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u ever feel like ur stuck living in a separate world all alone and u wanna reach out or join the world everyone else lives in but u cant and all u can do is watch from afar and hope things can happen for u too but the months keep flying by and u realize u have been isolating urself for years
The problem with long term isolation is you become insane and weird and unpalatable and unrelatable and it's seemingly impossible to ever forge meaningful connections with people ever again

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i really want to be in a relationship with someone who will encourage my €d…would that be slightly toxic? yes. but it would help SO MUCH i would be so motivated.
I am literally always preforming my best when I relapse. I work more, do more, exercise more, socialize more, feel better, listen to more music, make more art, stay on schedule, wake up feeling energized. It’s actually such a great feeling.
thinking ab making a discord server ?
Would anyone wanna join? Im not super super active or anything bc I work and sometimes socialize (😱) but it’d be awesome to have something with a close knit group with the same goals. 18+ only
oh little bunny ;(
I will not eat at work , if I want to eat at home I’ll sleep or play games instead. I’m having a very hard time working out rn.

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I miss when I could just drink one cup of coffee a day and feel full <\3
I hate watching life pass me by, as I remain idle in my misery

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This is personal but for me the binging comes from the fact that I have no self control and wholeheartedly feel like there can never be too much of a good thing. I’ve struggled with this in all aspects of my life, relationships, games, hobbies, free time, sleep. Even if it gets to the point I am feeling crowded, bored, sore from resting too much, it doesn’t matter because my brain is in this mode. I don’t want it to end, I want the comfort and enjoyment of eating to continue even if it’s making me uncomfortable and unhappy, sometimes I’ll stick around someone even if their company is aggravating me just because I want more of the good parts of the relationship, I’ll lay in bed longer than I need even if I wake up completely awake/wanting to move just because I enjoy the feeling of the bed.
But it will end, it will inevitably end always and there is no way to have that permanent binge where you just get to turn your brain off.
The thing that I can make continue longer and feel good about is restricting, that I’ll feel good about it even if I take a short break, that I can maximize the feeling of pride and accomplishment by never having enough. I desperately need to be in this mind space again, where it’s addicting and something i instinctively want to do. I’ve been this way several times before, it’s 100% doable.