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I realized I don’t need to rush myself in building a foundation for the future because I don’t plan on having any kids😭🤣 I’m going to take my time and enjoy my youth without comparing or rushing to hustle myself into more responsibilities!! I’m going to enjoy no responsibility and embrace my youth and chud life⭐️🔥♥️🤣there’s no age limit in completing anything in life, if I decide to go back to school at 27 it’s perfectly fine for me when I’m ready to go back.. I don’t care to rush my timeline for the sake of this American rat race!!! I know tomorrow is not promised for anybody but I am now at peace with the fact I can believe I can go another day in being still and not rushing my timeline on this earth.. I am forever grateful I can slow down and back out of things I don’t want to experience, I am grateful I’m not in survival mode and I am grateful I’m not pushed out in the wilderness by force of surviving. I don’t have to go as hard, it’s just me I have too take care of..

I would say the lows of my human experience made me who I am today , looking back showed fear, pain, tears. I grew wiser in filth. Without the lows of life, you won’t know who you are truly. Life is duality, life needs balance of highs and lows in order to create this world for what it is now. Honestly the lows are a great advantage in life to alchemize your power even more because you get to feel everything from fear pain tears sweat it’s all spiritual work and truth it’s all authentic.. so the that’s why I say the breakthroughs manifest , the breakthroughs in life teach you and strengthen you. The lows in life are a sign that god will show you how high it’ll be now. Hitting rock bottom freely to grow myself and to use my energy and the lows of the what the world is giving me is truly a blessing in disguise, lean on the lord and god will reward!!🔥

I allow it with ease because I know creation is being made even in filth. I know I’ll be beautifully made again.

nothing is personal in life, everything is manifestation … 🌹🔥💋

I can soften any moment and still not be moved by man. I can see you fully and still be unmoved. I can fully admire you without needing anything from you. I can see you without needing this moment with you or expecting anything out of you!! you need this and ima let you experience me but it’s never needed, I set the tone!! I give you softness without submitting but experiencing you!! I know I am chosen and always have been chosen. I don’t need this moment, I want it and I want to cherish you in this moment without needing anything from you or expecting anything from you because I know I am provided for and I know who I fall on and that’s god!! So I sit at my throne unmoved and unbothered while I fully take you in because I know I already won, you need this and I want this!! I wanna appreciate you and see you now because of who I am and what I embody, which is depth and presence..

One of the best ways to help strengthen your social skills is by being playful & flirtatious in all your interactions with people .. I feel what always worked for me is I always watched family friendly kid movies/tv shows all the time, even as an adult now, I still do and I listen to all the music from those movies/tv shows.. I always embraced play because of what I watch so when people are always so serious in life it makes me wonder have they sat down and watched SpongeBob or elemental..? Like something that views as play and whimsical. 😭💀also having special interest in collecting items, like I like collecting nature items from outside and placing them in jars and anther one is I like to collect fairies. I also embrace play in public by reading peoples vibes/characteristic by sensing what mystical creature they would give off.. “she’s would definitely be a mermaid, he would definitely be a dragon..” just based off how they move and their character!!🧚🏾‍♀️🌸🍄

Limitations don’t exist for me because I decided, because I said so!! Decide your limiting beliefs only transmute to you receiving more goodness in life and more ease for yourself so you’re not triggered by thoughts because you already know what it alchemizes into. Don’t identify with past versions of yourself, only now. The past doesn’t exist anymore, it doesn’t matter too god, only this present moment does so you have the choice to identify as just your higher self only and forever now!! (Alchemy for regulated, sound mind) “I struggle with, can’t or I used too…” transmute too “I decided, that doesn’t exist, I am power to know only what I believe and say into existence now matters only or I am so grateful for..”Insecurities don’t exist, shyness doesn’t exist, depression doesn’t exist, fear doesn’t exist, shame doesn’t exist, nervousness doesn’t exist. It’s all real emotional states you feel in moments because you are human but it doesn’t define you as a person, only a feeling to experience and that’s it!! So don’t attach yourself to the limiting feeling as your identity but feel it, alchemize and decide only praising the goodness of god.

Praise God!!

Tell me your simple pleasures and let me light up your world in every moment!! While what you think is small is big, it’s pleasure. It’s something about pleasure, it’s so simple and so delicate, you have to be fully there to feel pleasure not rushed but fully the witness of the moment. To feel. To express, to be, to appreciate. Let me fully appreciate you, let me give my thanks and give you praise, allow me to love you because that’s godly, that loving thy neighbor. It’s something about connecting with others even in a world where capitalism distracts us off of god, let me be the one to bring ease and presence.. to fully connect wit others and too fully see you, that’s grace and the witness to love and to appreciate. It’s pleasure. It’s a pleasure meeting you, feeling you, seeing you.

Ecclesiastes 8:5

it’s not personal, it’s alchemy

Stop expressing limitations. Stop complaining. You are always manifesting. Speak the goodness of god into existence always. God perishes the limiting beliefs! Decide you are not what the enemy says!! Make the choice, strengthen self concept all falls down to the choice you identify with. Will you surrender and apply gods truth or only be moved by the world and the enemies beliefs..? Catch your tongue, your voice is power, and your mind obeys. I promise you, speaking the goodness of god and making room for only god will rebuke all limitations and you’ll realize the beliefs you’ve been conditioned too in life was all a choice, don’t fall under the earthly understandings.. the veil has lifted once you decided, the power is within you. Decide you speak only the goodness of god. Decide you are who god intended you to be.

I realized people see someone who’s young, attractive, playful, curious and authentic and they try to take that for granted or try to limit you because you embody so much care free energy because you know who you serve (God) and being present is the reminder but they also don’t know I decided to walk in my feminine authority to get where I am now. I decided. I decided to have no shame. I decided to be confident. I decided to stand in my truth. I decided to alchemize. I decided to be curious. I decided to be happy. I decided!!! So don’t let my grace fool you into thinking I’m naive.. I’m always watching and I’m always learning the patterns.. it’s nothing personal because it’s beneath me, people just project their energy because they have no where to alchemize their energy, they don’t know how to carry what they feel, they don’t even feel it fully..they just let their energy linger in the air and it’s just clouds them. I feel, I alchemize, I decide and I manifest. I appreciate the depth, the darkness and the transformation. I become more watchful and wiser every time I feel and alchemize, every time I speak my truth freely.. I am the way I am now because I decided!!

Instead of questioning god on my path moving forward, I’m going to just decide I am favored and always chosen in life because god provides for me and never fails. I decided and I surrender and allow god to show me how good it gets for me now.

I decided Endless opportunities are landing for my highest good. I decided Endless opportunities are landing in my favor to better myself. I decided Endless opportunities are here now to better myself.

Just decide.