Spooky Jim, at your disposal

Hey Tumblrers (what do you guys call yourselves..?)

My name's Spooky Jim, and this is my blog. I've pestered by friend, Blurryface, into making an account on here, too. You can find him at @blurryface333.

If you have any questions or anything, you can send them in with the ask box. I might not respond to anything too personal, but we'll see, I guess.

I use he/him pronouns, and I'm pansexual. I'd like to ask that if any of you seeing this are homophobic, transphobic, racist, or another type of asshole, to please not interact. I want this to be a safe space for everyone.

I can't think of anything else to put here, so I guess that's it. Talk to you soon, I guess!

(credit to caratbow on Tumblr <3)

That is sort of true.. the last time we went out, I got the worst of it. That's how my back pain started in the first place, if you remember that.

I think Ty said he was lightheaded when we went out. Maybe he was lying, or maybe he was just... less affected by it than I was at the time.

He was curious and complained alot about how you never let him go outside and uh I thought he should get to do as he likes

But ig you were right

Sorry about that 😔😔

😁

Ur lil bf is like super tired

Cuddle him and make him rest bc I lowkey scared hes gonna collapse of exhaustion

I will not explain why

I dont wanna get scolded by you

So somebody told me what Tyler did yesterday, but I suppose that's a problem for another time (specifically when he wakes up today).

When Tyler got back into my room, they walked over to me, sat on my bed, and sorta layed on top of me? But not over my stomach, he was kind of closer to my legs and feet with his arms wrapped around my hips/pelvis.

I wanted to ask how you are doing? less physically and more emotionally. im sure this whole ordeal has been a lot to process.

I want you to know Tyler really did try to stop Nico, but Nico was too strong. Sounded like he had some kinda plan or something to ensure he couldn't fight back this time.

either way, if you are feeling a little anxious or scared around tyler I also want to say that thats totally okay. I dont think it means your a bad person or anything or even more ridiculous, thay you dont love him anymore. I think its natural to be a little upset, so just let yourself process that.

also completely off topic- how do you feel about people calling you Jim? i feel like most people and tyler shorten your name to spooky. so I guess what one do you prefer as a nickname? spooky or jim?

Why would he— ugh. Nevermind.

I'm doing... fine. I think I'm healing okay; I can't really walk yet, and I'm still sleeping most of my days away, but I've been awake a lot more often. (I know you said "less physically" but I just, uh, wanted to mention that)

And emotionally, you kind of nailed how I feel. I know Ty was fighting against Nico; I'm sure he would never let someone hurt me on purpose. My body just is still sort of stuck in fight-or-flight mode, so when I see them, I just have to take a minute to tell myself that its Tyler, not Nico, and that I'm safe with him.

It's been a lot, for sure. I am still trying to process everything that happened. I know that I still love Ty, though. He might not think I do, but there's nothing that could ever change that fact for me.

"My head hurts" ok so go tf home

But he doesn't

Ughhh

Hes gonna drive me CRAZY

Anyways how ya doin

Wait.. Ty's not home?? Where'd he go :((

You will be okay.

Bro any windows you can get out of??

GET TF OUT.

RUN.

RUN.

RUN.

it's definitely the door

I can't tell if there's even somebody at the door; I'm breathing too hard and my heart's beating too fast to even know for sure.

It could just be Nico feeding him bad thoughts, but maybe theres a connection? Tyler seems to really be struggling, sometimes he can get through to us. he said nico has done something, and its dark.

for now, i think yes, you should hide in your closet. also take your rabbit if you can both fit cause apparently Nico wants to kill em too.