. He actually contributes when something goes wrong.โ You shake your head a little. โWhen things get bad, Iโm justโฆ there.โ
The words come out flatter than you meant them to. Like youโve said them before. To yourself. Too many times.
Aangโs expression tightens.
โYouโre not โjust there,โโ he says.
You donโt argue. You donโt agree either. You just look away again.
โDo you remember the canyon?โ he asks suddenly.
You frown slightly. โWhat about it?โ
โYou were the one who figured out how to settle the feud between the Gan Jin and the Zhang tribes,โ he says. โYou made them work together to get us out of being eaten by those canyon crawlers.โ
โWasn't that youโโ
โAnd the village near the volcano?โ he continues. โYou were the one who convinced the villagers that they needed to evacuate.โ
You shake your head. โThatโs notโโ
โAnd when Appa got hurt,โ he adds, quieter now, โyou stayed with him the whole night. You looked over him, you lost sleep over it too.โ
You go still because you do remember that memory.
You remember thinking it didnโt count. That it wasnโt enough.
โThatโs not fighting, though,โ you say, softer now.
โNo,โ Aang agrees. โItโs not.โ
He leans in just slightly, not crowding you, just enough that you canโt ignore him.
โBut itโs helping.โ
You swallow.
โItโs paying attention,โ he continues. โItโs seeing things the rest of us miss because weโre too busy trying to win something.โ
His voice softens. โAnd it matters.โ
You look at him again because heโs not trying to make you feel better.
Heโs not reaching just to say something nice. He means it.
โBut when something actually happensโโ you start.
โYouโre there,โ he says, cutting in gently this time. โYou donโt run. You donโt hide. You stay.โ
Your chest tightens.
โThatโs not nothing.โ
The wind shifts around you again. You look down at your interlocked hands.
โIt doesnโt feel like enough sometimes,โ you admit.
Aang nods. โI know.โ
That catches you off guard.
โI get that, trust me,โ he adds. โIโve felt that too.โ
You blink at him. โYou?โ
โYeah.โ A small, almost self-conscious smile tugs at his mouth. โBeing the Avatar doesnโt automatically make you feel invincible.โ
You let out a quiet breath. Thatโฆ comforts you more than you expected it to.
Aang studies your face for another second, then reaches out again. This time, slower, more deliberate, as he nudges your right cheek with his left hand, before pressing a gentle kiss on it. You donโt pull away.
โI'm sorry if we made you feel that way. You donโt have to be like the rest of us to matter,โ he says.
You let that sit. It doesnโt fix everything. But it settles the war that was waged inside you anyway.
โYou really believe that?โ you ask.
He nods.
โI wouldnโt be sitting here with you if I didnโt.โ
That makes you look at him again. A small, uneven smile pulls at your lips.
โYouโre really bad at letting people wallow in their self-pity,โ you mutter.
He smiles back, softer now. โYeah,โ he says. โIโve been told that.โ
You huff out a quiet laugh, shaking your head.
"Why do you keep talking like bending is the only part worth carrying on?โ
That shuts you up again.
Heโs not angry. If anything, he sounds a little sad. A little frustrated that you still canโt see what heโs trying to tell you.
โMy people werenโt just airbenders,โ he says. โThey were monks, teachers, healers. They made toys for kids and baked fruit pies and played games and told stories theyโd told a hundred times before.โ A small smile pulls at his mouth. โThey were annoying sometimes. And stubborn. And really nosy.โ
A laugh slips out of you before you can stop it. Aang smiles a little wider when he hears it.
โMy culture didnโt live in bending alone,โ he says. โIt lived in how we treated people. What we believed. How we lived.โ
He looks down at your joined hands. โAnd youโve been trying to understand that part of me since the day we met.โ
Your heart settles.
โSo no,โ he says softly. โYou wouldnโt be giving me the only thing you could offer.โ
You swallow.
โAangโฆโ
โYouโd just be giving me more of you.โ
His words are so simple they almost hurt. You donโt know what to do with them. So for a second, you do nothing. Then your hand tightens around his. His eyes flick down to it, then back to your face.
You shake your head a little, a laugh leaving you, thin and shaky. โYou always know how to make me feel stupid in the nicest way possible.โ
That finally gets a real laugh out of him.
โYouโre not stupid.โ
โMm.โ
โYouโre not.โ He presses firmly, gently.
You look over at him. โI heard you the first time.โ
โGood.โ
The breeze picks up around the two of you, cooler now that the sun has dropped. It lifts a few strands of your hair and brushes the fabric on his sleeves.
Aang leans back on one hand, still facing you.
โI think Iโd like that,โ he says after a while.
You blink. โWhat part?โ
He smiles, small and careful. A beat. โAll of it.โ
Something in you eases. Not all the way, but enough to let you breathe easier.
โEven if I can't bend?โ
He tilts his head, brows furrowing in feigned shock. โYou can't bend!โ
You let out an offended noise and shove at his shoulder.
He laughs, catching your wrist before you can do it again.
โIโm kidding,โ he says.
โYouโre not.โ
โOkay, maybe a little.โ
You roll your eyes, but youโre smiling a lot brighter now, and he is too, and the heaviness from a minute ago doesnโt feel quite so sharp in your chest.
He keeps hold of your wrist for a second longer than he needs to. Long enough for the mood to shift again. Just slightly.
His smile fades first, not into sadness, but something more aware. Serious. You felt it too. The tension.
The way he raised his hand and his thumb brushed once, almost absentmindedly, over the side of your face.
โAang,โ you say softly.
His eyes avert from your lips, falling on your softening gaze.
You lost your train of thought, the words you wanted to say falling off the tip of your tongue. Maybe it was nothing. His name just felt easier than everything else sitting between you.
His eyes search your face anyway.
โYeah?โ
You shake your head, but not because you want to take it back.
โNothing.โ
His mouth curves faintly. โYou sure?โ
โNo.โ
He studies you for another moment, then glances out at the valley again.
โYou want to stay here tonight,โ he says. โIf you want, of course.โ
You lift a brow. โYou mean avoid going back and getting interrogated by Katara?โ
โThat too.โ
You smile. โTempting.โ
โVery. Itโs quiet here.โ
You look around. The grass. The temple in the far distance, worn down but still standing strong, like Aang.
โIt is.โ
Aang nods, then looks back at you. Letting the quiet air take over as he took in his favorite view. You. Who went back to pulling at the patch of grass you disrupted, he can't help but let his smile grow.
โI love you.โ
There it is again. His plain honesty. It always got the best of you. You feel your face heat up, but thereโs no point in pretending you didn't hear him.
โI love you too,โ you say, expression timid, but still facing the ground.
His heart beats faster. This was it for him. You were it. All he'd ever want, so long as the universe allowed you and him to last. To be.
His shoulders drop. His mouth softens. He looks younger for a second, and older too. Like the boy and the man heโs still becoming are both sitting right here beside you. Making your head spin and your heart full.
The wind curls between you again. Gentle. Familiar.
And this time, when the silence returns, it doesnโt feel empty.
It feels full.
Aang glances at your joined hands once more, then back at you, his expression almost shy despite everything youโve just said.
"So you really want children with me?"
"Yes, Aang." Your grin grows as you stifle a laugh.
โDo you want to start...on our legacy?โ he asks.
You smile.
โRight now?โ you ask.
Aang freezes. โRight now?โ
You shrug, biting back another laugh. โYouโre the one who asked.โ
His brain immediately starts short-circuiting.
โOkay, wait, hold onโโ he lets go of your hand just to gesture wildly, before stopping again. โI didnโt mean like right now, right now, I meant like, someday right now. Future right now. Not, this exact moment on a hillโโ
Youโre fully laughing now.
โAangโโ
โNo, because thereโsโthereโs steps!โ he insists, pointing at the ground like the steps might appear if he believes hard enough. โThere are definitely steps. We skipped all of them.โ
โYou asked!โ
โI didnโt think youโd say yes that fast!โ
You tilt your head. โYou wanted me to say no?โ
โNo!โ he says immediately. โNo, definitely not that either, just, maybe a warning? A little preparation time?โ
You grin. โYouโre panicking.โ
โI am not panicking,โ he says, voice an octave higher than usual. โI am calmly evaluating a very big, important, life thingโโ
He stops. Looks at you. Youโre still smiling at him like this is the best thing thatโs ever happened.
โYouโre serious, though,โ he says, quieter now.
You nod. โYeah.โ
That does it. He exhales, shoulders dropping, all that frantic energy softening just a little.
โOkay.โ
A beat.
โOkay,โ he repeats, like heโs trying to convince himself heโs got this.
Then.
โNot right now, though,โ he adds quickly.
You laugh. โNot right now.โ
โGood,โ he says, relieved. โBecause I think Iโd pass out.โ
โYouโd pass out?โ
โImmediately.โ
You bump his shoulder. โAvatar, master of all four elementsโฆ defeated by the talk of children.โ
He points at you. โYouโre the one who started it!โ
โYou asked!โ
โAnd I regret nothing,โ he says quickly, then pauses.
You laugh again, leaning your head against him. He relaxes this time, letting your head rest against his shoulder, still a little flustered but smiling anyway.
โWe can start with the easy stuff,โ he mutters.
โLike what?โ
โLikeโฆ teaching you those games I used to play here,โ he says. โMuch safer.โ
You hum. โYeah, probably a good place to start.โ
โDefinitely a good place to start,โ he agrees.
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