✦Flower Sword✦

What books have you done this to?

𝖵𝖺𝗅𝖺𝗂𝗌 𝖻𝗅𝖺𝖼𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗌𝖾 𝗌𝗁𝖾𝖾𝗉 🐑

you think you’re going to have a normal field trip and she shows up wyd (cw *slight* flashing images)

a complicated relationship

is allow a girl to slide her hands down the front of my pants and think it still meant that i was just “one hell of an ally”

her hand held my breast while i held onto my heterosexuality i gripped it like sheets fists tight knuckles white all the while my back arched away from the familiarity of what i believed to be true about myself but still found myself coming down into it

there was nothing remotely straight about my high school years

i spent late nights playing truth or dare just so i could kiss a pretty girl without saying i wanted to kiss a pretty girl

sleepovers were less about sleeping and more about waiting until we were home alone (and the few times we couldn’t wait) for curiosity to eat the cat

curious that’s what we called it

we just wanted to know what it was like it didn’t mean anything it didn’t have to mean anything

sometimes i can still feel her nails on my back i don’t even have to try too hard to remember just like i can still remember how convinced i was that i wasn’t even the slightest bit not-straight

it’s funny looking back now the flags weren’t red or green but rainbow all along