Love cant cure mental illness

⌗ The Real Charlie Spring

꩜ Charlie / Matty / any

⸝⸝ he / they / hymn / non fem ⋮

bfyf/bfyi !!-

This is a diary / jirai blog w triggering posts , -- pls dni and block if you do not want to see my posts or are triggered !

-XOXO

possible TW :

ED , SH , SUI ideation

what if I actually just made a whole new blog with a whole new theme and kinda abandon this one because its pretty obvious that im like shadow banned

I mean i might come back to it but i just wanna try something new or maybe even if that blog is good enough I might swap themes back to this one

I say how sick and tired I am of being people's little puppy but I barely bite back and if I did id probably start crying on behalf of who I bit.

its kinda funny how no one will know until I actually do it

if I ever actually decided to end it I wouldn't have anyone to send an "i love you" to.

its either

"you need to eat something im concerned about you"

or

"why the FUCK did you eat that , that was your fathers food"

like bro- do you want me to eat or not

my family is never ashamed to insult , berate , talk about or even scream at me ,,

most of the time even when they know i can hear them

ugh i woke up to my mum shoving food into my face this morning , burnt myself twice doing my hair and now ive got to go to school plus today is such a boring time table ... and I have PE ,,

but at least i can watch sba and invincible after I come home !!!

I keep thinking about how we locked eyes like 3 times yesterday...

I NEED to lock in.

we lock eyes at least twice a day anyway ...

the glass that i use has become so much more round and smooth than the first time around ,,

how much to bet that I probably have microscopic pieces of glass stuck in my skin

i honestly forgot the books existed till i saw ur acc…

anyways! i like ur layout!

the one and only !! (✿ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)⁾⁾

tysmm btww (〃´ω`〃)

- xx

preposition ...

I make two new blogs.

one is a Sunday themed jirai blog.

the other is an ed blog.

I switch to either Charlie or Sunday depending on how im feeling ...

or just make the theme and switch on here and allat ,,

OOO OR GO LIKE UNDERCOVER ON A NEW BLOG AND SEE IF ANYONE KNOWS ITS ME

or will that just be annoying and I should stfu

... the ed one is just a journal for that stuff dw abt it ,, im definitely making that one tho.

I am ITCHING to change to a Sunday theme ... but I know that ill go back to this one soon ,, or not.

hmmm ...

he has consumed every one of my waking thoughts.

springrolls ,, should I make a whole separate €d blog or combine it and post my daily meals , etc , on here??

I dreamt of him like 5 separate times in the past few weeks ,,

im so screwed