my dad is so cruel/mean to me but i hate when my friends keep trying to talk to me like i'm an abuse victim. trying to give me pity. like this is normal!!!! there is nothing i can do to change it!!!! this is probably the last time i'll ever talk about this for reasons mentioned above but it's like... whatever.
#even if i am being abused i'm not allowed to get a job so where am i going to go? the answer is nowhere.#i hate when they try to get me to 'confront' my own abuse like what is that going to do.#so what my dad is abusive? still can't leave. still have to deal with it.#having a name for it doesn't make it any better. and if i try to 'talk back' he threatens to get physical#i hate talking about my feelings because now it feels like my blog is all vent posts#especially because i'm not on here very much. so when i am it feels like i'm just traumadumping#nunnie.txt#personal#tw abuse
