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anyone even still here after like 2 years of nothing HAHAHA
things that you want to hear: accepting !
❤ !! // @velvrose: ❝ you’re good enough. ❞ (from astro. hiiii bestie <3)
insecurity. it was something that nelle had long since struggled with, even going as far back to the day she had first formed. she never felt good enough for the life she’d been dropped into; she was never funny enough for her peers, never strong enough to protect her family, never happy enough with herself, never stable enough for anybody or anything. she could put on a brave face every morning, act like the happy little gem that everybody typically knew her to be, but that mask of hers was prone to cracking.
today was such a day. the day had certainly started off normal, but it quickly began to spiral downwards as every minor inconvenience and problem seemed to really get to nelle. instead of shrugging them off as she normally would, they dragged her down instead, piling on top of her until she inevitably broke from the weight of it all. she was tired.
she slumped down onto the couch, curling up as she tried to find any sort of distraction on her phone that could hold her attention long enough for this sinking feeling to go away. but as seconds turned to minutes, and minutes turned into an hour (at least she thinks it’s only been an hour), it only got worse. what nelle had prayed would disappear only grew in strength, and she couldn’t take it anymore. soon after, she’d noticed she was crying.
astro must have heard her, too, because before long— he was at her side, asking her what was wrong in the gentle and comforting way that she often found solace in. and after a moment of hesitant sniffling, she finally broke. she cried to him about how she never felt like she was good enough— how she felt like a failure of a gem.
the world around her seemed to disappear as she vented these grievances to her brother, and nelle found herself staring down at her shaky hands in the meantime. she was afraid of what he’d say, what he’d think of her after all this. she couldn’t stomach the idea of looking him in the eye.
but after what felt like several long moments to nelle, astro responds.
you’re good enough.
❝ ...what? ❞
the question asked is quiet as she slowly looks to her brother, seemingly pulled out of the trance she put herself in. her voice is shaky and uneven, and all she can manage to say is that one word. of course, nelle knew what he had said, but part of her couldn’t believe the words she’d heard. not because she didn’t believe astro— but because she couldn’t believe that, above all else, she was good enough.
choking back a sob, she throws her arms around astro and holds him tight, her fingers digging into the soft material of his cloak as she buries her face in the crook of his neck. there isn’t much more she can do in the moment... at least, not in the state that she was currently in. but deep down, she was grateful. nelle would never understand it, but astro always seemed to know just what to say to her. and though she couldn’t find the strength to admit it to herself now, she needed to hear those words. she needed to know that she was loved, that she shouldn’t hold herself to such high expectations, and that she was good enough. and maybe one day, she’d finally believe it.
*Still uses pinky promises as a legitimate foundation of trust*
nothing is funnier to me than people thinking nelles like. a kid

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i recently cleaned out my askbox so uhhh heres my meme tag go bother nelle :)
@scngbard hi dallas lol
after a brief moment of staring at the stranger before her, nelle’s brows furrow as she sucks her teeth and points to their hair.
❝ your hair... it reminds me a’ mint. ❞ a pause, as a large grin begins to line her features. ❝ i like it!! ❞
i wanna write but i also cant focus enough to because ive been feeling weird the past two days :’)
nelle is so baby,, she gets excited over the tiniest things 🥺
??? ! // fazbearings.
@spiraledheart heart'd for a starter .
The bear lit up with a smile , his ears giving a small wiggle . 〝 Why hello there , are you new to the plex ? I don't recall seeing you here before . 〞He clasped his hands together in front of his chest .
looking up from the map she held in her hands, nelle’s eyes go wide with surprise at the animatronic standing before her. she knew this place hosted a variety of them, but she wasn’t expecting to see one in person! (this was so much cooler than she thought it’d be!!)
❝ yes, yes! very new, hehe— ah, sorry, i’m just so excited!! it ain’t every day ya get ta’ meet an animatronic! ❞
holding out her free hand, nelle offers an introduction.
❝ ‘s nice ta’ meet’cha! i’m nelle! ❞

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if there’s one thing i try to make clear when i’m writing nelle, it’s that she is very clearly neurodivergent. she’s manic at times, she gets mood swings, she stims (eg: biting at her gloves where her nails would be, bouncing her leg/bouncing in place, humming, bobbing her head, chewing on pens/straws/the rims of plastic cups), she has hyperfixations... and to anyone that doesn’t know her, she can come off as very blunt to the point of seeming unempathetic or just plain rude, even though she has the best of intentions at heart. she’s just not very good at expressing that, and her lack of social etiquette proves it.
not only this, but she’s actively learning a lot of these things. using an inside voice, properly expressing empathy and sympathy, etc... she wasn’t programmed to know these things when she first emerged/was reset. she was just expected to be a personal best friend and toy, someone who placates whoever she was ‘assigned’ to (the one with the pink diamond gemstone) and gets them to laugh. she wasn’t supposed to learn complex feelings and emotions, let alone how to navigate deep interpersonal relationships.
consider this a uhhhhhhhhh starter call multis specify or im playing russian roulette with ur muses 🔫
if you shake nelle and you hear something rattling around, dont worry, thats just her singular brain cell
@ahsterism ur gay lol
❝ steven... i just learned that pineapples don’t actually grow on trees, and now i feel like my life is a lie... i mean, what’s next, huh? grilled cheese doesn’t actually have cheese in it?! ❞
and now, Real Art™! both finished and unfinished click for the full sizes or whatever im not ur mom

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can i show you guys something cursed
nelle in that amogus halloween costume that i drew as a joke awhile ago
??? ! // mysteriary.
“Didn’t your mama teach you to look with your eyes and not your hands?”
Eda pushed the little girl’s hand away and narrowed her eyes at her. “I have no idea what you’re talking about. That thing here is mostly for decoration and occasionally useful. Not gonna lie, you’re kinda starting to freak me out a little.”
once her hand was pushed away, nelle’s expression shifted to that of confusion, and she quickly calmed down from her excitement. (also, what the heck was a mama? she’d have to ask steven about it later...)
❝ you... aren’t a gem? ❞
well, that’s... disappointing.