you have to be careful reading too many things that are good/smart/well-written bc then you encounter something that isnt and you get confused like ? why didnt they just make this good ? were they stupid

very few people want to meet me as deeply as I want to meet them because I think it’s uncomfortable for most so for a long time I felt like an intense freak because of it but then one day my beautiful mutual @stargirlisle told me “your pluto being conjunct your pluto-ruled venus adds a level of depth most people don’t experience in life” and now I know if I am an intense freak it’s because the stars actually willed it

i love people so much that im trying to be one myself. its a bit crazy, i know…