SpicyMiilk

Hi!

first I'm blushing thank you I'm glad you like my interpretation of Spider a character's voice is he most important thing for me.

second, I don't actually know...unfortunately. but it might be that life got in the way or something else I'm not sure...

First off ack thank you for enjoying crop circles the way it should be enjoyed!! (Devastation and emotional black holes)

I’m gonna be oversharing hella over here on the spicymilk blog, so buckle up!

The reason why I completely fell off the map is mostly that at the time of writing crop circles, the devil whispered lies etc etc etc. I was 17-18 and still living in an extremely unhealthy household. I wrote and read a fuck ton of angst and whump as a cope (I recently reread some my fics and brother the sheer VOLUME of projection should be studied) I was also a few years into my chronic pain/illness journey and wrote a lot of my fics entirely through voice to text software, so I already had fairly limited use of my hands and was limited in day to day life too.

Lowkey the biggest reason though is I finally got onto ADHD medication the second I was legally an adult and the stimulants killed my ability to have a hyperfixation on anything.

Thankfully since then, I’ve moved out and live by myself, am going to school and have a job that I genuinely adore (I work in a field surrounding child safety) and my health is fairly stable.

I’m not sure if I’ll ever return to my incomplete fics, but I have a very familiar and very old craving to write up a few one shots since watching the new movie last night…we’ll see we’ll see. I like angst and whump and avatar gave me SUCH a whumpable character and I’m over the moon

He feels himself freeze, focusing only on the memories that claw their way to the forefront. Dangerous and full of edges, they take root at the base of his neck and don’t move. Making his hands clench, and unclench. 

Because (give it up Quaritch) he recognises the set of those shoulders. He knows (it’s all over) that face, the face that is all too human even though it’s coloured blue. His mind can supply the voice easily, because (it’s not over while I’m breathing) it was the one he heard before he’d died.