Chuuko Nezu

I went into a deep depression. It started with insecurities, feeling helpless and unwanted; to thinking about ways to kill myself during the day, and night terrors when I went to sleep. Then those two things intertwined and I was having nightmares about suicide. Waking in cold sweat and screams. Needless to say I wasn't handling it well at all because at one point I felt I had hit rock bottom...and did attempt suicide. I'm not happy about it..I'm ashamed of myself for trying...but..I am on a healthier road. Seeking help from doctors, therapy, and talking to my irl friends; then I figured this was something that I should share with my online friends as well, they'll be able to help and support me when I need it. 

So, I'm hoping to come back to the group and that RPing and chatting ooc will lift my spirits even more. 

I really have missed it here. :) Hit me up with messages and I'll be online first thing tomorrow to be productive with me muse.