maeve ☃︎

I have a date with the cutest and most beautiful man I have ever seen in my life on Wednesday and I am so nervous but I want to cancel cause I feel so fat and my period is soon so I am retaining water like crazy arrrgrgggggg I'm just gonna eat low sodium and drink lots of water

best bulimic award goes to me

fasting for the next 26 hours and I have a horrible headache. it is time for bed rotting

The urge to binge was so high today, but instead of giving in, I just drank tea, ate fruit, went for a run and a walk, and focused on coursework. I ate more than I wanted today, but it was better than binging.

one time in my first year of uni when i opened up to one of my friends about my ed she asked me how I did it like gorl I cannot teach you this specific brand of self-hatred and the sickening desire for punishment sorry not sorry figure it out for yourself

evading dinner like a fugitive evades the law