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@starredboy
bloody , murderous & psychotic couples who love killing people for the thrill and make out with bloody lips and high five each other by the mountains of dead bodies they made . fuckyeah ? give me this crazy shit . serial killer couples . vampire couples . dark romeo & juliet couples . modern au persephone & hades couples . couples who compete to see who kills the most or the most gruesome . give me gore . give me bloodshed . GIVE IT TO ME !
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d a n i e l
what a sweet boy, pausing just to see if daniel is okay. he should tell jaeyong to get going, shouldn’t be clinging to him, but he does. daniel bites his lip, fingers digging into the counter. ❛ it’s nothing… i just… i needed to go to the store. i don’t wanna stay in the house, so can i come with you or something? i won’t be in the way. ❜
—— ❝ i — ❞ he begins , trailing off &. looking away from the other . how could he even begin to explain the situation to daniel ? jaeyong had to find some way . ❝ i have to go to my office , it’s not going to be very fun , y’know ? ❞
d u c k l i n g
a hum vibrates through duckling’s throat as he seems to be deciding, trying to choose within the variety of videos presented at him on the first page of recently uploaded videos. some of them displayed intimidatingly large hairy caucasian men, some others were skinny blonde guys and… he finally lands a click on a couple of asian guys since it was the closest he could relate to. the video starts as any other regular kind of porn with a make out scene, although, a minute passes and a third guy could be seen joining the party. “ oh ! is it a threesome ? “ eyes widening as the young boy glances at jaeyong as if answers were to be found on his face.
—— he gulps roughly at the image before his own hues . in an attempt to get more comfortable he shuffles towards the middle of the bed ; closer to duckling . but said attempts were in vain , considering how barely a second after doing so , the other one throws the question at him . clearly expecting some sort of explanation . ❝ it seems like it , right ? ❞ jaeyong replies , trying to sound as calm as he wishes he could feel in that moment . why was he even so damn nervous ? it’s not like he had never watched stuff like this before when he was by himself late at night . but no one had to know that asides from him &. his own two hands .
j i n w o n
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fingers tap impatiently on the small table. he’s currently seated in the far back corner of one of his favorite cafes, waiting for the other to arrive. a sigh as he glances down at his phone, they’re late even if it is only by a few minutes. he offers no greeting when they finally arrive, instead, a simple ‘you’re late’ as he pushes the drink he had ordered for them across the small table.
—— he silently reaches the chair resting against the table &. decides to sit on it ; across the other male . taking the drink with his right hand , he lets it rest there , not daring to take a sip of it just yet . for safety reasons . ❝ you’re early . ❞ is the only response he offers , along with a smirk as their eyes meet for the first time that night .
h y u n j a e
「 ♡ 」 … *┊ NO MATTER HOW SICK he was, Hyunjae knew that nothing would kill him at all (sadly) so maybe this was the reason why he was so reckless. A soft pout appeared on his lips as soon as he felt the other man’s warm hands on his shoulders. “But when I stay in bed you will go without me.” Hyunjae sighed loudly, openly showing how much he disliked the thought of letting Jaeyong having fun alone without him. “We haven’t done something together in ages and now I have to stay in bed? Why is my life so unfair?”
—— jaeyong softly giggles at hyunjae’s words &. the tone . if only jaeyong could afford to do either ! work seemed to be never ending for him , lately &. as much as he had some sort of emotional reason to keep going to “work” ; the male was tired . as if that wasn’t nearly enough of a reason for him to find an excuse to stay home , hyunjae was sick . &. when jaeyong said sick , he meant extremely sick . or at least that was how his own eyes percieved it . considering how protective he was of the other one , it was very likely that jaeyong was over-reacting . ❝ it’d be too boring if we got everything we want . ❞ he says in order to comfort the other one ; though he wasn’t so sure of the accuracy of the words himself . ❝ i have work later but — i guess i could stay here &. take care of you for as long as i can ! so long as you don’t complain too much . ❞
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d u c k l i n g
” are you sure ? isn’t this toooooooo much for you ? should i protect your innocent eyes ? “ here comes the teasing from the youngest, letting a mocking chuckle spill past his lips before his attention returns to the laptop, where the browser was opened, typing the url of a well-known porn site that displayed simple cliché heterosexual porn in the welcoming page. “ categories… “ it should be there somewhere, right ? ah, there we go. duckling clicks on the gay tag.
—— jaeyong inhales deeply , filling his lungs with fresh air as if to calm his nerves &. give a more intimidating look to the other . with his now puffed chest &. regained confidence , the male lets out a loud huff . fake it till you make it , some genius said . jaeyong planned to do just that ; fake he was comfortable with the situation until they both believed it was true . ❝ innocent ? please ! if there’s one thing i’m not it’s innocent . ❞ the words fall from his lips as his weight crawls towards duckling to rest beside him on the bed . it was comfortable , contrary to the situation jaeyong was in at the moment . ❝ what are we watchi— ? ❞ he wanted to finish his question , he really did . but the thumbnails loading on the screen in front of him were distracting ... to say the least !
m i n k i
of course, he never expected this stupid decision to be without consequence — but maybe he hoped they could laugh it off together, in times he’d considered admitting to the lie before now. it’s quickly clear that won’t be quite as possible as the best case scenario would’ve allowed for as jaeyong curses at him. he presses his lips together, shrinks into himself a little bit as an odd feeling of guilt flashes through him. ❝ i’m sorry, ❞ he stresses immediately. ❝ it was just supposed to be a joke, i guess. it went too far. ❞ he finishes speaking weakly, shrugging his shoulders. it’s not the whole truth, but the truth is something he’s not willing to part with right now. part of him is regretting telling this much of it already. he should’ve just claimed they’d broken up, or something, he realizes too late.
—— ❝ somehow i can’t help but feel like i was the joke the whole time . ❞ he simply states , somehow talking more to himself rather than the person in front of his eyes . honey colored eyebrows are furrowed as the anger begins to dissipate . jaeyong doesn’t need a clouded judgement right now ; he’s got plenty of time during work hours to let the rage out . ❝ i really don’t understand why you lied about this , though . &. you did it for so long , too ! ❞ the male is trying to remember situations where he might have made minki feel bad about being single ; recalling every single joke he’s ever told to the other , as if this was his own fault . jaeyong simply was not able to comprehend the reasoning behind the lie .
duckling
the laugh that erupted from the boy’s throat was utterly amused and loud, loud enough to break the tension starting to form in the ambiance. “ why would porn ruin a friendship ? how does that even happen ? it’s just a video— “ yes, he was taking things as lightly as any other carefree teenager would. shrugging things off with a chuckle. “ are you chickening out ? alright, hyung. i’ll go check it out by myself but if i end up t r a u m a t i z e d by some weird shit, it’s gonna be your fault. “ there were still remains of his laughter in the form of quiet chuckle as duckling made his way out and towards his bedroom, sitting on the middle of the bed and reaching for his laptop.
—— ❝ you never know what could happen ! things could get awkward . ❞ he attempts to explain ; the fear &. the doubt still prominently showing on his facial features . what else was he supposed to do ? if there was one thing jaeyong knew was his weakness , it was sexuality . the fact that he had never had much time to explore those thoughts that sometimes seem to rule the back of his head at night . jaeyong was scared of how unknown all of that was to him . the male knew he wouldn’t be in control of the situation . ❝ alright ! ❞ he yells , following the other one into the room . letting fear take over him was not an option ! especially not when it was making him look like he was chickening out of something that could be so simple . if he just let it be . ❝ we’ll do it together . ❞
noah
‘ wow, you are m a j o r l y crabby this morning. ’
—— ❝ that’s because you don’t know when to stop bothering people ! ❞
duckling
duckling is unable to stop the amused snort that came to him. “ yeah— why not ? “ he was young and his incredibly naive curiosity was a danger to him and society. “ i mean, i could come across something really weird if i look it up on my own and then get the wrong idea… it’s like if your first porn video ever was a hardcore bdsm one, you’d be totally confused and think that’s the only way to do it, right ? “ w o w , he actually had a good point there.
—— ❝ i don’t know if that’s such a good idea ... ❞ jaeyong barely whispers at the other as a response , with a slight blush finally tinting his cheeks . when had things taken this sudden turn &. why was jaeyong so distracted that he didn’t stop it before it got to this ? but , as much as he hated to admit it , even to himself , duckling had a point . jaeyong was above all things , his hyung ; responsible for helping the younger get the knowledge they need to live a happy &. joyful life . he had never been in a situation like this before . what was there to do ? ❝ what if it gets awkward , though ? these things could ruin a friendship . are we really going to risk it over some p — porn ? is it worth it ? ❞
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ezra
“Oh, it seems our killer here are a passionate one” he smiles, raising one eyebrow at the other. he chuckles more against the other thought of him and shake his head from left to right before resting it again at his palm. “ — it wasn’t my intention to hurt your pride nor disrespect you” he starts before heaving a sigh and shrugging his shoulder. “ there’s no need to cut my tongue off, i do money through this tongue okay..?” he raises both of his hand on the air, retreating over the short-tempered male before him.
—- He tilted his head a bit. “You killed people and yet you care about somebody dying tonight? Is that how you release your stress? To know who will die or how he will die? A calculative one ain’t you” there was that tone again of Ezra often use on somebody that seems to always get him into trouble and be misunderstood. “Isn’t it always you get info and killed, that’s it. No lingering feeling for those who you robbed their life off..” his statement was right, mostly for him. He didn’t anything for his kills so seeing a rather passionate male on his job, makes him tad bit curious.
—— it’s not the first time jaeyong onwu has been faced by people surprisingly reacting to how strangely merciful the male seemed to be when speaking about his victims or targets . after all , he did this for a living because of how his life circumstances had played out . if onwu could go back &. change it all , it was certain that he would . he’d head straight for a different lifestyle , one with happiness &. a family guaranteed ; instead of the lonely , cold one he’s got now keeping his body company at night .
❝ the fact that this is my job as of today , doesn’t mean i enjoy it . contrary to some other people in the business , or whatever the fuck you want to call this living HELL , i do have a soul &. a desire for it to be forgiven by god . ❞ onwu suddenly feels like he’s shared too much about his life , to much about who he truly is . &. though a side of him encouraged him to panic because of it , a bigger part was telling him that it was okay . it’s not like he’d ever see the male he was talking to ever again , right ? he hoped not . ❝ i pray for everyone i kill &. i pray for everyone that hires me . ❞
—— CONSIDER THIS A PLOTTING CALL ! i still feel like jaeyong needs more connections ( of all sorts ) so give this a like and i’ll drop by your im to plot something out !
— ‘ my friends convinced me to let them set me up with someone so when i got there i met you and you were really funny and sweet but then when we introduced ourselves i realized you weren’t the person i was set up with so we went our separate ways but now i can’t stop thinking about you ’ au
duckling
was all of that true ? was duckling simply misunderstanding things as he projected his own insecurities ( about his own sexuality ) onto someone else ? chewing on the inner side of his cheek, the younger stares with curiosity reflected on his hues. “ can i watch ? i’m… well, let’s say i’m kinda curious too… “ a hand reaches to the back of his neck, rubbing at it whilst gaze averted somewhere else. “ i mean, did you like it ? “
—— ❝ of course you can ! ❞ jaeyong replies , perhaps a bit too quickly in hopes of letting the younger male know that there was nothing wrong with being curious . but after a moment , he realizes what the other one could have been hinting at &. he simply as to ask . ❝ wait — did you mean with me ? it really doesn’t matter if i did , does it ? ❞
duckling
leaning against the kitchen counter, the younger folds arms over his chest as if bracing himself to start with the list. “ well— first, you left your phone on the table and i saw this text coming from a guy and i don’t think it’s too straight to tell a guy how handsome he is. second, remember when i caught you watching porn the other day ? no harm, we all watch porn but… was it gay porn or i was just confused ? “ did you need him to continue ?
—— he has been caught &. he knows it . it is weird to know that perhaps even though it is so clear what the answer to the other’s question should be , jaeyong still somehow thinks he isn’t sure . isn’t sure of what he likes or how he likes it . jaeyong has never felt like this in his entire life , like a deer caught by the headlights of a car about to run into him in the most painful way . he isn’t so sure he enjoys the feeling . ❝ i don’t — ! the text was a joke , really . it’s not what it looks like ... &. about the porn thing ?! i was just trying to see what the fuss was all about ! trying to see if i liked watching it &. stuff . that’s all . ❞
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duckling
thoughtfully humming to himself, duckling can’t help but to squint his already narrow eyes with disbelief. “ buuullshiiit. “ his tone was teasing and immature ( like the rest of his personality ). “ you know you can’t lie to me and i promise i won’t judge, i’m just… curious. “ oh, you don’t even know how C U R I O U S he actually was.
—— it’s weird for a commonly controlling &. aggressive man like jaeyong to find himself nervously speechless as he is in that moment . a blush threatening to color the commonly pale skin of his cheeks &. ruin his cold reputation he so hardly works on every single day . who would have known a simple question could work him up so much ? ❝ i really don’t know what you’re talking about ! what weird things have i been doing that make you wonder if i’m into — into dicks ? ❞
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” H Y U N G — don’t get offended if not but… do you like dick ? i’ve seen you doing weird shit lately. “ the young blunt boy couldn’t bite his tongue from spilling the question that had awoken his curiosity since days ago even if he had known the other for a few months already.
—— jaeyong finds it surprisingly hard to keep in the gasp that almost echoed through the room as a response to the other’s question . he should know better than to lie to them ; but if the white haired boy is being honest , he isn’t fully aware of the answer himself , just yet . so , instead , jaeyong decides to evade &. avoid the response . ❝ weird shit ? i’m not sure i know what you mean . i haven’t done anything new or weird , lately . ❞ .
