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i think they will turn out really cutesy bc im doing some star design,

and yes, make ur ig look like a living person

i sometimes keep remembering the time i got the job interview for a job that was gonna be like 2600 usd a month and i never got called back, if i got that job rn i would have a car and the down payment on a house, damn u social anxiety, i wouldve gotten that job if i wasnt so nervous to interact with new people and if i didnt cried out of anxiety while on the interview, at least they couldve send me a text saying they didnt selected me

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also yes, my salary is not that good, i get lucky that i live with my grandma and that i dont have to pay any of the usual bills a 20 something has to pay, but if i werent i would be done for bc it wouldnt be enough for a lot

which is also why i was wondering to get a job that pays in usd bc the conversion rate is kinda good i think, idk, im currently focusing on getting a lot of different courses and stuff like that to get a job that pays well, and allows me to save like crazy to get a home in the capital and get an even better job to get even better money

but for now, im waiting for the girls day and spending my money and have fun

girlie did said she was gonna talk it over with her mom so hopefully everything goes okay and i can get an ipad like a week or two after my bday

i also need to stop spending my money on pcs and albums, i just got an almost full set of &team pcs bc they were posing with butterflies, and i got two ateez digipacks, and i got the yeonjun album and a subunit svt album and the ateez lightstick, at some point one starts to wonder if i really have money troubles or if im just a girl (as im typing this, the go gc im in just announced some pretty ateez pcs and well, might as well right?) tomorrow im going to get my nails done and thank fuck bc i broke one while working and i havent fixed it or anything bc i would legit end with no nail left,

anyways, im making my instagram pretty for the inevitable day i share my account with u and u can say "omg, shes so cool" —⭐️

i dont remember how many hours a week you work but thats crazy go find a new job babez 🧑‍🦲🧑‍🦲

also im sorry but those are life necessities and also you could be spending that money on drugs rn OR on your own kids so be happy that you dont have to do that and join the go for the ateez pcs 🫈🫈

(i also went a bit crazy and spent a bit on svt albums and pcs and more bc im only missing like 10% of my tuition payment so im allowed to a little spurge)

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i also hate my job so baddd, i got a sore throat like 3 days ago and bc im constantly calling people (i work at a thing where i call people from the united states to help them with buying a house) i never get to feel better so now im researching new jobs and shit, at this point i think i will take being paid in usd bc then maybe i will have more money with the conversion rate and maybe that will finally make me save bc its scary changing the usd to the weaker currency but idk i might when i get the macbook

also i impulsive bought one of yeonjuns version for his new album bc it comes with a figurine, it will be worth it, i know it but damn i should stop spending so much

i started an anime yesterday, i bought crunchyroll for 3 months at a cheaper price and im already going to month 2 and i have only rewatched yuri on ice on loop

and soon is july so i will have to get my friend a gift, and i need to get my concert outfit and i havent even made five freebies, i need to actually lock in and do everything now bc if i keep leaving it for later im gonna show up with nothing and im gonna be pissed at past me

thankfully after september everything slows down and my only worry will be saving for an ateez concert in case they come here (pls be in late 2027) & any svt merch that i can justify getting (bc i already got a hoshi carabiner and im going insane even though its only supposed to arrive in like october)

but yeah, now i feel like a hypocrite bc here i am having fun meetings with my coworkers knowing im trying to leave, maybe ill try doing both jobs at the same time for a while just to have more stability for a moment bc i dont really know how do the usd paying remote jobs work and i wanna make sure i will be able to convert money and stuff, idk

also, is it too insane if i decide the 2030 japan trip should also include korea since were gonna be there? i feel like 2030 is not even enough but if i organize myself then it should be doable and even then, my friends love me and love that im taking full control of this but if they see me too burn out they will be okay with waiting bc yeah, idk im so full of doubts these days

at least i have my girls

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but does it actually make a diff whether youre the one converting it or your employer? 😭😭 idk i have no idea how that works i didnt even know it was possible to get paid in anything other than your countrys currency ksks

anywayz youre so real for that except i have that problem w netflix ive watched like 3 films this year and i havent used it for anything else whaT do i pay for every month 💀💀

but omg youve got this babez only like 3 more months!!!!! also show me the freebies when youre done i wanna seeeeee

also who cares abt your coworkers 😔😔 if youre cool w them you can stay in touch at your new job and if its purely work relationships then you should def leave them behind w that fuckass job of yours lmao

either way i hope youll find something better soon!!!!!!

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im also still mad with my dad and i havent talked to him in days, i blocked him from everywhere and im only considering forgiving him is he writes a 10 pages minimum letter with at least 10 mentions to things ive liked in the last 2 years

but i might go out with my friends next week! so thats a win i think

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cant you just tell her whats pissing you off and block her after 😔😔 idk lmk when you decide on what youre gonna tell her n how it goes lmao im invested now ksks

(i would do it sooner but again, my bday gift and her bday is in September and im sadly not that mean yet)

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woono 😛😛

on happy news! i got some sunoo pcs! and i might have a sleepover with my friends on the 30th so im looking forward to that

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girl i’ve been so busy with work but not really, cuz i have four day availability but they aren’t giving it to me or they would give me fuck ass hours like 8:00-1:15?? like what is that then would as me to stay but that’s money😁😁😁

ALSO GUESS WHO GRADUATED THIS FRIDAY!!! i was actually shaking waiting to cross the stage cuz this my first actual graduation cuz yaknow covid didnt allow me to have a highschool graduation💔💔💔but i gave me best friend and family light sticks so i can see them specifically the nct one cuz u can see that shit a like away lolol and my friend screamed “THATS MY BEST FRIEND” when i walked the stage which made me so happy it was so cute

and i usually don’t like taking pics for for this i had to yaknow,, ugh also i drove past this area with my parents which was the same area i passed by with two of my uni friends and like jus the random ass moments from uni jus flashes through my mind and im like wow im actually done it’s so bitter sweet like i was gonna cry,, ALSO after my grad i went dinner with parents plus a festival later with my friends then i passed out for 17 hours STRAIGHT💀💀💀like fuck ig cuz it was cuz i had 2 hours of sleep before grad

ALSO me and my friends lowkey have a track record of being late LMAO nd tell me why that continued to the actual grad ceremony, i woke up at 5am but i was like why tf am i waking up rn and went back to sleep then at 5:45 i shot up and was like IM FUCKING GRADUATING like i actually forgot LMAO then it took my 2 nd a half hours to get ready💔💔💔nd i got to the venue at 9:40 nd i was supposed to be there at 9 and my two friends were also late like they got there 9:30ish and then my other friend was like 9:17 LOLOLOL

but yeah that’s my life update i hope you doing well,, i hate how our youniz meet up of the century got pushed back to tbd:,)) it’s cuz bnd can’t handle our energy💔

xoxo 🍥~

omg thats so real but also id kill for those hours babez my ass works 08:00h - 16:30h every day 🚬🚬

BUT AAAYYY IM SO HAPPY FOR YOUUUU!!!!!!! i swear youll find a neobong EVERYWHERE wdym you had them at your graduation 😭😭 such a genius idea tho LOL also your friend is so sweet for that i loVE

aahh all of it sounds so fun n tho i can def imagine how emotional it mustve felt to drive past those places i hope youll be able too look back at those memories later and turn them into something more positive and happy 💕 like youre DONE done now thats crazy im so proud of youuu 😚😚 [and you should be too!!!!!!]