UmSo this is actually the opposite of what i said in my post lol (the label I prefer IS the nicher, more semantic one) but I usually prefer aqualitine over other 'lack of gender' qualities like agenrine, null or even sorta 'lack of categorization' qualities like ineffaline or debatably unidentifiable.
Theresa part of me thats kinda. Im a girl, right? Im gynine, I have the qualities of the gender associated with girlhood. If you took out the sense of identity in conjunction to all the other junk and made it something tangible you could look at with your eyeballs, you could point at it and go Yep thats a Girl Alrite. But its nott 100% I Am This is more or less, I range from roughly 75%-argubaly 10% internal sense of 'girlness' based on a variety of factors; mental state, co-fronters, life events + stress, perception within myself #impostersyndrome, whatever whatever. But I'm always atleast a little bit, or want to be. yet theres that at minimum 25% of Nothing that accompanies that girlness.
Dats the aqualitine. Its just... nothing! Theres a blank space where the gender is supposed to be. My expression of gyninity always lacks a little something that'd make it 100% Girl, and thats the aqualiity! Aqualinity? I dont actually know the noun form. Anyway, theres not the quality of a lack of something, there just Isnt Anything. Ive of the belief that, solely semantically and on a technical level (on a practical level agenrine is used as a synonym for aqualitine more often than not), agenrine is paradoxically gendered- it does refer to the qualities of gender, but rather its absence than its presence. Meanwhile, aqualitine refers to a lack of quality period. Like the difference between an empty box and no box, or, I guess in my case, most of a box? 3/4ths of a box. Someone keeps taking parts of my fking box. So theres stuff In the box, thats my girlhood, umbinity, whatevr, so my box Isn't empty, which is why I'm not agenrine, but parts of the box is definitely missing. Im lacking parts of my gender quality, which is how I use aqualitine.
And then the ecters are in the tesseract in this metaphor, and- /j
