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thinking ab making a discord server ?

This is personal but for me the binging comes from the fact that I have no self control and wholeheartedly feel like there can never be too much of a good thing. I’ve struggled with this in all aspects of my life, relationships, games, hobbies, free time, sleep. Even if it gets to the point I am feeling crowded, bored, sore from resting too much, it doesn’t matter because my brain is in this mode. I don’t want it to end, I want the comfort and enjoyment of eating to continue even if it’s making me uncomfortable and unhappy, sometimes I’ll stick around someone even if their company is aggravating me just because I want more of the good parts of the relationship, I’ll lay in bed longer than I need even if I wake up completely awake/wanting to move just because I enjoy the feeling of the bed.