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Yeah I do think that New York has a strong influence. Being here makes me think a lot and makes me ultra critical of everything around me, myself included. There are a lot of people in the city doing a lot of things and to me most of it is quite uninteresting for a city with such a large reputation that is soley based on its past history. People say New York was this and New York was that...but to me the past is the past it is history and that is that. When you step back and look at it now it's quite weak on all levels....quality of life, politics, arts, community, how people carry themselves...I really see it as pretty unexciting for the most part. I mean the people I care about are here, but that is a drop in the pond. And of course every once in a while there is some magic. But when you step back and look at it and say, I am going to be able to survive here in 2 years or 5 years because of how things are going, the answer is pretty much no, at least for myself. So to make a long story short, I feel like there is gun to my head and at any moment the trigger could be pulled. So basically for me it's do as much as humanly possible before your time is up and thats how New York has shaped what I do. There is a morbid sense of urgency.

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