Yeah, I know this sounds out of place, but I really need to get it off my chest or head. I miss talking to a sort-of friend (I considered him a friend, but I have no idea if he considers me one). I met him on Twitter around 2024, and honestly, I started interacting with him because I thought his art was awesome and his sense of humor was definitely right up my alley, so to speak. (He’s a great artist, and I love every single one of his drawings—every Wubbox drawing or My Singing Monsters illustration he made inspired me to draw more of that kind of stuff.) The thing is, during 2025, I was going through the worst time of my life in terms of my mental health (and also kind of a rough time physically), and during that time, I feel like I treated him terribly, and in the end, I ended up pulling away—well, I pulled away because, I have to admit, back then I was an unbearable idiot who still didn’t really know how to interact with people without coming off as weird. Now I regret everything, and I definitely want to apologize to him—I really want to ask for his forgiveness for my behavior. I’d like to be friends with him again (if he’d want to, of course—I don’t plan on forcing anything; that would be awful), but unfortunately, I have no way to contact him anymore because I lost my Twitter account. Anyway, this is just a long post where I’m expressing my deep feelings of shame and guilt over how I behaved when I was 16–17 years old.
Even though I feel like a complete idiot for acting that way toward him—I definitely feel like I deserve a punch in the face for my behavior (I don’t want to sound like a saint; I’m aware that I acted a little unbearable and even strange, in the peculiar and perhaps unsettling sense of the word...)—all I want is to make up for my mistakes and do things right from now on. It's a bit personal, but at the end of the day, almost no one reads this all the way through.
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