Soul in Revelry

She says she doesn’t know why she feels like shit. But deep inside she does. She knows with all her heart, the real reason behind her pain. She pretends everything is alright with her life, because she is a ‘happy-go-lucky girl’ as they all say. But she aches so much that she’s even had thoughts of leaving this earth (yes, suicide). Nobody knows why she breaks down from time to time and no one actually questioned her deeply. Not like she would answer the question ‘why’. But, doesn’t one question have at least the smallest of impact in one’s life? Sometimes she wants to answer the question ‘why’ but her inside voices is overpowering her real voice. How can you even let out something you can’t?