angel.txt

save me overly codependent massively obsessive borderline sociopathic hyper controlling blindly devotional relationship save me

dads who constantly pull you into their lap or pin you against counters or rest their hands against your waist because they just love their little boy so much and want to show him how special he is. dads who climb into your bed late at night, mumbling to stay still and slurring about how they need your help with something and apologizing over and over even as they're slowly tugging down your pajama pants and slipping your undies to the side. dads who say "biiig stretch" while forcing their thick adult cock into your kid cunt, cooing at your noises muffled by the pillow, leaning down to tell you what a good kiddo you are for letting them use you like this.

"that's it, kid" as i slowly sink down onto his adult cock, his hands wrapped around my waist as he forces every inch inside me, feeling lightheaded as i see my tummy bulge. "come on, champ" as he guides me up and down by my hips, using me as an oversized fleshlight, moving my limp little body however he wants. "keep crying, sweetie" as i sob and whine and beg for it to stop, unable to fight or resist or run as he pins me down and ruthlessly pumps another load into my already-full belly.

need to be taught a valuable life skill while an older man gently holds the back of my neck and goes "that's it, kiddo" in his deep rough voice. need to be walked through fixing something while a guy twice my age rests his hand on my shoulder and tells me what a smart kid i am for learning so quickly. need to be shown how to repair my own stuff while someone old enough to be my dad keeps a hand on the small of my back and whispers "good job, sport" just to watch me shiver.

attachment issues r so dumb like why do i think hes going to leave me when he goes to sleep?? why do i get scared he doesnt want to talk anymore as hes telling me all the depraved fucked up things he wants to do to me?? why do i miss him every second im not speaking to him?? urghh </3

slapping. slapping me to get my attention. slapping me to correct my behavior. slapping me to shut me up. slapping me to make me talk louder. slapping me to mark me. slapping me just bc u feel like it. slapping me to listen to the cry i let out. slapping me to make me go faster. slapping me to make me slow down. slapping me bc u can. slapping me bc ill never say no. slapping <33

when hes ten years older n towers over me n is softspoken n can manhandle me however he likes n has a deep voice n big hands n strong arms n calls me kiddo n is possessive n jealous n controlling n is touchy in public n makes sure m safe n takes care of me n tells me hes proud of me n that m good n lets me call him dad djkdhjdhjks

"stop dad no it hurts" to "uh uh uh uh" pipeline needs to be discussed more

"im so proud of you" kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me

need need need to be high n sweet n sleepy while my mouth gets passed around n everyone praises me n coos when i gag n pets my hair while they call me a slut. need need need to have multiple pairs of hands on me groping n slapping n stroking while i can barely keep myself coherent n upright n functioning. need need need to get all out of it and drugged up so i get wet n pliant so quick when multiple ppl call me good n pretty n sweet.

need to be wearing his clothes smelling like him with his marks on my neck n his fingers inside me while he talks me thru taking hits. need to be on his lap in nothing but panties n his hoodie while he pets my hair n tells me im good n pretty n his boy. need to cuddle while he tugs my undies down far enough to see n coo at how wet i am n tell me hes so proud of me.

anyone else get so desperate n needy whenever theyre on their tummy.. s like a trained response atp <33 the second i roll over i get such an urge for no reason at all

cumming wout permission + getting punished by cumming until i cant anymore or cumming sm times in a row + getting punished by not being allowed to.. decisions decisions <33