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Jared/Jensen-1

Title: The Now of Us Pairing: Jared/Jensen Rating: NC-17 Summary:

Jared and Jensen have come this close to crossing the line over the years, but always backed away from acknowledging the depth of their feelings for one another. Will two accidents and too many long separations make this the year that all changes? Visuals: 2005 three months into filming, a little drunk at a dimly lit bar, a moment - Jared’s fingers brushing over Jensen’s face and the corner of his mouth, Jensen’s lips parting as he realizes what he’s feeling for his costar isn’t friendship; 2006 an unplanned kiss on the balcony of Jared’s highrise hotel room overlooking the beautiful Vancouver cityscape at night; 2009 Jared and Jensen wrestling in a con hotel in tee shirts and boxer briefs, Jensen pinned on his back, breathless from Jared leaning over him, long strands of hair hanging over his face, sweat darkening his tee shirt, grinning in victory; 2015 Jensen hugging Jared desperately when he got back from the Jib con Jared missed because of depression; 2024 Jared lending an exhausted Jensen his beanie on a plane, the two sleeping leaning on each other; 2026 Jared and Jensen jumped in a dark alley in Rome and robbed at knifepoint, held back and helpless to protect each other; reluctantly needy Jared with an injured leg sitting on a hospital bed, Jensen kneeling to fasten a leg brace around his bare thigh; present day Jared and Jensen sitting on the edge of the pool in the moonlight at Jared’s house in Austin, finally confessing their feelings (and then doing something about it)

Warnings: none

Jared/Jensen-2

Title: Sometimes in the Spring Pairing: Jared/Jensen Rating: NC-17 Summary:

Jensen is a physical therapist/sometime nurse who is also a medium. He works in the long-term patient care ward, working with the patients in ways others can't because even though they are all in vegetative states, he can still communicate with them. Jared is his latest patient, but he is also the one-night stand that changed Jensen's life. Jensen knew what Jared was (a serial killer) because a former victim had confided in Jensen when he was on the ward, before he passed from his injuries. Jensen had tracked down Jared with the intent of having him kill him, because he hates his gift. Jared didn't give Jensen what he wanted, because he wanted to be killed and put out of his misery. From that complicated start, things only go downhill from there. Jensen struggles to find a reason to live, and eventually he convinces Jared to help him. After Jensen kills all the patients in the ward by administering a paralytic to them, they escape. Hot on their heels is Detective Murray, who tracks them down, only to witness an event that defies belief. A smoking crater is all that remains of the cabin, but after his dead mother assures him that Jared and Jensen are fine and no longer a danger now that they are released from their obligations, he goes about his life. Chasing rumors of mysterious men who appear and help those who can't help themselves.

Warnings: Dark Fic, Suicidal Thoughts, Murder, Graphic Violence, Dubious Consent, Non-Consenual Drugging, Open Ending

Jared/Jensen-3

Title: Tell It To My Heart Pairing: Jared/Jensen Rating: NC-17 Summary:

As cliché as it seems, Jensen falls hard for Jared, the tattooed drummer for Fallen Idol, the house band for Kane’s, where he bartends. Jared is the one man Jensen is sure hates him. Jared hasn’t been especially kind to him, and with Jensen’s shyness and a past hurt from his teenage years, when Jensen was used by his high school crush in a sex game to score points, he has all but given up on love. He’s resigned to living a solitary life, despite his feelings for Jared. Except, one night, someone unexpectedly starts flirting with Jensen, sparking the bartender’s interest, and fueling his desire to be seen by someone who seems to have his pick of men and women, even if it isn’t Jared. Accepting a dinner date, Jensen soon discovers that it was a mistake and ends up being hurt by the man he thought was interested in him. Jensen is attacked by his date, but he finds the courage to fight back, leaving him covered in bruises, but determined to act as if nothing happened. Seeing Jensen hurt sparks something in Jared, making him protective of the bartender he’s teased, leading him to examine his feelings for Jensen, and hoping that he can get over his past, where he’d been hurt by his cheating ex, the woman he thought he was going to marry. He’d been honest with her about his sexuality, which she’d used against him, leaving him scarred and afraid to commit to anyone. Jensen and Jared begin an unlikely friendship that leads to them admitting their feelings for each other, and from there, they build a relationship together that their friends had been hoping for.

Warnings: Shy Jensen Ackles, Physically Hurt Jensen Ackles, Bartender Jensen Ackles, Artist Jensen Ackles, Art Therapist Jensen Ackles, Drummer Jared Padalecki, Musical Therapist Jared Padalecki, Tattoos, Bars, Drinking, Music, Scared Jensen Ackles, Angry Jared Padalecki, Non-Consensual, Sex Used as a Game, Driving, Top Jared Padalecki, Bottom Jensen Ackles, Unrequited Feelings, Teasing, Kissing, Bed Sharing, Masturbation, Emotionally Hurt Jensen Ackles, Emotionally Hurt Jared Padalecki, Bisexual Jared Padalecki, Cheating - Not Between Jensen and Jared, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Admission of Feelings, Happy Ending

Sam/Dean-1

Title: In The Company of Wolfen Pairing: Sam/Dean Rating: NC-17 Summary:

Witch!Sam and Wolfen!Dean have been happily mated three years. While escorting some settlers to their new home they make a discovery that could change everyone on their Earth’s lives for the better. In order to share this discovery with others, they need to risk everything and travel into the heart of a monster filled, postapocalyptic city to find one missing ingredient. What they find there is not what they expected.

Images for artists: Dean learning magic and accidentally turning his tufted wolfen ears into flower petals. Wraith (tortured souls) coming into a mining tunnel through a hole from a cave in and get trapped inside a stream of light. A bottle tree, each bottle filled with a letter or memento of someone lost to the wraith storms. Dean and Sam add one to the tree and Sam casts a spell to make them all light up the night sky. A vintage bread truck they travel in to burned out Kansas City in. An attack by vampis, long toothed half foot tall monsters intent on drilling through their van and eating what’s inside. The bread truck turned neon yellow and green from a spell Dean cast to protect them. A herd of giant cockroaches rushing by their truck as they look on. A worm like creature rising up from of a dead man’s body, the eggs it was incubating now hatching and attacking the boys. A giant venomous snake that chases the boys into a building where they have to throw C-4 in its mouth to kill it. An evil Other!Sam from an alternative world that is looking for his ninth Dean to take home to his monster infested Earth. He kidnaps Dean and takes him in a tunnel infested with squid!rats. An epic battle with Dean shifted to a wolfen (like a werewolf) vs Other!Sam clad in a black high tech camouflage suit that can make him invisible. A wraith storm, a swirling storm filled with vicious spirits who can suck your soul out of your body being destroyed by Dean’s shotgun. And more : )

Warnings: AU, M/M, hurt!Dean, werewolves, BAMF!Dean, BAMF!Sam, shifting, kidnapping, attempted rape

Jared/Jensen-4

Title: The Fed and the Genius Pairing: Jared/Jensen Rating: NC-17 Summary:

Jared has moved in with Jensen leaving his leadership position and his FBI team behind. He knows living with Jensen will present challenges, but Jared feels he is up to the challenge because his superhero boyfriend, with all his quirks and idiosyncrasies, is worth it.

Jensen knows he can be difficult to live with and will always choose his own comfort over Jared's—and everybody else's. However, he is determined to try his best to keep Jared at least moderately happy. But there's only so much his autism will allow him to accommodate.

This is the next phase of their journey together as a couple, and as part of a brand-new FBI team.

For Artists: An FBI night search in a national forest, a rescue from a multi-story building, hospital and waiting room scenes, J2 walking their dogs and cats sleeping with Jensen

Warnings: Kidnapping of a vulnerable child, school shootings and shootings with mass casualties are all discussed and examined in this story. No on-screen deaths.

Sam/Dean-2

Title: The Tide Pool Pairing: Sam/Dean Rating: NC-17 Summary:

Sam Wesson is the luckiest man on earth: a promising college career in marine biology, a beautiful, modern girlfriend, and access to the professor’s Model T. The latter gets him handily to the tide pools across the mountains from Stanford, where he discovers the oddest thing. His mind is swimming with possibilities until it’s just swimming, and he ends up briefly unconscious. His luck has taken a turn, but on some level, he continues to be charmed because he is found by the handsome and capable Dean Winchester. The only problem is: it’s 2005 instead of 1905. Scenes that could be illustrated: Sam and Dean at the beach, a beach cave with a strange pool, playing pool, many season 1 canon events, especially the Pilot, Wendigo, Skin, and Home, and Devil's Trap, road tripping, the amulet blazing light.

Warnings: Raised Apart AU, Time Travel, Internalized Homophobia, Bisexual Dean Winchester, Bisexual Sam Winchester, Soul Mates.

Sam/Jess-1

Title: Billie's Gift Pairing: Sam/Jess Rating: PG-13 Summary:

Set after 13.12 but before 13.13. Sam is in a dark place. Sam and Dean return to the Bunker to find a resurrected Jessica Moore waiting for them. She is dressed in the nightgown she died in with a plaid flannel overtop for warmth. Billie has brought her back to life to pass along a message to the Winchesters, particularly Sam who is struggling with depression at this point in canon. She has so many questions and wants to be with Sam, but 13 years have passed and Sam feels he is too damaged and his soul too tarnished to be with his beautiful young girlfriend. Plus he feels like he got her killed. Jess only has 3 days before Billie will reap her again. The boys tell her some of their experiences over the years she's been dead and she shares Billie's cryptic message. Eventually she and Sam make love and she absolves him of any guilt he might feel. Billie comes and takes Jess back to Heaven, vaguely threatening the Winchesters (because they don't know that Lucifer is back in their world yet.)

Some visuals of interest: Jess in the nightgown and flannel, barefoot in the library waiting for them. Sam pointing a gun at Jess (dressed in that nightgown & flannel combo), Jess and Dean having coffee as they discuss Sam. Sam, head bowed in sorrow while Jess has a comforting hand on his back. Jess and Sam making love. Billie as a menacing figure (dressed in her black leather duster and with her scythe.) Sam sitting on the edge of a bed, Dean on his knees in front, one hand on Sam's cheek with the two men touching foreheads, eyes closed (like they did in the show finale)